okay. so freaking frustrated. school's reopening tomorrow.
another 8hours & i have to climb out of bed to catch bus 27.
another 8hours & all the tests are back again.
uhh. i hate school that much. all i can think of are those bad things abt school.
nothing's good in schooling except for friends. well, not exactly. some friends arent worth.

oh yes. today's Xian Li's birthday.
' happy birthday my girl. finally 15th birthday! yay yay! ' =DD

we had our first ceremonial rehearsal yesterday at national stadium. woooahh. its sooo fun! i loveee ndp sooo much. =p the lunch & dinner were fantastic. yes. KFC & PIZZAHUT. ahh. im growing fat soon. & during the rehearsal, the airplanes flew past the national stadium & i can feel the ground shaking. my ears were like sooo numb. i clenched my fists sooo tightly. helloo, dun laugh at me. im not the only one. other ndp youths did that too. ahah. we had in total of 6casaulties yesterday. but at the last rehearsal, we had none. yay! rahhh. GG kept shouting & shouting. wad the heck la. can they like shut up & stop screaming off their ass? i was thinking, do they know that they freaking voice is like sooo high-pitched. & plus, red cross & npcc jeered them back. heh. at least, npcc agree with us. =D had debrief. the sirs & ma'ams gave out the ULP certs. aww. mr chairperson, cheer up! i m sooo worried that he will break into tears. i kept patting him & looking at him. & congrats kangwei for provisional pass. the angel & mortal game. wad the. i think i dunhave an angel 'cause for the past three weeks, i dont receieve any thing from my angel. then cabbed home with mum & sis. i slept thru out the whole journey back. i slammed right onto my sis. LOLS. see, im just soo worn-out.

i love ndp. i love ndp. i love ndp.
we ate together. we slept together on the bus ride. we cheered together. we joked together. we sang together. we stood under sun together. we support one & another through. we share joy & sorrows together. thanks to ndp that i knew sooo much friends from other schools. i learnt the real meaning of endurance. i knew whats the meaning of teamwork.

' united we stand, united we fall. red cross youth will never fall. 'cause we will we will rock you aw. rock you aw.! '
' 1234,4321. everywher we go, people want to know, who we are, where we come from. so we tell them, we are from red cross. mighty mighty red cross. super super red cross. one and only red cross. '
' palipapa. NDP power! '
' CPR sibei jia lat. Bandaging blardy worst. Everyday doing first aid. with my VIs, my buddies & me. olevels haven study. all my notes turned messy. failed all my tests. back to red cross. with my VIs, my buddies & me. ' ( this is the edited version of purple light )

shall end here then. theres sch tomorrow. gosh. i cant sleep late again.

bye people!

loves,christina

CIAO! ( its hello in Italian )

okay people. you guys tried coming into my web but it shot a notice uh? yeah, i've pw protected my blog for afew days. but, now, after some careful consideration ( & gayatri bugging me to give her my pw ), i decided to leave my blog just like before, which means, no more password to get into my blog. i wanted to pw protect my blog 'cause i want to rant & rant, scolding & scolding. on the other hand, the use of blog is to let everyone in ( or on?) the net view it & know whats happening in my life. maybe i should ask Joyce ( NDP friend ) how i pw protect my entries instead of the whole blog.

yay ! my so-called-purple-skin came out. so now, its sooo pinkish on my kneecap ( the new skin or something. ). =DD its soo BALD. ahahah. i was like there joking with my mum, ' ooh, its sooo smooth & shiny! '.

theres NDP training tomorrow. & finally, its combined rehearsal. that means there will be fireworks, choir, performance, airplanes & more. one bad thing. we only get to go home at abt 9.30pm. rahhhh. image what time i will reach home tmr? most likely, i will just cab home again. bleahs.

well, i was thinking, why the heck am i blogging at such late hour? im supposed to be lying on my bed & sleep. oh gosh, wondering whether i will get enough sleep anot.

yeaps. we had our talentine dance practice & FAC training today. sorry, kinda too tired to elaborate more. & i sense something admiss with myseld today. i looked sooo moody today & plus, i went home early after dinner. i dint shop ard. weird weird.

okay then. bye people!

loves,christina

right. second post in a day.
nono. its already morning. so, good morning people.

okay, im sooo much relieved now.
'cause i've split the history project into parts & they have to do it themselves.
yeah, its much easier as we need not have to go with each other's scedule.

& i've finally got rid of my old skin! im sooo sick of that skin. bleahs. ahahah.

okay, im off to bed!

loves,christina

im soo pissed. yeah, i mean real pissed.
'cause of that darn chinese i-portal thingy ( from 9am to 12noon )
wad the hell la. i planned my whole day plan out sooo nicely which fits sooo perfectly, & it turns out to be like this.
i had to cancel the history project thingy & plan it on another day. & im supposed to meet gayatri, calvin, peijie & my sis at 12noon to go window-shopping. now, i have to push it to 12.30pm.
rahhh! school is going to reopen & its like, we've not done any thingy for the project yet!
haiz. so now, we've to do last minute work ( on either Sunday or Monday ).
& i just realised that we need to do more research for the SS thingy. ekkks.
im not doing that. my members are like shaking their legs & relaxing. so, why the hell am i doing so much?
they will get the same marks as me! arghhhh. idiotic.
*i cant even contact Munirah!!!! i called her on her phone but no1 picks up. text-messaged her & she dint reply. haiz. heck care. i did send the message to her, so its like, if she goes to CP innocently, its none of my business. at least, Shaun & Ruey Yi knows.

went back to school today. saw the NPCC's fancy drill ( did i spell it correctly? ). im like, "ooh, so it seems like this. COOL.!" lols. & yeah, we did clean up the Red Cross room. ahaha. we gave it a brand new look la. okay, i admit its kinda messy but its our own formation. so im quite proud of it. =DD then had dance practice. haiz. i still cant dance due to my stupid idiotic kneecap. i cant kneel. so sad.i think i can dance on the next practice ( ps. my prediction is always wrong. bleahs. ).

im running out of money!! i nid cash!! i tried asking my mum for more money tomorrow & she shoot me a i-feel-like-punching-her face. she said, " can you like shut up? stop asking me for more money. you've been spending quite alot this whole holiday! " ooh what the heck! ok, i do spend quite alot. =X especially on videos & compact discs. but i seriously need money la.! i wanted sooo badly to purchase that JunYang's Unicorn cd, the part 7 of the video, that slipper which i saw in Plaza Singapura, a new watch ( i screwed my whole watch. i put it in my washing machine. & TATA! the glass break! ). hmm, i think thats all? yeah. how much does it cost? $18.90+$8.00+$9.90+$10= $ 46.8. IS IT TOO MUCH?! its not even 50bucks yet! uhhhhhhh!

i hate my kneecap! it looks horrible. i cant even do my daily routine. & plus, i got scared when i first looked at it. i bet theres gonna be a scar there. how am i going to wear shorts/ skirts next time? GOSH.

its just my luck. okay, i think its kinda a long post today. rants rants & rants.
bye people.

loves,christina

image me without you..

my headache's killing me. i've been mugging from 1.30pm til now. see, i can be such a good girl. =D
homework left to be done

• Amaths Five-Year Series ( Permutation & Combination )
• Emaths Five-Year Series ( Variations & Graphs )
• Biology Ten-Year Series ( Nutrition on Plants & Animals )
• Chinese ( so-called-diary which is supposed to be typed out )
• English Correction for the MYE Composition

uhmm. it seems like i've got no answers to my questions. for example, i dont know why nowadays im not addicted to using the computer. i would rathar do my homework. well, not really hate. i think its just detest. so people, whenever you see me online or whatever, its either my sister or me. next on the list is tution. i had no idea why i just couldnt concentrate during tution. i think im day-dreaming throughout the whole lesson. then, why do i HATE cats so much? yes, people say that cats are adorable. but i disagree. 100% DISAGREE. i wanted soo badly to kill all the cats in the world ( sorry cat-lovers. & for your info, til now, i've not done anything stupid ). like today, i went down for lunch with my sister. there was one kitten near the lift & the another cat near the staircase. so we were like, WTF? we walked past the cat near the stairs & realised that, theres another idiotic kitten near the lift. & THAT DARN KITTEN FOLLOWED US. i screamed, clutched tightly to my sister's sleeves. she ran, i ran. then, we hid somewhere sooo far away from my block. thank god. we saw my mum's friend ( my neighbour ) coming back from the NTUC. we pleaded her for help. we asked her to check the surroundings ( erm. we sounded stupid la. ) & we went up together. i was like, holding onto my sister for that whole incident. "yeah gayatri. now, i do agree that my sister seems to be the elder one & not me. i look like a small kid." ahh yes. i gorge on food everytime i do work ( i mean, homework ). its like, im never full. i just eat & eat & eat.

haiz.

okay. i think i've done enough blabberings for today. i shall dine & continue my work.

ps. i dunno why i cant upload my pictures here.!

bye people.

loves,christina

i woke up from my dream & climbed out of my bed at 9.30am.
how i wished i could just sleep forever & never wake up.
then, i read thru my sister's magazine ( Teenage ) while eating my nasi lemak ( yes, its my breakfast ).
watched Kids Central till about 10am & i heard my own ringtone.
my cell phone rang. my tutor just text-messaged me. TUTION'S BEING PUSHED TO 1PM.
yay yay! & i continued watching Kids Central. i was getting bored so i switched channels again & again.
Channel 8. Drama seriels. okay, just nice i thought.
at 11.30am, my eye lids were then getting heavy. i found myself drifting into sleep again on my couch.
this is great. im mentally & physically tired after the NDP training, talentine training, FAC training, FDC training & more. after 1hr, i was being nudged. its time to get ready for tution. i was intending to pick up my phone & message my tutor. i wanted sooo badly to cancel today's tution & continue sleeping for the whole day. but, i had no idea why my my mind told me to message whereas my fingers told me not to. ahhh. so i went ahead with tution. & my sister's out for CIP. tutor were talking about Physics Chapter 6 ( Pressure ). tution ended at about 3.15pm. i heard my phone ringing again. gayatri's message. haiz. ( LOLS ).
daddy asked me to get changed & go to Toa Payoh Lor 7 to fetch my sister from CIP. RAHHHH! i want to sleep!!! nevermind, i slept on the bus like pig. those aunties at the back of the bus kept talking about chanting & whatever. idiotic. we searched everywhere for Block 32, Toa Payoh Lor 6. & my legs are like jelly. fetched my sister & went for dinner. yeah, we were like chatting throughout the whole dinner. my dad then shoot me a look. my mum told me to shut up. =.= then took bus home. something bad happened on the bus & i shall not say. =p

the 'wound?' itch. & the itch is killing me. i cant help but to scratch it. my mum ranted at me again. she said not to peel the outer skin off or else there would be a scar. as you know, girls wanted to be pretty right? i dunwan an ugly horrible scar on my kneecap. so, i put my hand behind my back & stop scratching.

my uniform's sooo pathetic. a Sergeant with only 3 badges. a Lance Corporal in NDP has 10badges! what the hell. the YOs had not given me those badges. & why do the other cadets from other schools have the First Aid & Evacuation badges? some of the sec2s cadets in other schools had last year's NDP badge too! ughhhh! i felt like knocking my head against the wall, & then dig a hole to hide myself, in order not to disgrace myself.

theres SFA training & talentine training tmr. haiz. im left with no time to finish my assignments again.

tata. im going off now. shall disappear.

bye people.

loves, christina

WOAHHH!
i loveeeeee NDP!
sooo fun yet so toughh!
yay yay! im looking forward to the next training, the combined rehearsal!
we reached HQ sooo early la. thanks to me, the PRINCESS, who forced them. geex. I HATE CALVIN & ZHIQI la. they keep irritating luting, xinyu & priscilla la. hmph. then took BUS 1 to NATIONAL STADIUM. sat with luting&&sally. ahah. they so funny la. they were like, snatching places, wanting to sit with me. OMG. soon, it was lunchtime! THE LUNCH SUCKS HORRIBLY TERRIBLY. what the hell la. spicy + much more than enough chicken & rice. rahhh! i was sweating all the way while eating it. i almost puked too. idiotic. DARN CALVIN. he was the first one who finished the whole lunch. =.=" had rehearsal rehearsal & rehearsal again. ahhhh. my legs' killing me. we stood for about 15min for the first, second, third & fourth rehearsal. the last & tiring rehearsal. ooh, we stood for 52min la! the princess finally broke her record for standing for sooo long.! =DD
took BUS 1 back to HQ. ahah! Nabilah & i-forget-the-name performed for us in the bus. well, it wasnt a really performance la. they sang twinkle twinkle little star & the cheer, the titanic. funny la they.
had de-brief after that. de-brief made me sleepy. ahah. sirs & ma'ams gave us the tidbits. ITS SOOO MANY. my bag is like sooo bulky cause of the tidbits. Lugan Sir thought that calvin & i were an item. WDH? just because i were like, pulling him. =.= !
haiz haiz haiz. i wonder whos my ANGEL la. ! idiotic. NEVER give me any letters/ testimonial/ gifts at all! i felt like killing him/ her.
next, we went to Plaza Singapura. i was frantically looking for the toliet to get changed la. arghhh. i dunwan to be seen in my uniform la. yeeshan said, you must be proud to let people see your uniform. ahh crap!
dined at LJS ( Long John Silver ) again! that SAME OLD PLACE. i hate that place la. everytime we go there, nothing good will happen la. zhiqi accidentally poured the whole cup of COKE at yeeshan. what the.. he was holding the tray with ONLY ONE HAND.no wonder. yeeshan's tears then rolled down. aww my dearie. so sad. all zhiqi's fault. through out the whole dinner, calvin & i were like blaming Long John Silver's a cursed place which curses yeeshan & zhiqi. 'cause at the first & second time happened at Plaza Singapura LGS. now, today's the third time.
then shopped ard Plaza Singapura for abt 1hr. lmao. calvin bought 2phone-key-chain. i bought 1 baby-pooh phone chain or something. heex. yay! i soo love shopping. PS, i wanted that slipper so much. im going to buy it sooner or later. =X

my plan for next week:
TOMORROW tution from 11am to 1pm.
MONDAY SFA training from 9am to 12noon. followed by Talentine training from 1pm to 4pm. tution from 6.30pm to 8pm.
TUESDAY guess im going to NYP again to see them dance. =D
WEDNESDAY NPCC's fancy drills from 9am to i-dunno-what-time. then Talentine training from 1pm to 6pm. tution from 6.30pm to 8pm.
THURSDAY hmm, i think its my day-off.
FRIDAY FAC training from 9am to 12noon.
SATURDAY NDP training from 9.15am to 9.30pm.

rahh, see, my whole week is sooo fully packed. how am i supposed to finish my hmwk & start studying?! ahhhhh..


my headache & muscle cramps are killing me. im off to bed now. oh yes. yesterday's mum's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! i love you dearly. *fly kiss*




bye people.



loves, christina

haiz.

its been like 3weeks since holidays started & i've not finished any of my darn assignments yet.
they're like forever non-ending. i've still got my history project yet to be done, my amaths&emaths FYS homework, chinese blogging (>.< so lame la. ), biology TYS unit 1.5A 1.5B & 1.6. hmm. i think thats all. or maybe theres more, but i forget all about it. & recently, i just found out that i've got STM. dun worry people, i wont die from STM. its just that, i will forget you & him. isnt that great? (; and by then, i shall die with no regrets. hahahaha.



yeaps. 3 weeks. 21days. so long. i've not seen him for that long. aww. well, maybe its time for me to let go. urm, im like saying letting go ages ago. but, i've not. so wads exactly holding me back? i had no idea why the heck am i still holding on. i've no answer to that.

nevermind. my life's still so ever colourful even without him. my friends. red cross. studies & everything. yeha!

& theres tution almost everyday. one's starting later.

thats all. period.

bye people.

loves, christina

im just tooo boreddd.

QUIZ 1
[] You take your shoes off before entering thehouse
[x] You eat rice often.
[x] You use chopsticks.
[x] You can speak an asian language.
[x] Your parents want good grades fromyou.
[x] Your parents insist you don't date until college.
[x] Your parents want you to go to Berkeley or some other good university like that. Stanford or Harvard, even better.
[x ] Your parents believe in Feng Shui.
[x] You listen to those horoscopes/zodiac signs.
[x] Your parents love to gossip with the other parents about you.
[] You have relatives other than your immediate family living with you.
[x] Most or all of your friends are asian.
[ ] You don't even know 10 people who aren't asian.
[x]Your ancestors came from Asia.
[x] You are obsessed with the computer and can't get enough.
[x] You know how to put a computer together.
[x]You listen to asian music.
[x] You can actually understand the lyrics.
[x] You have to keep things from your parents,even if they're not bad, because you know they'dTHINK it's bad.
[x] Your relatives love to bring you clothes that are bright in color with cute cartoons onthem. If you're lucky, it might even have englishwords on them that don't make sense.
[x]You love your ethnic food.
[x] You have taken/still take piano and/or violin.
[x] Classical music is the best music ever,next to asian music.
[] You are good at math
yay! im 84% asian!!!

QUIZ 2
3 YEARS AGO:
How old were you?:
sweet twelve

What grade year were you in?:
primary six. the year i took my darn PSLE.

Where did you go to school?:
park view primary school

Where did you work?:
nahh.

Where did you live?:
tampines

How was your hair style?:
long hair, tied in a ponytail.

Did you have braces?:
nahh.

Did you wear glasses?:
yeaps.

Who was your best friend?:
pearlyn;mabel;serene;joanne

Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend:
nahh.

Who was your celebrity crush?:
none.

How many tattoos did you have?:
is a Mickey Mouse tattoo considered?

How many piercings did you have?
two.

What car did you drive?:
nahh.i've got my legs only.

What was your favorite band/group?:
5566; westlife

What was your worst fear?
hmm;had no idea. it seems like im afraid of everything.

Had you smoked a cigarette yet?:
nahh.

Had you gotten drunk or high yet?:
nopes.

Had you driven yet?
nahh.

Had you been to a real party yet?:
nop.

Had your heart broken?
ya. DUH!

**NOW.....
How old are you?:
oh my.i've grown older. im fifteen now! but still ever SWEET!

Where do you go to school?:
sengkang secondary school.

Where do you live?:
still old place. tampines.

Where do you hang out?:
compass point;

How is your hair style?:
short. but still tied in a ponytail.

Do you have braces?:
yeha!

Do you wear glasses?:
yeaps.

Who is your best friend?:
that KAYATREE la.
*ps. dun be too happy KAYATREE.! i've got tons of besties. but i only put you 'cause it writes. 'your best friend'. x))

Still talk to any of your old friends?:
yeah!

Who is your celebrity crush?:
wahahah. tons.! i love that guy which role-played Bobby in X-Men 3!!!

Who is your regular-person crush?:
huh? regular person crush?

How many piercings do you have?:
still two. darn it.

How many tattoos?:
nop.

What kind of car do you drive?:
hmm, i dunhave a car. but i always cab home.

What is your favorite singer/group?:
tons && lots.

have you smoked a cigarette?
nahh.

Have you gotten drunk or high?:
gotten drunk means? i've drunk beer & liquor before.

Have you been to a real party?
hmm. party.. chalet?
wow! i've changed so much.


QUIZ 3
THE BEDROOM SURVEY

How many windows do you have in yourroom?two.
What is the color of your walls?pink && purple
Do you get ready for the day in your room?yeaps. 'cause the toliet is in our room.
What size bed do you have?my single bed + my sis' single bed = queen size bed.
Is your room big?nahh. to me, it seems small.
Is it clean?hmm, issit? i think so.
Is your bed big enough to get freaky in?nahh.
What is your bedroom view out the window?road, opposite blocks, my tution center.
Do you have the following in your room:
[x] desk
[x] cell phone
[x] chair
[x] book shelf
[] dresser
[] TV
[ ] Computer
[ ] bean bag
[x] pictures
[ ] large mirror
[x] bed
[x] stuffed animal(s)
[ ] drumset
[] clothes on the floor
[ ] plastic flamingo
[x] guitar(s)
[ ] lava lamp
[ ] smoke detector
[ ] piano/keyboard
[x] locking door
[ ] can of soda
[x] bottle of water
[x] a blacklight
[x] something about your own country
[ ] medals
[ ] trophies
[ ] awards
[ ] water polo ball
[ ] soccer ball
[ ] volleyball
[x] basketball
[ ] softball stuff
[ ] track gear
[ ] frisbee
[ ] beach ball
[ ] football
[ ] Hockey stuff
[ ] lacrosse stick
[x] cds
[ ] sofa/futon...
[ ] bottles of liquor
[ ] flag
[x] stop sign/any sign
[ ] caution tape
[ ] paintball gun
[ ] airsoft gun
[ ] Real Gun
[ ] Cigarettes
[ ] Snowboard
[ ] Wakeboard
[ ] Skateboard
[x] Stereo

QUIZ 4
AM I WEIRD?

[] You put mayonaise on hot dogs
[x] You like bread and butter
[x] You play with your food.
[ ] You talk to your food
[x] All you ever think about is food{i love that fact}
[ ] You like eating ice cream on a dailybasis
[ ] You can't live without candy/sweets
[x] You hate vegetables
T O T A L: 3

[x] You played with dolls ( i mean, stuffed toys && models )
[ ]You talk to your dog/cat as if it were ababy
[ ] You are scared of spoons
[x] You have a fear of dying
[x] You cut yourself
[x] You wish you were aqueen/king/prince/princess
[x] You wish you were married to OrlandoBloom orAngelina Jolie
[x] You love sleeping
T O T A L: 6

[x] You are afraid of bugs
[x] You have a fear of germs and bacteria
[ ] You are a neat freak
[ ] You eatbugs/bunnies/birds/frogs/snails/dogs/babies
[x] You have a fear that the world willend soon
[ ] You hate sports because you're afraidof getting hurt
[ ] You love doing safe things all thetime and never take risks
[ ] You scrub everything you own daily
T O T A L: 3

[ ] You're afraid of driving
[ ] You have destructive relationships
[x] You talk to yourself in front of otherpeople
[] You talk to yourself in your mind
[x] You believe in ghosts
[ ] You believe in zombies
[ ] You believe in the tooth fairy
[x] You still believe in Santa Clause
T O T A L: 3

[ ] You are a vegetarian
[ ] You are a tree hugger
[ ] You believe in the easter bunny
[ ] You have weird friends
[x] You wish you were dead
[x] You were totally 100% honest in thisquiz
T O T A L: 2
IM 34% WEIRD!

QUIZ 5
[ ]my fingernails/toenails are almost alwayspainted
[]during the summer pretty much the only shoes iwear are flip flops
[x]my favorite toy as a child were barbies
[]my favorite color is purple
[ ]i did Gymnastics
[ ]i love skirts
[ ]hollister is my favorite place to shop
[ ]tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x]i love chocolate
[]i've never had a real job - GIMME 1 MOREYEAR OKAY .
TOTAL: 2

[]my hair is straightened
[x]i have at least 8 friendster pictures
[x]i usually go shopping once a week
[x]i love to hang out with friends
[ ]i have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace
[ ]i've gone to a tanning salon
[ ]ive gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[ ]i have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ]i watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ]i change my icon weekly
TOTAL: 3

[ ]i wear a shower cap
[ ]I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic
[x]my cell phone might as well become a part ofme
[ ]i wear mascara everyday
[ ]i've been or am on a diet
[ ]bathing suits are adorable
[ ]i dont know the difference between a sheep anda goat.
[ ]big sunglasses are hott
[ ]i have gotten my nails done
[ ]i own over 10 purses
TOTAL: 1

[x]MTV is one of my favorite channels
[x]all i want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ]i love to have other girls do my hair
[x]i give and receive hugs from all my friends
[x]i hate bugs, snakes, lizards, spiders
[x]carnivals are so fun!!
[ ]summer is THE best season
[ ]my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[x]im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[x]*i wan perfect body. grinn* pianistsare so hot.
TOTAL: 7

[x]u write me a poem and tell me im beautifuland im all yours
[x]i am self-conscious.
[x]i cry often
[ ]my car smells like vanilla
[]my dishes get washed more then once a week
[ ]i dont do sports
[ ]i HATE to run
[x]i squeal when im surprised or angry
[ ]i eat dried fruit as a snack
[x]i love romance novels
TOTAL: 4

[who's that? ]Drew Barrymore is so cute
[ ]i dance a lot
[ ]i usually spend over an hour to get ready toleave my house
[ ]i only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ]i love to get dressed up.
[x]every part of my outfit needs to match
[x]i talk on the phone at least once a day to myfriends
[ ]i would love to have a photo shoot of myself
[ ]price on clothes hardly matters
[ ]i apply lip gloss 50 times a day
TOTAL: 2

[x]i wish i were a model
[]i wish i could meet Paris Hilton to slap her
[ ]i have been sth that was slutty onhalloween
[ ]i own Uggs
[ ]Hip Hop is the best music
[ ]i pop my collar
[ ]i like to be the center of attention
[]guys with Mohawks are crazy
[x ]horses are beautiful
[x]i'd rather not pay attention in school
TOTAL: 3

[NO!]cats are adorable
[ ]i write my own music/song/lyric
[x]i would love to visit Hawaii
[x]Valentine's day is so cute!
[x]white is better then black
[x]i wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[ ]my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[x] i hate the grunge look of a beard
[x]i love to read gossip magazines
[x]i love to gossip
TOTAL: 7

[ ]I had Lisa Frank folders, posters as a kid
[ ]i love Celine dion
[ ]My bubble baths are 2 hr long
[ ]my wedding only needs a groom because it'salready planned
[ ]my friends and i are in a strict group. wemostly only hang out with each other only.
[ ]i like kids
[ ]diet drinks are the best
[ ]im all about being vegetarian
[ ]i refuse to eat at McDonald's
[ ]i check my friendster everyday.
TOTAL: 0

[x]i LOVE life!
[ ] have a lot of jewlery!
[ ]claires has cheap jewlery
[ ]my screen names have x's in them -
[x]either one of my friendster profile has/had<3 in them
[]would never want to be the opposite sex
[x]it's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[ ]have more than 3 pillows on my bed
[x]i have a stuffed toy sleeping beside me
[x] i love tidy and clean places
TOTAL: 5
IM 34% GIRLY!

i guess its enough for today. i shall blog more later. =DD

bye people.

loves,christina

sorry people. i've not been blogging for the past 5days i suppose.
im sooo DEAD tired till i just slam onto my bed && go dozing off. =DD
ahah. im not exaggerating okay? so now, im going to blog once and for all.

whatever. THE CAMP
i've got no comments for it. the cadets' attitude simply soo sucky lar. im sorry but i have to say this. they dint even listened to instructions. they are only allowed to go out to the coffeeshop to get their lunch and come back. but some other people just went over to Rivervale Plaza to get Mac and KFC. wth. the others were like eating the chicken rice bought from the coffeeshop and they were like enjoying their fastfood. its sooo darn unfair. && during the cheers thingy, they werent participating. the ncos spent one whole afternoon + evening learning those cheers && trying soo hard to memorise the actions and lyrics. PLUS, we acted like crazy fellows which just came out from the mental hospital, trying to be high, and bring the whole camp atmosphere up. && this is what we get. just bad comments about the games, the cheers && everything. we planned this whole camp for sooo long. we've been burning the midnight oil and trying to finish them up. we even cant get to sleep the night before the camp, cause we're afraid that the whole camp would be screwed. if you think its soo easy to plan a day camp, go ahead. show us all you've got. && at day 1, all the ncos were like soo dishearted. i almost cried in the phone while chatting with gayatri. at last, i cried silently in the toliet. PLEASE. do you guys know what we are feeling? forget it, see the outcome of me blogging abt the camp now?
then day 2. okay, the watergames and teambuilding games. haiz. the watergames went quite smoothly except for the last part. the cadets could even quarrel while playing with the water. wtf? the ncos were willing to let them play with it but they simply went overboard. the ncos' had already mentioned not to climb over our heads even though its a leisure camp. but see, what happened? you guys simply misused the freedom that we gave you. then teambuilding games. forget it la. im no longer in a blogging mood.

NDP training
haiz haiz haiz. heaven's playing tricks on us lar. it rained!! && we stil have to train after the rain. so, its like, sooo freaking muddy lar. our boots, the guys' pants, girls' skirt && socks were like, sooo brownish & it looks like SHIT. wth. *fastforward* reached HQ for de-brief. this is when i fell down. we were alighting the bus and walking back to the carpark of HQ. then here comes a blardy car lar. so, its like charging towards us. then, a ma'am came over and tried to stop us. but then, i was already in the middle of the road. so its like, i either move forward or move backwards. but i cant move backwards cause there are people behind me. so i went forward. i had no idea how that ma'am turned and turned till i tripped over her. =.= so dumb. she cleaned the wound ( the whole skin came out, so i can see the red color flesh =DD ) with alcohol swab lar. omg? its like sooo frekaing pain. i was screaming all the way. LOLS. can you like image it!? such a big wound and she just clean it like that. ooh, what the? she then covered the wound with gauze ".." and secured it with the micropore. whah, i had a hard time that night, taking out the gauze lar. it stuck to my wound. the blood then came oozing out. wth. so darn pain! rahhhh. & now, it still hurts.

TALENT TINE practice
weet. i need not dance lar. my kneecap's still hurts. so i've got an excuse to escape from the dancing. ahahah. the way they dance was soo funny lar. && PLUS, CUTE. esp, gayatri lar. =DD from my point of view, i think zamira danced the best. with that kinda style. haahs. theres practice again on thurs. i think this time, my wound would have healed. arhhh.



just had swensens for lunch with my cousins, great grandma, mum& my dad's cousin. ooh, my dad's cousin's getting married! yay! yay! im decorating her house for her man! ooho.!! so darn happy. my dream la. the whole lunch adds up to $128. cool uhh? i ate lots & lots today.

rahh the wound! oh my gosh, it hurts sooo badly. !!
someone just relieve my pain please.

okay, i shall end here now.

byes.

loves,christina!

you drew that rainbow in my life. (:


OH MY GOSH. im freaking out! im just soooo in love with that song la. ! im going soooo GAGA over it!



the ending theme song for my favourite vcd --- MARS.
uhhh. the song title's rang wo ai ni.
rahhhh. i've been hearing this song since evening.
the lyrics are sooo touching la.

[Barbie Hsu:]
Mei you qi fu de qing xu
yin wei ni chu xian hou hua po ping jing
Zhen han wo yi jing feng bi de xin
bing shan he xue zai rong jie
[Vic Zhou Yu Min:]
Hui dao chu ci de xiang yu
feng zai chui yi ge ren du zi mei li
Hui de tian kong wei he mei you biao qing
ni de xin xia yu
[Barbie Hsu:]
Jiu rang wo ai ni
mei you le zi ji
[Vic Zhou Yu Min:]
Can po de guang ying hei an zhong shen shen xi yin
Jue dui di jiu suan sheng ming suo sheng wu ji
[Vic Zhou Yu Min and Barbie Hsu:]
Zhi yao yong bao shun jian de mo qi
[Barbie Hsu:]
Jiu rang wo ai ni
zheng ming you qi ji
[Vic Zhou Yu Min:]
Zai kuang ye de xin
ling hun de shen chu you ni
Wo yuan yi fang qi shi jie wei xiao er qu
[Vic Zhou Yu Min and Barbie Hsu:]
Xing fu hen yuan xin que zai yi qi
[Barbie Hsu:]
Guo qu zong shi hui bu qu
[Vic Zhou Yu Min:]
Zai jian qiang ji yi reng xiang er meng bu xing
[Barbie Hsu:]
Wo de lei shui tang guo ni de tian kong
[Vic Zhou Yu Min:]
Yu xia bu ting xin hao tong
[Vic Zhou Yu Min:]
Feng xiang hua bi kan zhe wo,
Ni de rong yan jin zai feng de qian tou
[Barbie Hsu:]
Wo de xin hua chu di yi ci de cai hong
Together:
Yin wei ni wo xiang xin
[Barbie Hsu:]
Jiu rang wo ai ni
mei you le zi ji
[Vic Zhou Yu Min:]
Can po de guang ying
hei an zhong shen shen xi yin
Jue dui di jiu suan sheng ming suo sheng wu ji
[Vic Zhou Yu Min and Barbie Hsu:]
Zhi yao yong bao shun jian de mo qi
[Vic Zhou Yu Min and Barbie Hsu:]
Jiu rang wo ai ni
zheng ming you qi ji
[Vic Zhou Yu Min:]
Zai kuang ye de xin ling hun de shen chu you ni
Wo yuan yi fang qi shi jie wei xiao er qu
[Vic Zhou Yu Min and Barbie Hsu:]
Xing fu hen yuan xin que zai yi qi
[Vic Zhou Yu Min and Barbie Hsu:]
Xia yi ge shi ji rang wo ai ni


sorry people. i cant find the chinese characters for this song. so, i changed it all to hanyupinyin.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=SRZVP_eQIhw&search=rang%20wo%20ai%20ni
lets listen to this song together. =DD haahs.
&for your information, Barbie Hsu is also known as Big S. Vic Zhou is known as Zai Zai.


oh my my. now's 07/06/06. im sooo glad it isnt 06/06/06 anymore!
im like, what the hell?! 06/06/06?! are we people gonna die?
nevermind la. die together lo. the world's coming to an end. yay !
haahs. just something wrong up there in my brain.

darn it. ellen wants me to bring maggie for her on the 2nd day of the camp?
dream on man! im not going to be a kind soul and bring for any of the cadets.
yeaps. im just so hard-hearted.
'cause did any of the previous batch ncos bring maggie for us? er no?
im just following their steps. =DD
dont blame me for that.
ooh people, dun give me excuses like i just came back from holiday, i've got no time to buy/dig them out from my cabinet. please. you dint bring ur whole kitchen overseas right? you just brought ur clothings in your wardrobe with you along. it cant be possibly that ur kitchen is in a big mess. what a lame excuse is that? and yeah, how long do you need to unpack your luggage? you treat me as a 3 year old kid uhh? you think i've never been overseas before yeah?
im telling you, i've been overseas more than you do. &i did all my unpacking alone ( for that china trip with school ). you just need to dump all those dirty clothes into the washing machine or rather, go to some shop&get it cleaned by the people there. &it goes, ta da! its clean. then next, you need to do is to put all those presents together. thats all ehh. so, dun waste your time coming online when you can just step into the supermarket&buy the maggie yourself.
dont be such lazy. be a grown up. try to manage your time. or you need me to help you manage your time? ooh well, i dun mind though.


okay i guess im just too emo.
i know. wenhao & kelvin told me that before.
i tried cutting myself on my wrist too.
im just like that. so, hey, if you dont like me for being me,
then get out of my sight. i dunnid a fren like you.
make me your friend if you can really accept who i am. i dunnid a fren who try to change me.
&yeah, if you wanna bad-mouth me, then try to go to some other places wher i cant hear you.
let me give you an example, the end of the planet.
if you do get to that place, i dun mind saluting you for all you want&badmouth me all day long.
i dun give it a damn.


my whole mood's totally ruined.
no longer in a WOAH! mood.
i wonder who's the one who spoilt it. ( you should know who you are. )

bye people.

loves,christina

rahhhhhh! im soooo darnnn boredddddddddd!
save me someone!
i nidda go out! i nidda have a breather!
oooh?



yay yay ! finally finished watching ALL my vcds.! nice sense of accomplishment. =DD
did i just spell accomplishment wrongly? ahhh, heck care. as you know, my english simply sucks!
but kinda sad though. 'cause i would be like, WHAT DE HELL? NO MORE VCDS TO WATCH? WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?! yeah, i felt soooo empty&lonely without those vcds. haahs. am i exaggerating?


oh yes. should i change my blogskin? should i? should i?
im sooo sick of this skin? yeah maybe.
i wanted vonny's blogskin. but she just COPED it away. hmph.


im feeling so darn bored&sleepy. i just woke up from my beauty sleep at 12noon. COOL uhh?
ahah. no choice la. i watched those vcds til late night. about 2am i think?


i miss VCDS! someone lend me more pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee.
im just soo addicted to vcds. =.=

oh my my. camp plan still left undone? soo darn pissed la. i was eating my fav barbeque pork? &there comes melanie's phone call. uhhh. ! totally no more mood to enjoy it la. sorry people, im just such a PIG. =DD


i shall end here for today. gonna diggggg some vcds out again.

bye people!

loves, christina

woaahhh!

i shall not blog anything about FDC training. =X

lets talk about NDP training! haah.
sooo damn FUN lar!
we're almost LATE! oh my gosh, all calvin's fault lar. wanna poo poo. then go PS find toliet. LOL.
reported to the I/C there. gave us buns to eat. wahh, i stuff myself until wanna vomit then i smuggled my bun into my pocket lar. see, so clever. then did the drills. WAH LAO. i was the 2nd shortest there lar! IDIOT.
took a bus from HQ to national stadium. wah. i was damn freaking LONELY lar. darn zhiqi and calvin was at bus 2. hmph. then i sat alone in the bus. i tell you, this is the 1st time im sooo quiet lar. normally, i damn hyper de lor!
nevermind. alighting at the national stadium still need walk in there. so damn freaking long lar. then a girl called luting came and chatted with me. wooah. my 1st fren in ndp! after reaching national stadium, we were like sitting there for 2hrs&lunch came. sang cheers before we ate. wth? eat and eat again. sure get fat easily de. &i cant finish my food. so i gave a guy behind me. =DD ahah. i think his name called jing kai or wad lar. he ate 3sets lar! wahh, he can go join the eating competition le! &get to know more frens like xinyu, jamie, linda& blahs. then finally, we get to go into the official national stadium and train. wahh, damn freaking big. this is the 2nd time in my whole life stepping into national stadium. &we trained, trained,trained. those instructors so good lar. take the dunno-wad-spray and spray us. cooling cooling! okay, im going to fast-forward. went back to HQ and had de-brief. alfian sir sooo funny lar. talked abt crap ghost stories which are not scary at all! then wrote testimonial to my mortal. dunno why my angel nv write anything to me de. even calvin and zhiqi have la. maybe he/she in ndp. then TRAINING ENDED. ooh, went to PS long john silver to eat. met yeeshan there, as in, we asked her out. after awhile, went home.

*sorry, wasnt in the mood to blog anymore. so i fast-forwarded everything.

today.! went to PS to watch movie with derek, melanie,zhiqi&yeeshan. darn melanie. made us walk to cathy cineplex then dunhave MI3. we walked back to PS. MI3 is selling fast! OMG. nevermind. changed movie to X-MEN3. wahh. sooo nice lar. CYCLOPS which is also SCOTT died because of JEAN. oh wad the fcuk lar. such a handsome guy just died like that? arghh.CHARLES died because of JEAN also lar. then BOBBY (the iceman)damn handsome. i cant stand it man. its like sooo hot. then WOLFERINE (LOGAN?) killed JEAN. finally, that JEAN or rathar the PHONIEX died. yay yay! oh yes. the war. stupid lar. nevermind. i've got no comments. weet. im going to watch X-MEN part 1 & X-MEN part 2. =DD
met parents and sis at carefour. ooh? then went to shop awhile. bought a whitey leather watch. woahh.!
then took a bus back to tampines. wanted to dine at tampines mall de. then dunno why, my freaking father flare up lar. idiot. he was the one who make me hate this home la. fcuk la. i freaking hell hate this home lar. haiz.

okay, i shall end here now. really got no more mood to blog.

byes.

loves, christina

yay yay yay!
FDC TRAINING LATER at 4pm!
i cant wait for it man. WOAHHH. but this time, training will never be the same. 'cause there isnt Derek, Yee Shan, Sakinah&Han Lim. so sad lar. no matter wad, i'll always remember those fdc training we had lar. im going to enjoy every minute of it man. weets. !!!!

ahahhh. my videos. im finishing them again. cheers! i just so love watching videos. !

&our SKRCY blog had recieved good comments. ! ahah. so proud of it lar. =DD

My horoscope for today:
Stress and tension may have you feeling wobbly. Some quiet will help you overcome it, so check out a meditation tape or try some visual imagery. Think of flying a helicopter or parasailing through a sunset.
taken from: yahoo.

im just sooo bored la. nothing to do at home. left the darn emails & nominal rolls at school. ahhhh. gotta take it back later. how absent-minded can i be?

i shall end here though.

byes.

loves, christina !

right. second post.
ooh my gosh. im just sooooooo BOREDD. KILL THE BOREDOM MAN!

just finished watching my videos. yay yay! finally. sooo cool man. im loving it! =)
haiz. had been giving alot thoughts these few days.
i dunno wad to do la. confess anot? guess im just too shy to do it.
confessing's hard. you've got to have guts. what if you're being rejected? there goes all your pride. what if because of confessing, your friendship ties are being affected? say bye bye to your friendship then.
&im soo afraid to have a relationship now. especially during secondary school life man. i dun trust relationships which is established during the teen years. see, how much my tracy dearie suffers from relationships. cutting herself, crying everyday. then pearlyn too. ahhh.

hols are soo packed. yeah yeah. stop crushing things over my hols! i nidda break. a nice long break.
tomorrow fdc training&meeting, saturday ndp training, sunday tution, wednesday class, thursday class&camp, friday camp.

okay. i've made my mind up. im gonna start my life anew. YES. im not going to screw everything up again. im going to make everything go my way&PERFECT! im going to be hardworking&STUDY! im going to push all the onlinegames ASIDE! i mean it. not joking this time. im not going to have any troubles anymore. im going to CRUSH ALL THE TROUBLES. hahahaahhahaah.

BONJOUR (hello for those who dont know french =DD) !

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okay. i've got to stop being so formal. this is my OWN blog. so why the heck am i using those perfect english? =.=
this is damn irritating. big aunty came again. i bet its gonna stay for a week. ahhh.
& the cramps are KILLING me! i couldnt even get out of bed. idiot. at last, dint went for the CAC briefing and first aid training. phoned gayatri up to ask her represent us & go for the briefing. wad a shocking news when they reached there lar. the briefing's postponed. WTH? how come we dint know anything?! how come theres no fax or whatever?! make zhiqi&gayatri went there for nothing. sorry pals.
so, i stayed at home, lying on the sofa and watching those videos again. sooo nicee lar the video. it finally persuaded me to believe in sister-brother love, meaning, the woman's about 40++, the guy is about 20++ and they fall in love. woahh. & i was like down there day-dreaming too. how the heck do kavitha know who i like?! is that sooo obvious? did i really blush infront of him? oho gosh.

weets. dad bought my favourite fruit home. DURIANS! yay yay! im soooo happy. its been ages ago i've eaten that fruit lar. miss that smell, the texture of it, the taste of it. yeah, some may say durians are sooo disguisting. i know people like them. =DD but all i can say, this is me. i loveeeee DURIANS.

thats all for today. im off to watching videos again. the last cd. wooahhh! :)

love,
christina

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