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Monday, January 30, 2006 | 10:20 PM
ue opened those wounds again.
they aint recovering animore.
its an old wound.

today's 2nd day of cny. suay suay suay. i bet im gonna be suay the whole year.

went to maternal grandma's hse. wooah, cool ang baos, uh? ahas. then more and more pple coming, until those adults have to stand and kiddies sitting down. ahas. its really that crowded. then played games. yeaps. game. we played small bets larhs. cause we still small kiddies wad. lols. normally, i bet 50-cents onli. then i lost 3bucks. wahhs, the suay beginning.

then my moodswing started. showing attitude. fell asleep on the sofa when all the others went home. i reli hope i could just slp forever thru my whole life and nv ever get up again. i just dunwan to face those problems in life, but running away isnt a way out. so, just face it. thats the easiest way.

ooh craps~

shudd i go to jiahui's hse tmr? if i go to her hse, i can get ang bao. lols! but, on the other hand, i wan study. there's tons of hmwk waiting for me impatiently. heck care la. tmr morning going out wid parents. dunwanna waste my brain cells thinking of these thingys.

hais. dunwanna talked abt him. pissed me off. thats why im having moodswings. shhs~

BYES, WID LOVES,
MISS TINA.
hais.



Sunday, January 29, 2006 | 11:37 PM
If letting go was the only way to see him smile again,
then what about my pain?
If letting go was the ending in forever,
why has everything started all over again?
I cant bring myself to confess, you were never mine...

thinking of him agains. why does it always happen? hais. savee me~

well, today woke up at 7.30am, ate breakfast, bathe and get changed. set off to grandma's hse at ard 8.45pm. then on the way, msged every1 the blessings. HAPPY CNY guys!

ooh well, ate alot today. saw my cousins today. OOH. one of my little cousin looks soo alike as wenhao. soo cute. he plays xbox in his room and keep luffing and talking to me. reli so cute~ then another little cousin. she's soo quiet. not active de. but reli cute toos. ooh. im loving them~

AND TONS OF ANG BAO TODAY!! wooahs.

then reached home at abt 6plus. ordered kfc. then after that, rest of the family goes to slp. only left me. hais. did some hmwk, but i simply cant concentrate. wondering how he spends his cny. hope he drinks tons of water. those food are heaty. hais.

talked to jiahui on msn. well, she's got more problems than me. poor hui~

well, im tired.gotta slp.

BYES, WID LOVES,
MISS TINA
hais. *



Saturday, January 28, 2006 | 10:01 PM
heyy boy,

2hrs more and its cny.
its a new year.
all the best to ue in wadeva ue do.
smile always.
and i'll always be there for ue.

dun doubt,
my love for ue is true.

wid loves,
christina



okayys. gayatri helped me wid the skin toos. ps. she jealous so i have to put it.



WOAHHS. IN ANOTHER 3HRS, IT'S CHINESE NEW YEAR!! yippees!!

recieved my 1st ang bao from mummy and daddy.
cools~

im really looking foward to tmr mans.
new clothes, good food, ang baos wid muny,meeting cousins agains.
weets. i cant wait!!

today had conference wid melvin sir, xianli, gayatri, calvin, zhiqi, adrian (wells, he was late~).
talked abt the sec 1 present strength larhs. asked us to call them,tell them to come for the trial.
hmms. i hope theres more sec 1 coming. *prays hard*

suay suay suay.
i dint expected the bad news to come so fast.
this is horrible. terrible!
i gonna have bad luck for the whole new year.
had no mood for the reunion dinner. stomach cramps till now.
just ate dinner.

ahas. had a nice sleep today. slept from yesterday 1am to today 8.30am.
then came back from tution at 11am.slept agains until xianli msged me at abt 1pm.
this is cool uhh?

AND IVE GOT A NEW BLOGSKIN. okayys. the credit goes to vonn. she helped me wid those codes and editing. my cramps are killing me, so she took the initative and helped me out. thanks darling. wad are sisters for mans? ps. return my $11 uhh? i bought ue that princess necklace okayys?

heres my outfit for tmr.
OP cargo mini skirt. ahas. MINI summore.
OP t-shirt. well, its not counted a t-shirt. maybe a blouse?
CONVERSE sneakers.
CONVERSE socks.
HEART necklace.
DOLPHIN earrings.
OP hangbag. my mum insisted on it.


BYES, WID LOVES,
MISSTINA
all the best to u guys~
and once agains,
A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
gong xi fa cai!



nth much to update. lazy to update too.

im missing 2003 batch of pvps class 6g.
they are my beloved mans.
wher are they now?~

3yrs passed.we are fifteens, no longer twelves. reminiscene those days that the fourty of us had together. those memories, the love we once share, will always stay up there. my heart. it will nv go away. we promised that we will have a class gathering. but none. hais. aniway, 6G rocks. simply rocks. no doubt over it.


well, i miss 2e3 toos. i miss that pervetic wenhao and kenneth. i miss those geog lessons wid mdm zurina. i miss those hist lessons wid ms mel. ps. i miss other lessons too.

hais. how i wish time could be turned back.



Wednesday, January 25, 2006 | 10:01 PM
im aching all over. kneecaps bruised. hands trembling. muscles ache. heavy eyelids. stress. hais.
sians. as usual, LESSONS. had PE, MT, Chem, E maths, CME and IT. hais.
we ran 2 and a half rounds ard the sch for PE. of cos im tired. well, quite satisfied with my timing. hmms. it's kinda lousy to those pro runners but im surprised that i could actually run at that speed even though i keep puttin on weight. ps. im 42kg. lols.
after PE was MT, went straight to the air-con class, sweating like mad. and then the air was blowin at me. SOOO COLD. dunno why.
RECESS. yays~ ahas. found out another new secret today. heex. well, *zipped*.
CHEM. hais. im mugging. did the reasearch but she dint check mine XD geex.
E Maths. ooh. this is horrible. IM MUGGING AGAINS. ms mas taught the graph shape. i dint pay attention, was talking to has abt her relationships. heex. found out another bigg secret. so, i decided to study over the weekends.
CME. SEX EDUCATION. zz. they said something abt STDs. those picts are totally so disguisting. it makes me wanna puke, so disguisted. i was hoping that time could pass faster and we could go for the next lesson, IT. and they allow sec 1s to join us, upper sec. T.T ohh. then the teacher in charge kept all the gals back and let those boys off. told us abt the BLACK BRAS and many more. this is contradicting. did she just say BLACK BRAS or maybe she wants to mean COLOURED BRAS? duncare. heck care. she dint make herself clear aniway.
then IT was next. well, did some exercises and assesments. they are EASY PEASY. done them so easily without sweating. lols. jk lar. then ended lessons at 2.50pm. and FDC training has started. heck care.
ate lunch and get changed until 3pm. only 10mins. well, incredible. lols. then melvin says 1 pushup for 1 mistake. hais. i admit its worth la. so did drills until 4.30pm i think. then did punishment. zz. WE HAD 19 MISTAKES?! wdh? then did them. wah lao. they drag and drag, sabrina says one person like praying to "god". was it me? i hope not. or i'll be like pulling every1 down into the water. hais. then when the push ups are done, almost all the gals had bruises on their kneecap. ooh. corporal punishment uhh? then after that, terribly tired. today morning ran ard sch and had some kinda exercises and now, 19 push-ups. wdh is this?! hais.
then stayed until 5.30pm. daryl's grp copied our proposal?! issit? hais, no wonder sabrina so angry. well, hope everything goes well for tmr's plan. hope daryl's grp wont kanna scoldings until so bad. *praying* and praying for adrian toos. he's sick agains. "heyy, take care la boy. drink more water marhs. hais. CNY coming liaos lehs. poor thing lar u." we dun wish to see u sick mans. love ya.
and then reached home and do hmwk la. dint have the mood to do. so heck care. tmr morning copy copy. hais. tired.
BYES, WID LOVES,
TINA.
i love him*



Monday, January 23, 2006 | 11:25 PM
well, yesterday, was dragged to chinatown by my parents. sian la. was shopping away for goodies in chinatown. then a lady go step on my father's foot la. it is common de ma. then the lady said sry la.budden my father was like so fucked up and he stared at the lady. then the lady said " i said sorry and he stared at me. no manners." pls la.! if some1 step on ure foot, u think u'll say its fine ar?! summore the place is like so crowded, bloody hot. u sure pissed off de right? then my sis and me stood down there and scolded all the vulgarities and stared at her. bloody hell. spoilt my whole mood for new year shopping.
then went to have dinner at tm. went straight home after that. cause later got extra lessons. dam it la. i was waiting at kfc from 6pm to 6.20pm until i msged jon. then jon says he msged me that morning, telling me yesterday's extra lessons is cancelled and is replacing on mon. zz. i dint recieve the msg lo. wad de? wasted my 20 minutes of waiting and i was like controlling my bladder. ahas.
k la. then the whole nite, i studied chem and physics cause there's tests onmon ( today la ). well, its not whole nite. chatted on the phone wid xiaozhu, dor, xiaozhou, xiaoruey,jiayi. too bad ting ting nv chat. lols. thats our nickies~ so cute. stupid xiaozhou and xiaoruey kip saying new year must eat rabbit sweets. zz la. then chat until abt 11pm i think. then went to slp.

as usual, today's lessons are BORING. let's start wid assembly. well, its the prefect thingy uh? and the president said some ENCOURAGING sentences. if u believe u can, u can. ahas. and i believe i reali can score well in exams. LOLs. 1st period was maths. hais. scored so lousy for a maths and e maths. a maths only 11marks out of 14. and e maths only 41 out of 65. dam it la. i've got no time to finish the e maths paper la. and im quite satisfied wid my a maths results. cause it's the 1st A MATHS TEST~ ahas. then next is history elective. wahhs. another real boring period. i was like dozing off lo. and then recess, as usual too. studied for tests. then was eng lessons after that, just copied some 'o' levels eng format abt paper 1, 2 and 3. and then crap ard wid pals. ahas. got nth better t0 do wad. then comes the physics test. hais. dint have much confidence la. dunno why. think 50% , i will flunk it la. next was bio. sian!!!!! i was day-dreaming away. dint listen to mrs quek's lesson abt the rbc and the xylem vessels lar. then i asked haslinda for her tb and i shall copy her notes 1 day b4 the test. lols. the the bloody chem test. hais. CONFIRM FLUNK. CERTIFIED. lols. i dunno which idiotic set-up, apparatus to use lo! data logging was okay. at least noe which sensor to use. hais. dam it la. then LESSONS ARE OVER. but i stayed back for the class deco. yaoting, daryl and wei jie went to buy the ornaments at chinatown. lol! they say there cheaper. ooh, so let it be. the rest of us stayed in class and helped out. well, i suppose our class is much colourful than b4. AND I HOPE OUR CLASS COULD WIN THE SEC 3 LVL'S BEST CNY DECO. i hope so. *wishing*

then at abt 5.30, left sch and rushed for tution. tution starts at 6.15. so, i took a taxi home, IT COST 9BUCKS! COST A BOMB MANS. wasted my 9bucks. in one sec, i turned into a poor person. lols. NEW CHAPTER OF E MATHS. wad the hell, i dun understand a single thingy. serve me right for not going tution for 1 wk. then tution tution and tution. wah lao. i was controlling my bladder agains. dam it. these few days, i've been like controlling. dunwan go toilet unless it's relly very urgent. then a uncle was using the toliet la. so i cant tahan, i go back to class 1st. asked my tution mate to help me see the toliet. i mean, he go into the toilet and do wadeva he wants and then guard for me. lalalas. then when i stepped into the toilet, it stinks!!!! arghhs. i think it's the uncle's smell lo. dunno why. then i dundare take in the o2 in the toilet. i go smell my skirt. at least, it smells nicer than the stinky toliet. then went back class, my tution mate asked me hows the toliet. i was like crapping along until jon not happy. he says where got public toilet smells nice de?! lols. yeaps. thats the fact. NO PUBLIC TOLIETS SMELL NICE. and then went home and watch tv. THERE'S NO HMWK FOR TODAY. weets. so i enjoyed my free time. watched the chnl u. well, i dunwan yuyang to be out lehs. pls pls. god, pls dont. then now, here i m, blogging.

hmms. update tmr. i wanted to write a book abt our love story. wagagas. it's in progress.

BYES, WID LOVES,
MISSTINA
iloveyou~



Saturday, January 21, 2006 | 12:43 PM
okayys. haven been blogging like for 4days? yeaps. got tons of things to say.
yesterday was our turn to excute the training plan during training. aand so pathetic. only 2 sec 1s came. but we're confident that more will be coming. well, i hope so. >.< color="#3333ff">and it's so irritating when i stepped into my house and mum nagging. hais. U RELI THINK I ENJOY RETURNING HOME AT SUCH LATE HOURS? U THINK IM FOOLING ARD OUTSIDE? U THINK I ENJOYING STUDYING UNTIL 1AM++, GO TO BED AT ARD 2AM AND WAKE UP AT 5AM EVERYDAY?!? U THINK I ENJOY 3HRS OF SLP EVERYDAY? I USED TO HAVE 9HRS OF SLP OKAYS? U THINK I ENJOY BEING REPRIMANDED IN CLASS FOR PUTTING MY HEAD ON THE TABLE AND CLOSED MY EYES WHENEVER IT'S SS AND HIST? U THINK IM NOT STRESSED LIKE U?! then let's compare. let's see whether a adult's life or a teenager's life is more stressing? i have my results to care. i have the rc unit to care. i have money to care. FINE. u think im enjoying every minute of my sec 3 life. then let it be. cause thats ure fucking thinking. not mine.
so, i felt extremely pissed off. i went to room. i read story book and listened to love songs. hais. cried again. this time, it wasnt because of him. its because of stress. STRESS. the stress of being in the 1st class, the stress that came from the teachers who had high expectations of us. and the stress from the AOP. and slowly, went to my nice dream at abt 8.30pm. well, it was early uhh? then my sis told me today morning that i had "dream talk?" she said that i said " hey gayatri, its hot in here." then i was like oh? why did i mention gayatri and not some1 else? and i dint remember i had a dream. okayys, then today morning during breakfast, my mum says " heys, u gave urself too much pressure in hmwk and rc. learn to relax. dun pressurize urself when we dint even giv u pressure." then i said " how can i? im a perfectionist okayys?" then i cried agains. i just broke down. and then went to tution wid a bloated stomach, red eyes.
and jiahui, i duno wad happened to u. i msged ure phone. no reply. talk to u in msn and u kept something from me. i saw ure blogg, tagged u, no reply too. well, just let me noe ure secrets can? dun bottle them up. well, issit abt van or some other things? did he asked u to get out of his life? jiahui, remember, we'll always beside u when u nid us and share ure woes. if u dunnid us, we'll still be there for u to share ure joy. it reli hurts me seeing u like that. every1 cares abt u in this world. just tell us wad prob are u facing okayys?
him*, i dun have the time to think abt u these few days. well, u told me those thingys that ppl dunno. reli thanks for telling me, even though it hurts. maybe, i reli have to reconsider my feelings.
BYES, WID LOVES,
MS TINA
stressed~~~~~~~




Wednesday, January 18, 2006 | 10:49 PM
great. im off to bed. WEETS.

two things serious that MS TINA will have to change:
o1. stop all the vulgarities. no more vulgarities shud be used by MS TINA.
o2. stop being so pervetic. no more sex topics in class.

well, i suppose i cant get rid of these two. ahas. but I WILL TRY.
perservance!!


I LOVE HIM*



wooahs.
GREAT NEWS! today's chem test is postponed agains!
chem teacher was on mc and therefore, NO MORE TEST!
yippee!

as usual, lessons are boring. NAHHS. NO! it's interesting cause of my pals. ahas. before recess were PE and chinese, ooh. it was alright. it only became interesting and fun after recess. after recess was chem, e maths, cme and IT. ahas! the 7 of us keep saying sex thingy.lols! very bloody funny. pei jie keep asking ling yan and asyraf about "those" thingys. and then qikang, ang ren, yao ting and me keep luffing. it all started wid a book, in her shoes. lols! pei jie read the "interesting"part and then gave us see. i snatched the book from asyraf and read the story. ahas. then the "interesting" keep going until the end of sch. SOO FUNNY. im beginning to love my class. a sense of belonging wid a class t-shirt. wagagas.

then had fdc training. bloody hell. searched the whole sch upside down and cant find them. then idotic calvin says is at porch area and me and xl went there bud no1. -.- then we realised they're at the hall. i mean outside. piangs~ then do training lo. okayys. some1 says that training not tough, so melvin makes the training tougher. but i think it can still be more tough la. i dunno why. ahas.

then we had fun! so funny. ivan was drinking bubbletea ma. then drink finish le, he go throw the cup at daryl's "lalalas." i luff my ass off mans. then later gayatri went to the study area and join adrian and zhiqi la. then we all folo her. lols! then ivan says the sex thingy agains. zz. i had enough of it le lor today. okayys. im not going into details. ahas.

then went home. in a dilema whether to go tution anots. cause nid to do proposal, nid to do hmwk, nid to study test. at last, dint go. and i broke my record. one whole week dint go for tution.

then studied e maths lo. hais. scared of tmr's test even though it's only algebra and "dunnowad". GOD, help me!

okayys. gotta go. nid to study agains and go to bed. finally got one day can slp early. ANIWAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RUEY YI!! 15 years old le hor? dun act childish larhs. lols!

BYES, WID LOVES,
MISS TINA



Tuesday, January 17, 2006 | 11:58 PM
hais.
bloody day i had today.
early in the morning, i scolded the word fuck. cause that stupid ling yan la. ask him lend me priscilla's bk he dunwan, give wad stupid reasons. stupidity has no limits. *ps. i saw it in someone's nick. i forgot whose* aniway, no offence.

then had lessons for the whole day. wore a sulky face. wdf?
dam boring. during physics, do the period of pendulm experiment. so bo liao.
then chem, FINALLY I UNDERSTAND WAD DA HELL TEACHER IS TEACHING. ahas. the 1st lesson i ever understood. ahas. then during chinese, do compo. sians. i sat there the whole lesson, getting inspiration from my chinese textbook. desperately flipping thru. hais. then a maths, dint noe have to do the exercise, i tot only draw venn diagram. PLUS! MY VENN DIAGRAM OSO DRAW WRONG. pathetic uh? the history. omg. i almost fell asleep lor. sooo tired. ONE CONCLUSION: LESSONS ARE ALWAYS BORING.

then straigh away after lessons, went to library wid pals. chatted wid peeks and off to LUNCH. hmpfs. pei jie, yen ting and june ps me. left me alone there and eat. cause i bought my food le ma. and there's no more food left in sch so they go out coffeeshop eat. everytime like that de. once our class being released, no more food left. hais.

after that, rushed back to library to continue the proposal. rushed until 3.40pm. then we ran out of library and out of sch to compass point. I REALLY MEANT RAN. we really ran. lols! we girls cant catch up wid adrian, zhiqi and calvin. hais. poor stamina la we. ahas. then we gave up, decided to take a bus to cp.we ps calvin. he wants to walk to cp mahs. ahas. sry calvin >.<>

then waited for them at cp until so late. then we cant wait animore, our grp went down to BK and then waited there for adrian's grp. and we gave a stupid excuse, "we wanted to eat fries". LOLS. and guess wad? 1 large fries ($2.50) shared by 7 pple?! lols! and we were down there like making lots of noises. laughing ard. ahas. bloody funny. then zhiqi says that this meal (fries) is the meal before our death. lols!

and while waiting for our grp. hmms. it was daryl's grp then. and i cried i suppose. i mean DROPPED ONE TEAR. lols. i dunno why. i suddenly felt that our proposal will be rejected and our efforts will go down the drain. MAYBE I WAS A PERFECTIONIST. everything has to be perfect in my way.

then the stupid meeting went on. asked so many questions. like no common sense de. well, no offence ar. we oso dunno the counts for head rotation. and this is our 1st time, it's far better than the others lo. well, at least i can admit it. it's just my opinion. then only ended at ard 6pm++. AND OH YA! WE SAW SLY. wahhs. so "handsome" i can say. i mean his hairstyle is stylo. ahas. then pei jie says she wants to return her library bk so we accompanied her. WE= derek, yeeshan, gayatri, zhiqi, calvin and me. lols. we played the escalator. we ps zhiqi and pei jie on the escalator and we went to the comics connection. ahas! once again, we felt so close. i mean friends!

then reached home at abt 7++pm. jiahui was msging me abt the meeting. sian la. i hardly can have a break but the msgs and phonecalls keep coming in. hais. but i dunmind smsing a babe. ahas! then studied chemistry test.

MASS= AMT OF MATTER IT OCCUPIES
BEAM BALANCE AND ELECTRONIC BALANCE IS USED TO MEASURE MASS.
VOLUME=AMT OF SPACE IT OCCUPIES
BURETTE, PIPETTE, MEASURING CYLINDER, TEST TUBE, GAS STRINGE IS USED TO MEASURE VOLUME.
*COLLECTION OF GAS. DOWNWARD DELIVERY, UPWARD DELIVERY, SOLUBLE.
*DRYING OF GAS.
CONCENTRATED SULPHURIC ACID
CALCIUM OXIDE. QUICKLIME.
CALCIUM CHLORINE.
*SEPARATION OF GAS.
CO2 AND IMPURITIES- SODIUM HYDROXIDE, POTASSIUM HYDROXIDE
O2- PYROLLOL
VAPOUR IMPURITIES- WATER
WATER VAPOUR- CONCENTRATED SULPHURIC ACID

then got chinese compo to finish.
WAHHS. today wrote alot. sry for making u guys read. >.<

BYES, WID LOVES,
MISS TINA



Monday, January 16, 2006 | 10:45 PM
IM LOOKING FORWARD TO URE BDAY.



he's offline. offline agains.
he's online when im rushing my stupid proposal and doing all those bloody homework.
first time in these two weeks of sch reopening, every subjects, there are homework. physics, bio, e maths, a maths, hmt, eng, history. thank god, there isnt any chem hwmk. arghhs. i put my stupid history worksheet in the locker and i even skipped tution today just to finish them off. and finally, i finished it at ard 10pm. from 7pm to 10pm sia.!!! 3hrs for homework. 45minutes for the proposal. hais. this is driving me nuts.
and ie found it so funny. ie on my phone and saw soo many msgs. ahas. so weird.
well, tmr's the AOP. hope everything goes well for my grp. hope there' isnt ani scolding. i bet there is. zz.
weets. chem test is being postponed to wed. but IM NOT GONNA SLACK. ahas.
ie find myself soo hard to concentrate during lessons and tution. wad is coming over me? thinking abt him all the time. my eyelids are soo heavy. have been slpin late all these days. hais. wishing that i could slp early tonight bud no choice, HMWK AGAINS.!
things to do :
1. check for ani mistakes in the hardcopy of the proposal agains.
2. put my eng storybk into my bag.
3. listen to more love songs. make myself cry. lols!
BYES, WID LOVES,
T I N A
im slpy.. ie love ue.



Sunday, January 15, 2006 | 11:22 PM
hais.
ie see ue online yet i dunno wad to say to ue. ie sensed that we are drifting really apart. fine, wadeva. ue scolded me yesterday. i dun give a dam abt it now. i only care abt my TESTS! arghhs. the next whole week is packed wid tests. chemistry test, e maths test and maybe more. hais. then gotta rush the 2hr training plan proposal by tues 12am. sians. i dunno how long i can endure those pressure from sch, rc and HIM. how i wish someone could simply take a knife and stab straight into my heart, saving all my pain.

well, all i did today was studying and rushing the proposal. only studied history, ss, chemistry and physics so far. hmms. i break my record larhs. one day can study so much. and the bloody calvin. keep pestering me on msn when i was studying. arghhs. make me lose concentration only. I HOPE I CAN BE 1ST IN CLASS. god, this wouldnt come true for sure, uhhs?

then daddy called home and said we'll be going to CHANGI VILLAGE for dinner. yays! cheers to daddy! AHAS. i love the nasi lemak there. weets. and saw a cool hunk there. wooahh. tanned skin. muscular body. thats wad a bf that every gal wishes for. hmms. defintely not me. i dun define pple as my bf cause of the looks.

so, we came home at ard 8plus. then i was made to rush the stupid proposal again. arghhs. seems like i have no time to rest at all. no time left for myself, to relax and watch tv. my brain's always working and ONE BLOODY THING, all my hmwk are still piling up. arghhs. my chinese arent done, my chemistry arent done and lots more. hais. how m i supposed to do them when i have meetings, trainings and tutions almost everyday?! god, save me from this pit. im dying.

someone. could u pls stop asking me the same old question again? everytime u asked me the question, i felt the pressure from ue. the pressure that ue wanted me to say yes. the pressure that ue could turn angry anitime and we;re no longer frens. and i really dun wish to force myself to do the things that i dun wish to do. i hope time can slowly heal my wounds and eventually, say yes.

boy, my little prince. great. ue scolded me. ue gave me a dressing down. ie have nothing much to say.

BYES, WID LOVES,
t i n a
im tired. wad more can i do?
do i have the strength?



Saturday, January 14, 2006 | 10:54 PM
I MISS HIM AGAINS.



WEE~
TODAE:
1st programme of the day. TUTION. A MATHS again.
arghhs. so sians. thats why i kept soooo bloody quiet in class.
then every1 tot that i concentrating. actually, i wasnt.
i was dreaming of him. T_T
2nd programme of the day. FDC TRAINING. after tution at abt 11am, rushed to sch and joined them. eventually, reached sch at abt 11.45 and they ending training at 12pm. so wads the use of it? lols. so went into the squad and do yang-tingi and blahs. i felt so weird wearing sch uni and track shoes doing footdrill. lols. then my voice was like shiet. shouted too much for the CCA CARNIVAL le. hais.
3rd programme of the day. MEETING FOR THE 2HR TRAINING PLAN. it starts at abt 12.15. grp members are: zhiqi, ivan, gayatri, peijie, michelle, doreen, joey, adon, and me. in the end, only 6 turned up. and i think doreen abit pissed off wid us. cause we like nv discuss things wid her. hais. thats the lesson ive learnt today. then went to coffee shop wid them. ate lunch wid pals. so funny. felt so weird again. eating wid melvin sir at the same table. -.-
then after that, gayatri wanted to flirt wid the "so-called 3 hunks" (zhiqi, calvin and adrian) lols. so i accompanied her and walked to the nearest bus stop to the interchange. ahas. then talked on the way home lo.
4th programme of the day. SHOPPING! yays~ went to shop for new year clothes. things i bought today: 1 converse shoe; $39.90, 1 converse shorts; $29.90 (i think), 3 converse t-shirts; $20 (it was on offer. wagagas), 2 pairs of socks; $5 (on offer again.), 1 pouch+backpack; $15 (buy 1 get 1 free. was offer again. then gave the free one to my sis. lols!), 1 minnie mouse t-shirt; ermms. forget price le, then 1 OP skirt; $38.00.
ahas. i spent too much today le. budd duncare. oso not i pay de. ahas.
5th programme of the day. WATCHING TV. sians la.
6th programme of the day. BLOGGING.
btw, wish those hockey players that are playing in tmr's match good luck! all the best guys. geex.
BYES, wid loves,
t i n a
msg to gayatri. dun flirt animore. ahas. send me the typed 2hr training plan to me over msn okayys?
msg to jiahui. ahas. i wan go out wid u!!! and teach me chemistry lehs!



Friday, January 13, 2006 | 10:18 PM
I ONLY WANT HIM.
GOD, ONLY HIM.
GRANT MY WISH PLS.
IM DESPERATE FOR HIM.
lols. this is sooo lame.

hais. sec 1 camp.
like that lo. campfire and activites lar. lazy to type. bloody tired. have been standing up the whole day today. for the SKY run and the CCA carnival. hais.

tmr got fdc training budden i've got special permission from mr yap to skip those trainings on sat. wooah. cause of my tution lo. im trying to see whether i can push the tution to the nite. i m struggling wid my sec 3 lyfe. trying to balance both rc and studies. hais. tmr oso got meeting. stupid task. hais. dunno wad to say. I WANT TO SLP LATE bud i cant. sobb*

reli reli reli very tired. my muscles are aching. i dunwan to think abt wad to write. i only want to think abt HIM. only HIM. hais.

BYES, WID LOVES,
T I N A .
im dead tired.



Wednesday, January 11, 2006 | 5:32 PM
boy. my little prince.
good memories are like charms. each is special. you collect them one by one, until the day you look back and discover they make a long, colourful bracelet.
and im willing to wear the bracelet wid ue.

i realised that even though ue may be lying to me,
but i still miss u at this particular second.
i may doubt everything on this world,
but definitely not my feelings for ue.
i never expected to fall in love wid ue,
but i still did.
ue gave me those tears i had now,
those smiles i wore everyday.
no words could express my feelings for ue,
but only these three words.
i love you.
i really do.

t i n a



this is soo contradicting.
my bestie said boy like her.
then asked boy, he said no.
i dunno who to believe.
i dunno who's lying.
i've dropped tons of tears when i got the news.
im really bloody confused.
these 2 days, i've been keeping myself occupied. i dunno why. i just dunwan to think abt this matter.
talked to jiahui and gayatri abt this matter. dey said, life goes on widout him.
bud.. "i reli reli dunno wad to do. god, giv me some advice pls."
today's the 1st day of sec 1 orientation camp. vonn was half whole heartedly of joining the camp. she wanted to be wid her frens. bud misses home. zz. so, i assured her that the camp will be a fun one. actually, wasnt supposed to have duty tmr. budden i asked ms mel for it. and she agreed. i wan to see those sec 1s play their games. ahas.
so, i've got duty tmr + fri. budden, tmr i got fdc training. it clashes wid the duty. aiyah. duncare larhs. alot pple oso nv go cause of the camp. and i shall join in the crowd. lols. so tired. intended to have a short nap after i come home from sch. budden decided to spent my time on maple, catching up wid my peeks.
wahhs. today, im sooo unlucky. forgotten to bring my keys. cause it was always my sis who open the door for me. and now, she's at camp. hais. im beginning to miss her. bud, nevertheless, i can have the whole bed to myself. wagagas.
okays. shall end here today, nidda prepare for tution later on. wondering whether i shud go anots. since today's the english lessons. hais. why do i have to make so many decisions and choices?
byes, wid loves,
t i n a



Monday, January 09, 2006 | 11:15 PM
HE LOOKS DEAD GORGEOUS EVERYDAY, EVERY MINUTE AND EVERY SECOND.



weets,
my new black specs!~
sooo cool uh?
im loving it.

ahas. today as usual larhs. so sch, slp during bus journey, reached sch, looked ard for him, started my hmwk, and assembly and then lessons. so boring. nth nice happened today. sians. sch is always like that.

okays. today had fdc training. had the training in hall. so funny. we did the banging so loudly. every1 in the hall turned to look at us. lols. so FUNN. i m beginning to love fd!~
thank god, tmr no training. i intend to chiong studies tmr. revise all my chapters. ive been like mugging thru those chapters teacher had gone thru in class. haiz.

i love my specs. it costs 200bucks mans!
i'll treasure it.
i was thinking whether it suits me anot.
wadeva la. duncare le.
feeling dam bored and slpy. listening to songs, chatting my dear jiahui. it's strictly GIRL'S TALK. guys, shoo off pls. lols.

had so much fun wid him. our msn conversion. only darl gaya knows. she knows me the best. ahas.
I LOVE HIM.

BYES, WID LOVES,
TINA
dear, i love u.




Thursday, January 05, 2006 | 5:02 PM
okays. finally got time to update. im sooo dam bloody busy. arghhs..
wwahhs. wad can i say abt sch?
sooo sucky.
from monday to friday, at least 3 days nid to study until 2.40pm and then stay back from extra lessons and maybe trainings. its so dammm tiring.
can u believe it? 3rd day of sch and ther's chem test. memorise the atomic mass, proton number of the 1st 20 elements in the perodic table. stressed up. then tons of hmwk keep coming in. and i only scored 27/30. hais. disappointing. tot i would at least get a full marks for it. budden.. and when i get the paper back, i was fuming mad. cause i wrote all captial letters for those symbols. stupid me. so stupid.
one thing i hate abt teachers is that when they come into our class, the 1st thing they said was " as u know, this is the best class in the whole level and u guys take triple science... so i expected more from u guys. "
hais. so high expectations.
okays. to sum pple.
if u not happy, then get out of my fucking life.so wad if i have a fucked up attitude? get lost la. i nv ask for u to stay and fuck ard wid my life. stupid pple. and want to say something bad behind me just say it into my face la. wad for say to my mum and then my mum tell me. fuck sia.
hais. i getting more vulgar. and im not going to say wad happen, why i keep saying the f word. its just too ... nevermind, im speechless.
no more mood le.
byes,
t i n a



Monday, January 02, 2006 | 2:08 AM
IM DAM BLOODY HUNGRY.
I WAN GOBBLE UP EVERYTHING AND ANITHING!



yuppies~
early morning, i woke up at 9.45am.
get dressed and went for a hair cut.
weets. i loved it mans. its cool.
then after that,
i went to my 2nd uncle's hse.
cause today's my little cousin's 1 month bday.
ahas. he SOOOOO dam cute. he looks soo alike as my 2nd cousin (i mean when he's small). gagas.
the adults were playing mahjong.
the kids are playing gameboys and barbie dolls.
and wad m i doing? watching tv. -.-
so i getting to feel bored so i asked my dad's cousin (my uncle oso?) to bring me and my sis down for a walk. ahas. so dam funny. we went down, bought bubble tea, shop-ed the whole neighbourhood. and then he wanted to buy pens so we took 358 to white sands. went we reached ther, i went straight to the shop that sells billabong pencil cases. i wanted it sooo badly. but too bad, it doesnt have the design that i wanted. hais. so we went to popular and see pens. i mean he went to see pens while my sis and i were at the books corner. i went looking ard searching for storybooks when i suddenly saw his fav book. i almost broke down. my tears was abt to come down. i just stood ther, staring at the book until my sis hit hard on me. she knew that i was thinking of him again. she just knew it. she could read my mind.
and i knew it, gayatri. i just couldnt put him down. i cant just let go like this. everything i see, everything i hear, i think abt him and i reli mean EVERYTHING.
and oh yeah. my sis saw the book that aloysius wanted for his bday present last year. lols. sry aloy. i wanted to buy it for u as bday present but at that time, its out of stock. maybe i shud buy it for u as this year's present. ahas.
and finally, i couldnt stand it at all.
i suggested going to tamp mall. i wanted the billabong pencil case badly!
i've been eyeing it everytime i walk past the section. >.<
so we took mrt ther,
went straight to grab that pencil case. ahas.
my uncle paid for it.
he wants my sis to choose a billabong bag too.
he said that, treat it as a late xmas present.
then i protested.
wdh?! the billabong bag is like sooo dam ex. and my pencil case oni worth $19.90. so i wasnt happy abt it. lols. jealous lar me.
at last, my sis dint buy the bag cause she knows that my dad will kill her if she buys a stupid bag which worth abt 80 bucks.
so i paid for the pencil case. ermms. i mean i lined up and he paid. lols.
then we went down to the wallet shop. i know that my sis is in love wid one of the pencil case ther. that time, i went ther to buy my wallet (few days ago), she keep looking at the pencil case. -.- so she immediately went into the shop, take the pencil case and lined up. omg. hers is oni 10bucks. i bet my dad will kill me. i mean giv me a dressing down. hais. i dint noe how to explain to him later.
so, we took mrt back to pasir ris again. we went to buy ice creams for cousins in ntuc at white sands. and we three said " WE ARE BACK HERE AT THE STARTING POINT AGAIN. HAIS" lols. and i think every1's looking at these three nutcases! lalalas. so we bought ice cream, total up to abt 27 bucks. wahhs. u know why? cause we chose the dam ex ice creams. walls brand mans! ahas.
and we reached at my 2nd uncle's hse again. my dad did reli gave me a dressing down. and then i pouted. my uncle (the 1 which bought be the pencil case) was ther luffing. hmpfs. dint helped me out. make me kanna scolded. lols. aiyah, duncare larhs. its a happy day today, so dun spoil it mans.
we ate dinner and after that the adults started their mahjong again.
cousins and i were looking ard for food. lols! finally, ther's ice cream and desserts. we ate both lorhs. wahhs. greedy us. then we decided to watch chicken little. the dvd. we watched. so dam funny. we were like luffing all the way. rofl. then, it was still early nite (abt 9+). so we watched fanatasic four. ahas. the thing reli scared my little cousins. gagas. they messed up my nice hair. arghhs! and i was like the princess. u know why? cause im the oldest ther. i said " im the queen today. all sit on the floor unless u guys older than me." LOLS.like i bullying them like that. gagas. at last still let them sit on the sofa. i not that bad larhs. zz. so watched until abt 11+. my dad won the most amt of money in mahjong. so he gave me 10 bucks to me and my sis (per person) took a taxi home. i yi yi bu she de. i cant bear to leave them. *sob. 1st time hang out wid them until so late lo. >.<
so i reached home, i returned gayatri's call. i dint bring my phone out today. no batt. decided to leave it at home. sry peeks if u guys cant reach me. she told me tmr nid my help. tmr 10am at cp. hais. so i chiong my hmwk. finally finished my 8 journals in abt 2hrs. ermms. but nid more touch up on it. so now, im bloggin. ahas.
things to be done when sch reopens:
- help out wid cca carnvial thingys.
- my hmwk (checking those words in the dictionary, my summaries.)
- go for fdc training.
- get all my pimples GONE! im trying hard!
byes, wid loves,
t i n a.
i love my cousins. they rocks!





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