Sunday, June 19, 2005 | 11:20 PM
pai seh.very long nv update le.very sians mahs.or rather addicted to game,dun1 to update.lols.haiz.today is a tiring day sia.my cousin's wedding.7 in the morning reach there liao.the earliest.so tired,sleepy.lols.then play games together wid aunts,uncles and cousins.play until 4pm, almost late for the dinner.then rush,rush and rush.finally, wore a skirt after how hard my mum asking me too.and then the dinner,quite fun lar.get to hear all the stories between my aunts,uncles and blah blah.their adventures they had togther when they were young.very nice childhood they have.so envious them.saw many relatives which nv see b4.i mean long time no contact.ate very very little during dinner cuz very late ler.can easy grow fat derhs.and then until now then come home.so tired.but have a urge to play habbo and type thingys.strange sia.lols.and then got good news too.this is wad that metal boy--aloy asked me to put."he got a sliver for 200m breaststroke"(it's swimming,in case u dunno)lols.he asked me to tell every1 i noe.but i think this way, putting it on blog is better.let the whole world noe.hahaz.ok.very sleepy.papa,mama,mei mei all sleep le.gotta go.very sleepy.bye bye!
Tuesday, June 14, 2005 | 4:40 PM
I like to move it move itYou like to move it move itShe like to move it move itWe like toMove It!!
When a GUY is quiet and is
alone,
He's is thinking how good you're,Miss
you!!!
When a GUY is lying on his bed,
He is thinking deeply why he loves you.
When a GUY looks at you in your eyes,
He wants to tell you how much he loves
you and
how important you're.
When a GUY answers "I'm Fine" after
awhile,
He is not and feels hurts.
When a GUY keep asking you the same
question,
He is wondering why you are lying.
When a GUY hugs you while sleeping,
He is wishing that you belongs to him
forever.
When a GUY calls you everyday,
He Miss You and wants your attention.
When a GUY wants to see you everyday,
He cares for you and want to know how
are you
today.
When a GUY sms's u everyday,
He wants you to know he is fine.
When a GUY says I love you,
He really means it.
When a GUY says that he can't live
without you,
He has made up his mind that you are his
future
wife.
When a GUY says "I Miss You",
He wants to see you immeditely.
Monday, June 13, 2005 | 9:53 PM
: These are the 11 signs of falling in lurrrve...
11. You'll read his/her sms over and over again...
10. You'll walk really really really slow while you're with him/her...
9. You'll feel so shy whenever you're with him/her...
8. While thinking bout him/her...
your heart will beat faster and faster...
7. By listening his/her voice..you'll be smilling by your-self...
6. While looking at him/her..you cant see the other ppl around you...you can only see that person...
5. You'll start listening 2 love songs.
4. You'll really really like love songs...
3. You'll get high just by his/her smell...
2. You'll realise dat you're alwayz smilling to your-self..
1. You'll do anything for him/her........
haiz.so sians.today is daa "so-called one day camp" organised by the seniors.lols.
1st thingy in the day is "so-called ice breakers".so funny.oni say the name,class and wad we like in rc.like that oso called ice breakers?and then right side of the squad say they all like footdrill.then the middle part all say games.then i so extra say footdrill suddenly.lols.it's like the others all copy each other cuz nth to say mahs.in rc,oni got footdrill,evacuation,first aid and games.oni these 4 mahs wad elsE?
okay.the next thingy is pt.arghs.guess wad?im damn unlucky sia.i stepped on my own finger!!oh sharks.this kind of pple oso got sia.haiz.such a failure.then my finger nail cracked.and then got alot of red fresh blood came oozing out.then under running water,so cooling.but then oso pain mahs.actually no need for plaster 1.but got too much blood liaos.so use lors.no harm mahs.
then the next thing is footdrill.haiz.i hate this most.im stuck in the bronze sybullus grp.haiz.i wanna go sliver 1.and then can march and train like hell.ok.i dunch1 to suan pple until like that lar.just that being in there,seems so boring.and then the "..." take all the gd pple to that sliver grp.left the lousy 1 here.haiz.wad can i say?
next is the evacuation cum (and) first aid.so damn boring sia.luckily got practical.not only theory.okay.this 1 nth to say lar.
next is the firedrill.wah.this is damn pathetic.we took 18min++.haiz.actually,we could have done better 1.and then me,gaya3 and zamira was the 1st grp to evacuate casualty (jiahui) but bandaging is the last.haiz.and then jiahui have that stinky injury all at that head part.so difficult to bandage.summore choose the scalp bandage.that 1 i suck at it.lols.
next is lunch break!!lols.1 hr oni.i though 2 hrs mans.who knows.okay.ate chicken rice.i dunch think u wanna noe wad happened during lunch.we just ate and ate nors.
next is the games.omg.i hate the apple and the peanut butter game.it's "...".dunno how to say lar.have to "finish' up the apple wid the peanut butter summore cannot touch it.then my mouth got injured again.haiz.so unlucky.i like the chair game the most.it makes sense kaes?all i can say is the games are boring...
next,we sat there saying our cheers.the most funny thing is that jiahui wanted us to shout until all the "trackers" in track and field to turn and looked at us.but they just wont turn.damn it lar.try so many times still cannot.they deaf or wad?lols.
next is the survival cooking.have to pick twigs and dry leaves.picked until so many.on the way,saw chamelon.then we dont dare to pick liaos.so go and help others take the twigs and leaves back to parade square.while waiting to cook,han lim was there giving command to other ncos.so loud sia.can beat that derek liao lors.okay lar.derek may be better than him.lols.after that,then cook lors.oni that zhiqi know how to "barbeque" and start the fire.haiz.then we all cook lors.take so long.all other grps started eating,we still controlling the fire.haiz.the food "...".then say "hi' to syafiq.then he got scolded by mdm when he talked.sry hors,syafiq.make u get the scolding for nth sia.
next,got debrief from nusriah mdm.so damn funny.all the way,talking nonsence.lols.then 2nd july may have barbeque at east coast park.but i dunch think i can go.
thats all.i think i wrote too much today.okay.take a rest wid ur eyes.lols.bye bye.
Sunday, June 12, 2005 | 1:27 PM
Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No way
Girl: What would you choose: your life..or me?
Boy: My life
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy
runs after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because
you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't
like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't
want you is because I need you.
The reason Iwouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if
you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is
because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm
not willing to do anything for you is because I
would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my
life is because you ARE my life.
Saturday, June 11, 2005 | 5:10 PM
Message:
if a girl cries in front of u,
it means that she can't takeit anymore.
If u take her hand,
she would stay with u for the rest of ur life;
If u let her go,
it wil be hard for her to go back to being herself with you once again.
A gal wont cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she loves the most,
she becomes weak.
A gal wont cry easily,
only when she loves u the most,
she put down her ego.
Guys,
if a gal cries bcoz of u,
please hold her hands firmly,
coz she's the one who is willing to stay with u 4 for the rest of ur life.
Guys,
if a gal cries bcoz of u,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of ur decision,
u'L ruin her life.
When she cries right in front of u,
When she cries bcoz of u,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think.
Which other girl has cried with pure sincerity,
In front of u,
And bcoz of u?
She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too big a burden to be kept inside.
Guys,
Think about it,
If a gal cries her heart out to u,
And all because of u,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only u will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may b too late for regrets,
It may b too late to say "im sorry".
Friday, June 10, 2005 | 2:30 PM
all i can say is that today is my worse and horrible day i ever had.it sucks mans.dun wanna talk about it.bye.
Thursday, June 09, 2005 | 7:33 PM
came back from camp oni lehs.so tired.muscles cramps and lots.haiz.it's supposed to be a leisure camp lors.but i think it turned out to be a training camp.quite strict but nort that tough lars.all the games quite fun but i hate the pt and the food.the food looks kinda "disguisting?".i dunchnoe.aiya,thanks to those ncos who organise this camp.hmm.my grp(grp 9) won the 2nd position wid the 237 points.lols.i though we would be 1st.but 2nd oso can lars.aiya,so tired liaos.damn sleepy.yesterday night slept at 1am but keep waking up cuz toilets,the wind and blah blah.lols.bye bye.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005 | 11:51 AM
why every1 says im crazy to have 3 blogs?it's fun to have 3 blogs lors.so damn fun.wadeva.they wont know how it feels like.lols.my daddy went out wid my sis to eat lunch.left me alone at house play computer.lols.dunch feel like going out.im getting lazier and lazier liaos.haiz.and today,im supposed to go to com lab and do the ipw derhs.but grp members all cannot.left me.so dunch go oso lars.next time,then go again.haiz.so sians.holidays arh?!my foot.
Sunday, June 05, 2005 | 2:16 PM
heyys.june,happy biirthday arhs.too badx ur biirthday iishx iin daa holidays.wahahahas.cant celebrate together.lols.ii found out that iim iin lynn's grp together wiid "ehh.forget liiaos" iin camp.haiiz.i thiink we sure dunch have teamwork 1.who cares?ii dunch giive iit a damn anyway, iit's just a camp whiich iishx just lastiing for 2 days, 1 niight.iit wiill be gone soon.so dunch worry,chriistina.lols.aiiya, so tiired.dunch1 to elaborate.anyway,guyys diid u all liike the poems and quotes?omg.ii love them.
Taken from: http://www.lovepoemsandquotes.com/FriendshipPoemsAndInspirationalQuotes.htmlYour talent is God's gift to you.
What you do with it is your gift back to God.
- Leo Buscaglia -
All men who have achieved great things
have been great dreamers.
- Orison Swett Marden -
The past cannot be changed,
the future is still in your power.
- Hugh White -
A champion is someone who gets up,
even when they can't.
- Natalie Rogers -
You are never given a wish
without being given the power to make it come true.
- From the book "Bridge Across Forever" -(by Richard Bach)
Don't let today's disappointments
cast a shadow on tomorrow's dreams.
- Unknown -
Taken from: http://www.lovepoemsandquotes.com/LovePoems.htmlIf I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
- Courtney Kuchta -
I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.
I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.
I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.
- Crystal Jansen -
A stranger you were once.
Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.
As our lives engaged,
you lit my life and I held both your hands.
Now that decades have passed,
ours souls have indeed become one.
How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true
that everyone dreams about.
- Laura Veronica Merodio -
Saturday, June 04, 2005 | 4:56 PM
im an imperfectionist.
yet pretending to be an perfect person.
there's only one of me
and nobody can get a second one
from a photocopy machine.
i haven choose to love u in silence.
cuz i find no rejection and
and no regret.
things change,people change.
after all leaves had fallen,some things are still the same.
loving is hard,holding on is a pain.
things always dont meant to be the way they are supposed to be.
turning back is impossible.
it wud be there forever.
it's all the past now.
i hate my IDOTIC LYFE.
i hate my STUPID ATTITUDE.
i hate my IRRITATING DREAM.
i hate my SCARY LOOKS.
i hate my EVERYTHING.
i 'm TIRED being on THIS WORLD.
i 'm made up of 90% DEVIL and ONLY 10% ANGEL.
I SUCKS.
just wanna say sry to 1 person.cuz of something.sry.i didnt mean it.dun wanna write any post now.bye.
Friday, June 03, 2005 | 3:44 PM
i.have.been.telling.myself.not.to.be.sad.
not.to.think.about.you.
but.i.just.cant.achieve.it.
i.really.need.you.in.my.life.
i.realised.i.cant.do.without.you.
can.u.give.me.another.chance.
wah lao.my stupid sis threw my 2 month old,camera, handphone against the wall.im fuming wifd anger now.feel like killing her now.ok.i admit i threw her handphone on the floor 1st lar.cuz she made my hp drop on the floor and see all my msgs without permission.so rude 1.but her hp spolit who cares?her hp so lousy somemore.and then mine is so damn "good" lors.and if mine spolit, my dad scold me like hell, and then i no hp use liao.dumb 1,nv use brain somemore.or whether does she have a brain?and then she go complain to my mum and cry now the next 1 being scolded is me lehs.oh shit.why do i have such a stinky sister?i feel like going out and shop now.hais.go to hell lars.wad the fuck manx.
haiiz.today have the test iin maths iintensiive.i gort so lousy manx.onii 23/30.damn lousy lors.omg.guess wad?now ii eatiing "overcooked" rice.so yucky mans.feel like puking liaos.dunchno who cook 1.and then so siians now.ii fiinally gort moii neew padlock liiaos.so happii.hahaz.ii wonder who stole moii previious padlock siia.wanna sue that person.hahaz.no lahs.jk niia.gtg and play game liiaos.update later.maybe lars.see if i feel like wriitiing nots.bye!
Thursday, June 02, 2005 | 9:29 AM
hmm.today never go the maths iintensive.dun feel liike goiing lars.cuz nort feeliing that well lors.so early iin daa moriing.oso dunchno wad to do siia.haiiz.juz fiiniish helpiing mii siis do dar blogskiin.so niices.ii oso wanna change lehs.but there's a biig stupiid mess whiich ii dunchno how to clear.or else ii sure change derhs.haiiz.go viiew her blog lars.then u wiill noe iit's so sweett, and cutes.ha!go see my link lars.name iishx yvonne.lols.so siians.update laterr larrs.buaiiz.!!
[pst. the way ii riite thiis post iishx diiffernt from the others.hopex euu dunch miind.lols. ]
Wednesday, June 01, 2005 | 4:23 PM
haiz.today went back to sch for maths intensive lessons.every1 say i shud not come and say me kia su cuz i score quite high yet come.haiz.this is for practice mahs.4 hrs a day can do alot of maths questions lehs.anyway,i have not go there in vain lars.lols.i got 12/12 for the elearn thingy but never show teacher the evidence so no chocolate.and then the last paper,got 2 careless mistakes out of 50 questions.so oso neber get the grand prize as i finish it in 1hr.wad a waste.anyway,i don't care about the prize at all.i just wanna test my speed and my formulas.luckily,i oni got careless mistakes.hahaz.and then i finish liao mahs,go off early 1 hr lors.hahaz.and then got ipw.must hand in the file today.luckily,yesterday night check the whole file again and again."phew".lols.and then we finish the real product of the menu.so proud of us lehs.the only grp got.think so bahs.hahaz.and then the animation haven finish yet.must go back sch do again someday.haiz.and then,the funny thing is that we printed the bilography on a piece of foolscape as we dun have any paper liaos mahs.then so nice lehs.printed exactly on the lines.so pro!!lols.every1 says im so stressed out and must relax mahs.how can i when this ipw must hand in on the term 3 of week 3??haiz.this is the real character of me lors.u have seen my true colours.and then went back home lors.me and pris then challenged each other at running.lols.childish hors?and then i win!!hahaz.this is wad happened the whole day and here,now,im here listening to songs by JJ,typing this, and helping my sis to find a suitable blogskin.so sians.my life is in a big mess.some1 lend me a listening ear please.!!
