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Tuesday, February 28, 2006 | 9:30 PM
gosh.
my blister.!
sobs*
neverminds, i will endure for the sake for FDC.
yeahs. in another 3days, the tense will be here and those fun trainings will end.
hais.
i'll miss those pumpings, those days dat derek keep asking us to raise our heads and look up high, those days dat melvin sir asked us to have more force in our saluting, pull our shoulders back when the commander says "sekuad". hais.
those memories. those fun times. i'll never forget them. yeahs.


lessons. lalaals. i really LOST my emaths book. my mum is soo furious with me. she said it isnt 1term yets and i've lost it. hais. utterly disappointed with myself. yeahs. i will promise to take GOOD CARE of my books. i love books. weets. my emaths test. 48/54. cool uh? not really surprised though, cause i guessed that a genius like me will do well. LOLS. craps. nahhs, i was just kidding. i aint a genius. im just a stupid girl who likes the wrong guy.
i almost fell asleep in chemistry. i wanted to go to the washroom and wash my face, make myself more refreshed but mr tan dont allow. too bads. it's either i slp in class or i go wash up. AHA. then i can no longer tahan, i slept during chinese lesson. i mean, we had chinese test yeahs? and i used the extra time to sleep. wells, thats not the truth. i held the pen in my hand, i read the passage and then doom! i fell onto the table. then priscilla, looked at me. i can sense it yeahs? then its a maths lessons. i continued sleeping. once i stepped into the classroom, once i sat on the chair, my eyes closed. yeahs. i found myself sleeping agains. lols! so, i dint really know what ms mas is teaching. i copied mr chairman's notebook. geex.
had a small little tiny talk with ms tan. i mean, its mr quek who asked her to talk to us while he himself talked to the guys. she says that girls nidda behave like girls. yeahs, agree absolutely. they shudden have just said those kinda words. i mean, people will feel embarrased yeahs? have a thought for others. and then the guys tell us that a girl's parents called the school up and complained. hais. then people started to suspect simone (er. i have no idea how to spell her name.). then she said craps which i forgotten. then at that time, i wasnt in the mood to talk. im simply too tired out. then they suspect me agains. hais, sians lar.

after school, met up with gayatri and xian li. went to cp shop. nidda release stress and get myself occupied. i dunwanna think too much. laalas. SHOPPING ROCKS.!

then its FDC TRAINING. yeaps. our drills did improve after today's intensive training. erhs yars. you can call it a intensive training. lols. and we kanna praised. thanks for the encouragment. AHA.!
oh yeahs. tmr nidda wear full uni. WAHAHAS. melvin sir is also gonna wear. what crap he gave, said that he need to encourage us to wear full uni so he wears his toos. aiyahs, i bet he just wanna show off to us that he's a VI marhs. lols.


oka. nidda study tmr's chinese spelling and 40 sentences of sentences. hais. sians. i have no idea how to do my a maths. bleahs.

BYES, WID LOVES,
MISSY TINA. ! x)



Monday, February 27, 2006 | 10:23 PM

曲名:约定 歌手:光良

说好的三年不见面用我们的爱把时间留住

你笑着说这是我们的考验我们的约定

就这样三年又过了我还是回到这个地方

闭上眼等你的出现空气中吻你的脸

我还记得我们的约定

一辈子幸福的约定

为你写的那首歌

他也偷偷的掉泪了

我还记得我们的约定

我比以前还更爱你了

连那风都笑我了

我想他会告诉你的我更爱你了

就这样三年又过了我还是回到这个地方

闭上眼等你的出现空气中吻你的脸

我还记得我们的约定一辈子幸福的约定

为你写的那首歌

他也偷偷的掉泪了

我还记得我们的约定

我比以前还更爱你了

连那风都笑我了

我想他会告诉你的我更爱你了

你会记得我们的约定

一辈子幸福的约定

为你写的那首歌

他也偷偷的掉泪了

你会记得我们的约定

我比以前还更爱你了

听着风我也笑了

他一定会告诉你的我更爱你了




WAGAGAS.
today's FUN FUN AND FUN!
simply enjoyed myself todays.
geex.

yeaps. back to school agains.
dont you remember? it's monday! 1st day of the school week.
LOLs. so lame -.-

lessons as usual? nahhs. it's far better!
i mean, so many interesting thingys happened today. yays~ cheers.!
1ST THING:
i dint flunk my blardy physics.! hoorays.
three cheers and three cheers for CHRISTINA. hiphiphooray!
AHA.
k lars. dint do dat well, but quite satisfied with myself.
cause it's beyond my expectations. it's 19/25! weets.
2ND THING:
wagagas. the most funniest thing i ever met.
ANG REN'S THE NEWLY-APPOINTED CHAIRPERSON.
rofl. funny uhhs? heyys, mr chairperson. LOLs.
3RD THING:
i also dint flunk my idotic biology. yays agains. lols.
scored 17.5/25. okays, dint do that well also but ahas. !
4TH THING:
our chemistry teacher is not cheryl ong. jonathan tan is taking over for about 9weeks, i think. woohoos. at least he can teach better even though im soo "tired" by a man's voice. ahas!
5TH THING:
i went shopping with mummy after school at TM.
bought my "desire!(vertikal sling bag), bday present for YEN, my facial foam,kiwi shoe polish, correction tape refill and blahs. lols. spent around 90bucks todays. cool. i sooo love shopping.

hais. there's some sad things today too.
I LOST MY EMATHS TEXTBOOK.shocking news!
ermms. i think so, i have no idea wher i put it.
it cant be found in my room. and maybe locker?
whatever, im taking mummy's 20bucks agains. heehx.

okays. counting down. its less than 6days to FDC.
gosh gosh gosh.
nevermind, there's training tmr. come`on gogogo!
let's work hard together towards our goal.
im sure that we will succeed! yeahs!

shall end here for today.
BYES, WID LOVES,
MISSY TINA.



Saturday, February 25, 2006 | 9:30 PM
i simply cant find a guy better than you.

woke up at 8am today for fdc training. FULL UNI somemore.
stupid vonn says she wants to go see see.
this is dumb. send urself to sch and stand under the sun for 5 straight hours. gosh~

yeaps. we did footdril 1st and den pt and back to fd. sians.
im sooo tired to update.

den after fdc training, went to cp to lunch wid rc peeks.
hais. saw those videos that xiaowei video-ed while munching on burger.
pathetic. hentak and saluting sucks.
guess we will nv get the trophy back.
but no matter what, we wont give up until the comp's over.

after lunch, the others went home leaving me, yeeshan, xiaowei and uncle. then uncle said he treat us to arcade. but too bad, i meeting shaun and ruey yi at kovan mrt station at 2pm for history project. so me and vonn said byes to yeeshan, xiaowei and uncle. boos~

then headed over to kovan mrt station. stupid me. no sense of direction derhs. bring vonn go wrong way. go until the opposite of heartlandmall. almost lost our way there. nevermind. we met shaun on the way back to the control station. hmfps. ruey yi! late agains. zz. waited for him for so long. my legs are like jelly liaos lor. !

then walked to shaun's house. diao! his house sooo inside. i mean, its far from heartlandmall. zz. and finally reach liaos, den his dog INVITED us at the doorstep. zz. so scared. vonn go grab my hand until red. hais.
so funny. we so slack. dint do much work today. i did the organiser or so-called the milestone of that guy - Stalin. then shaun went online and did extra info on him. i suppose that ruey yi dint do anything. we're all like soo tired and exhausted. so we were like lying and sitting on shaun's bed playing handphone games. lols! we've got secrets in our phones. and ooh yes. we took photos toos. i mean, individual. ahas! my photography's the best uhhs? then finally headed home. his dog SENT us home by barking agains. lol!

we're soo bloody hungry so went to the kfc and grab a bite. laalas. den take mrt back to sk. had a little quarrel wid ruey yi. "sorrys. its my fault. i've been like "suan-ing" you the whole day. laalas. but im loving it. lols!"

stupid vonn agains. pissed me off. i wanted to take taxi home cause the bloody bus is soooo slow. really got no patience to wait. cause my eyelids are so heavy and my muscles are aching. i cant stand it and i wanted a hot bath straight away.

and so, here i am, blogging ahas~
laalas.
thanks rc peeks, ruey yi and shaun.
had a really enjoyable day todays.

anyways, it's officially one week before the fdc.
gosh. COME'ON!!

oh yeas, tmr's joshua's bday party. sorrys. i cant go. nidda stay at home and study for common test and rest. and JH! remember to help me take many many picts of joshua okays? love ya~

BYES, WID LOVES,
MISSY TINA.



Friday, February 24, 2006 | 10:34 PM
BOOS !
here i am agains !
ahas ! geex.

ooh, im having stomachache the whole day.
soo afraid dere's interview today.
but luckily dint. X)
AND IM MISSING HIM BADLY. !

lessons lessons and lessons.
biology test in the morning.
then it's english, social studies and chinese.
gosh, why are lessons dat boring?

then had ssp for chinese. hais.
its always those stupid stinky chinese test papers from other schools.
Dearest chinese teacher,
could you kindly just invent some new tatics to help us improve our chinese and score in olevels? dont use those the method -- chinese test papers from other schools. its outdated. LOLs!

went for rc training.
firstly, played some bonding games (murderer; blow wind blow; wacko and blahs ).
MURDERER GAME.
hmpfs! im being killed 2 times. wdh. lols.
weets. sitted beside adrian, zhiqi and ivan during the game. wooahs~ooh, am i desperate or something? then the adam aka qi zhi. hmpfs. dun wan talk to him lerhs. make me kanna scolded.
BLOW WIND BLOW. ahas! vonn has got no place so she had to stand in the middle and try to get a seat by telling people who to blow
(eg. blow those with specs)and while dey changing places, she have to grab a seat. i laughed so loudly at her. lols. what a bad sister i am!

ITS' WACKO TIME. yays~ my fav.
wells, double wacko's nicer. laalas.
INTRODUCTION.
cause the sec 1s dint know our names so we did a self-intro. lols. mine was like sooo funny. ahas! whatever. i m loving it.

next activity is fdc training.
yeaps. Ali came back to train us. ahas. some1's soo happy to see him seh. *shhs* i cant say. so stressed. they keep reminding us that next saturday's the competition. and asked us to withdraw from it if we continues with this type of drills. im trying real hard. i wan win it. i wan win something dat i worked hard for, in my whole 14 years of life. im really do. come'on guys. lets work hard together. raise legs 90degrees high, always look up, have that kinda power and blahs.

after training, went to dinner with kavitha, jiahui, gayatri and vonn.
the kfc service is soo bloody long. we waited for about 20 minutes lor! so long. and finally, we get our shrooms burger. thanks jh for treating me to kfc. loveya~ muacks. then jh saw her primary school friend. she dun dare to talk to him. okay lars. then we made an agreement. if she dun dare to talk to him and ask him whether he still remember her, she will grow fatter and fatter each day. ahas! so vicious seh me. then left kfc at 9. reached home at about 9.30. laalas.

okays. im ending here for today and prepare my uniform for tmr.
ther's fdc training tmr and history project. arghhs. so stressed.
anyways, i said too much "iloveyou" todays. i mean to girl-friends and boy-friends. ahas. but this time, its only for him. ILOVEYOU.

BYES, WID LOVES,
MISSY TINA.



Thursday, February 23, 2006 | 5:41 PM
TATA!
im back!
phews. finally one day, i can reach home bfore 7pm. ahas.

we're on talking terms agains.
finally, i could hear his voice agains.
yippes! yays! cheers xD
im on cloud nine.!

peeks, dis is so lame.
dere's a false alarm yesterday. i mean, the sudden check of handphones.
everyone's like running around the classroom and the school, trying so hard to find a place to hide their beloved handphones. ahas. wells, same goes for me. panicking and looking for secret passages to hide mine. i end up putting mine in my pe short's pocket.

gosh! 9more days to FDC. omg.! we arent prepared yets. ooh no!
i`m wishing and praying hard i dun get a stupid stomachache on dat day.
we'll grab dat championship from them. wagagas. lols!

lessons were as usual today. msg-ed jiahui during lesson time.
she told me about the joshua bday party thingy on sunday. shud i go? or stay at home and study for common test? wells, even if i go, i wouldnt dare to go near them. then, wads the point of going? so, i think i've made up the choice. nahhs, im sorry jiahui and kor. im not going. =) and kor. please lar. for godness sake. common test coming liaos. ue dint even start to study yets? keep ure playful mood away and start studying. i dunwan to see ue failing those subjects in the end and then come crying to me, saying i no mood play maple and blahs. hais. whatever. ue can say that im dat studious type. yeaps. i am. so what? it doesnt hurt to be studious type okays? it only hurts when ue dint study and u'll regret it when it comes to olevels.

i realised that each day the common test is drawing near, im more like kinda devoted to homework? i mean, i does all my homework on time and dint wanted to copy people's work. afterall, its copyrited yeas? ahas.

there's biology test tmr. chapter 3. diffusion and osmosis.
okays. that's easy peasy. lols.
i mean, the topic's easy but if mrs quek gives those stupid tough questions,
then i will die a horrible death. ahas.

arghhs. i wanted that vertical slingbag soo badly. wells, it's not that nice ehhs? thats what yeeshan mummy said. but i could afford it! i mean, its cheap ? ahas. and summore, i loved dat kinda design. im getting money from my mum tonight. and rush off to TM to grab it.

yeas. i've just posted that message awhile ago.
it did match the feeling i've got now.

yeaps. i'll try my best to pass those subjects with flying colors and win FDC.
i'll. trust me. lols.
erhmms. issit too early to say those things now?

okays, shall end here.
nidda study.

kor,
my final piece of advice.
think twice before ue act.
dun regret after ue've done those thingys.
bitterness comes bfore sweetness.
and dis isnt lecturing. i care for ue and dats why i said these.
dun give dat kinda stupid excuse.
whatever. if you continues dis way,
im washing my hands of ue.

hupsong,
CONGRATS!
U're team is in for the competition toos. ahas!

BYES, WID LOVES,
MISSY TINA.



When a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldnt take it anymore.
And if you take her hand,
she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
But if you let her go,
she couldnt go back to being herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she loves the most,
she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily,
only when she loves you the most,
she puts down her ego.

Guys,
if a girl cries because of you,
please hold her hands firmly,
because she's the one who is willing to stay with you for for the rest of your life.

Guys,
if a girl cries because of you,
please dont give her up,
maybe because of your decision,
you ruined her life.

Look into her eyes when she cries in front of you.
Can you see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?
Think twice.
Which other girl has cried with pure sincerity,
In front of you,
And because of you?

She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not because she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cries her heart out to you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back on what you have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Because one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "im sorry".

Extracted from BaoYi's blog.



Tuesday, February 21, 2006 | 5:27 PM
ONE BAD NEWS:
goshs. theres physics test tmr.
CERTIFIED FAIL.
im destined to flunk it. hais.

ONE GOOD NEWS:
oh yes!
we're speaking to each other agains ever since school reopens.
2month had passed and FINALLY. laalas. im super duper high.

LIFE:
lessons and lessons again. the usual routine.
its always the same old thing. its getting boring.

wad de hell!? i only got 5points for my LEAPS? ( for ure info, LEAPS= CCA points* ). im sooo bloody pissed. how can i possibly get only 5points?! i've joined almost all those events. and only 5?! madness. crazy.

the science hod came and talked to our class during physics lesson.
hais. stress agains. all those craps dat almost all teachers had said to us, 3E1.
yes. we did something so FUN todays.
those with handphones send songs to each other in class.
ahas.! arent we pros?

den after sch, waited for vonn to come back from rivervale plaza.
she says she will come back b4 3pm. wad de heck? she reached sch at ard 3.10pm. so pissed off wid her. she said 3pm lor! she breaks her promise.
whatever. den while waiting for vonn, talked to mr yap. he taught me physics. yays! cheers! and tmr fdc ppl going watch pink pather. 4.45pm's show. weets. im really looking forward to tmr. *ps. definetely not my physics test!

me, gayatri and vonn den took a bus to cp. i wanted to buy assesment/ guide books for bio, physics and chem. dats why i dragged gayatri along. ahas. thanks darls X) i took soo bloody long to choose three books. wasted so much time. but no choice marhs. only got 40bucks and nidda compare which book's better.

FDC:
ohh no!! its the competition in another 1week and 4days?! shiet shiet shiet. we've not gotten enuff practice. how how how? okays christina. calm down!!
we'll make it to round 2. yes, we will. !

ooh. i so love dat sentence/phrase in the sakinah's file. its written by yeeshan mummy. ahas.

kays. thats all for today. i shall update later?

BYES, WID LOVES,
MISSY TINA.
im soo in love wid him~



Sunday, February 19, 2006 | 5:28 PM
this is sick.
i have not finish those blardy homework.
i suppose that i will vomit blood 1st before i even finish dem.
arghhs.
how how how?
save me. im dying from all those homework.
dey are stacking up like mount everest.( oh yes. im exaggerating. but it's almost the same. ahas ! )
gosh.
time flies.
its been 6hrs.
6hrs!!!
i've been sitting at my desk for 6hrs.
ooh grace. can ue imagine it?! madness.
i've gone crazy.



Because of you* by Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cuz my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did you fell so hard
I've learnt the hard way to never let it get so far

Because of you,
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you,
I learn to play on the safe side so i dont get hurt
Because of you,
I am afraid

I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I forced to fake a smile a laugh everyday of my life
My heart cant possibly break when it wasnt even whole to start with

Because of you,
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you,
I learn to play on the safe side so I dont get hurt
Because of you,
I am afraid

I watch you die, I heard you cry everynight in your sleep
I was so young you should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else, you just saw your pain

Because of you,
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you,
I learn to play on the safe side so I dont get hurt
Because of you,
I find it hard just to forget everything
Because of you,
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you,
I'm so ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you,
I am afraid

Because of you,
Because of you



Saturday, February 18, 2006 | 4:44 PM
laalas.
HAPPY BELATED 16TH BIRTHDAY, DEREK!
and
HAPPY EARLY 16TH BIRTHDAY, HAN LIM!
PS. UE TWO LIKE TWINS SEH. AHAS!
sry guys if i dint blog for 4 days. >.<
i've been reaching home late everyday, around 8 plus.
if this continues, my dad will kill me.
i shall be a good girl, stay at home and study for the upcoming common test.
oh gosh, its reaching in 2 weeks time.
fdc is also coming.
how am i suppose to cope with so many upcoming important thingys?
arghhs.

im sooo hated by every1.
they seems to be avoiding me and ignoring me too.
what's wrong with ue pple?!
am i that irritating?
wells, maybe i am.
but ue can tell me where to change instead of ignoring me!
fuck fuck fuck.
*sry if i m too vulgar.
kidds below 12 arent allowed to view this entry.ahas.

just reached home.
soo tired. legs aching.

stupid jiahui. msged me today morning at 5.34am.
see, i still can remember so clearly cause ue woke me up!
its just that i too lazy to reply back. so i threw my phone next to my pillow and went back to slp.
and guess what happen at 6.45am? vonn "HID" my phone under her blanket. stupid. make me panick in the morning when brushing my teeth. summore, i ran out of the bathroom wid my toothbrush. -.-" then my mum came into my room, and being scared by me. wahaahs.
went to school for fdc training. sian lar.! saw adrian, calvin and mdm tang in the coffeeshop. ahas. then went into the sch. zz. people having detention.
yeaps. then this is soo stupid. we did PT in the morning when we are supposed to do footdrill. did 26pushups and 14situps that we owe melvin. madness. ahas.
den did footdrill lor. sian. every1's hand and leg like jelly liaos. i havin gastric at that time,sneak out to buy currypuff. ahas.!
after fdc training, i went shopping with yeeshan, zhiqi, gayatri, xianli, yongxuan, ivan and calvin. dey went home shortly after they heard that we wanted to go to TM. ahas. so me, yeeshan and zhiqi went to TM and shop lorz. i had been standing the whole day since morning. broke my own record huh? geex. i set my eyes on a bag. but too bad, dint had enuff money to buy. boos~
nvm, shall get muny from mummy. laalas. and i spent too much muny today liaos. ate ice kacang, kfc, eeyore handphone chain, pooh cushion and milkshake. yeaps. i still owe gayatri and zhiqi muny cause i dint have change. all notes. ahas.

hais. im soooo tired. i dun want to go to my uncle's hse tmr. i wan stay home and do those stupid homework. and i m dying to buy that bag! give me muny now! lols.

kays. thats all for today. i nid a good evening's rest. shall go to my nice dreamland where there's no homework, no stress and worries. PEACE.

BYES, WID LOVES,
MISS TINA



Tuesday, February 14, 2006 | 5:31 PM
wells, ahas.
vday isnt as bad as i thought.
yeahs.
seeing those girls in the school having gifts,
those couples in the streets hugging each other,
really wanna make me cry.
but i really appreciate that my gfs and bfs are around to celebrate wid me.
dey are around to support me thru.
and poor zhou dao. he dint noe how to wrap the present. ahas!
thanks to those who gave me candies.
THANKS TO THE TWO JINGS!
jing ning and jing fang. ahas. i love that heart lollipop!
A BIG THANK YOU TO OUR USUAL GANG. love you guys loadds.
HE JUST MSGED ME! yays. !!

started giving candies out to every1 once i stepped into da sch.
ahas.
theres chemistry test todays. i hope i really dun fail. cause i did study for it.! hais. whatever. heck care.
theres rc meeting toos. abt tomorrow's total defence day thingy. and i skipped my physics lesson. wells, im a good girl. i joined the class immediately after the briefing. hais. tmr nidda wear ful uni until recess time. laalas.
ahas. all i can say to ue guys that ue will have a GREAT time tomorrow.
cause u'll defintely enjoy it. dey are creative enuff to think of that way to commerate total defence day.

oh yeahs.
my heart's beating faster and faster.
he's msging me now! yays.
cheers =)

update later ehhs?
nidda concentrate. ahas.

BYES, WID LOVES,
MISSY TINA.
happy vday every1.
love ya loadds. !



Monday, February 13, 2006 | 10:40 PM
im crying real hard now.
i really really dunwan to spend my vday alone ang missing him.
i tot that i could endure it.
but whenever i see couples in the streets,
holding hands and having flowers in their hands,
i just couldnt..

yeaps. people did ask me out tomorrow.
but i dunwan.
i only want HIM.
i only want HIM as my VALENTINE!
hais.

god, this is so unfair.
why do people get to have their dream valentine
and i cant?
why do people get to enjoy their day
when im alone at home,
thinking of him?

neverminds,
i have to learn to take it my way.
let nature take its course.
but, one thing that is for sure,
i love you.



tomorrow's vday.
i sat on the bus todays,
thinking of those days we had together.
those memories had disappeared.
i almost cried during the journey.
but i hold them back.
hais.
i ended sch today wid a gloomy expression.
theres' nth special to celebrate.
every1's in the mall, shopping for presents.
and im here, blogging.
ahas. what a stupid joke this is.

okays.
back to sch life ehhs?ahas.

sang the national anthem on the stage the the DUCKLINGS.
ren jie's standing infront of me and he SANG sooo loud.
im sooo afraid of him. lols!
1st period's physics.
ang ren's sick and he went home.
this is stupid. came to sch even though he's having fever.
and den went home during the 1st period of the day.
he wasted his daddy's car petrol. lols.
ONE UNHAPPY THING:
Ms Tan scolded us.
said that we are the best class and we're suppose to have the best behavior.
if we have dis kinda behavior, what happens to those in NA and NT?
hais. it doesnt mean that best class nid the best behavior,and be the model class.
they just nidda have the best brains.
then next's pe.
played baseball.
the ball's always aiming my wrist. stupid.
kanna hit by 2 times liaos.
ANOTHER UNHAPPY THING:
Mr Raj talked to us about our attitude agains.
okays. this is the second time today that they said the same thing.
irritating. FINE. E1'S got the fuck up attitude, so wad?
next's history.
fuck fuck fuck. scored only 8/10 for the test.
idiotic. i studied so hard and i've only scored those fucking marks?
wdh. and teacher dare to say its good?
oh pls, this is the best class ehhs? we are suppose to score full marks for it!
then its recess.
im so absent minded. forgot to buy my fullscape paper agains. hais.
then its bio.
ANOTHER ANOTHER UNHAPPY THING:
Mrs Quek talked to us about our attitude agains.
said that those upper sec students are supposed be much more mature than those lower sec students. so we must behave ourself.
there it goes agains.
dear teachers,
can ue guys stop comparing us wid other class?
im getting tired of it mans.
and we noe we're the hottest topic in the staff room.
we just wanted to have some fun.
ue can possibly expect us to be serious all the time uhs?
i noe wad ue teachers gonna say,
" there's time for being serious, and there's time to have fun."
oh pls,
ue are already depriving us of having fun.
im already starting to hate school. and now,
theres lecturing every single period. hahs. what a joke.
fuck fuck fuck and fuck.
finally one good thing in sch todays:
THERE'S NO CHEMISTRY TEST TODAYS! woohoos!
Ms Ong's absent.
cheers =)
but mrs quek took over. zz.
and the chemistry test's being postponed to tomorrow.
hais.
gotta study or those teachers gonna say
"this is the best class, and this is wad ue guys gave us?
what stupid answers are these?"

yeaps. most teachers are starting to hate our class.
whatever. i dun giv it a damn.

school's finally over.
went shopping for presents wid zhou dao, ruey yi, daryl and yao ting.
pris and yen cant go. sobs*
yao ting went home awhile later.
she nidda rush home and do "dunno wad"
thanks guys,
afterall, it aint a lonely eve of valentine's day ehhs?
ahas.

kayys. thats all for todays.
i'll be back later.

BYES, WID LOVES,
MISSY TINA.



Sunday, February 12, 2006 | 7:24 PM
2more days to vday.
ooh. im afraid.
the idea of being alone and facing my books scares me off.
its a lonely vday widout ue.
hais.
nvm, i've got my beloved friends.


arghhs.
i have no idea how to revise my bloody chemistry test !
i duno what purification method to use !
thinking of skipping school tomorrow. but..

i felt so energectic now.
had full 10hrs of sleep todays!
yays! cheers.

i dunwan study for chemistry.
im hating it.
but i cant do anything.

im watching planet of the apes now.
ahas. ALL DE APES!


BYES, WID LOVES,
MISSY TINA.



ONCE AGAINS, MEI TING SABO-ED ME! hmpfs!

- The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover. Need to mention the target of sex. tag 8 victims to join this game and tag their blog, asking him to complete this again. if retagged, there's no need to do it again.

Target :

1) A GUY FOR SURE. im no lesbian, kayys? geex. XD

2) he MUST have a gorgeous smile. a smile that can make my day wonderful.

3) he MUST have strong shoulders for me to lean and cry on. ps. im always crying.

4) STRICTLY NO SMOKING.

5) he MUST be romantic.

6) he MUST be full of jokes. i mean, he have to kip all his jokes in his brain, and makes me laugh everyday.

7) he MUST give me freedom. as in, dun restrict me when im wid my pals.

8) he MUST be interested in those things that i love.

9) he MUST love sports. yeaps. gagas.

10) he MUST be a phone-call away.

ahas. is this too much? sry people, im looking for a perfect love. X)

and i've found my MR RIGHT. yes. thats HIM!

the EIGHT!!
1) VONN
2) SNOW
3) JIAHUI
4) GAYATRI
5) KAVITHA
6) BIFANG
7) YUEHAN
8) NATHANIEL




Saturday, February 11, 2006 | 10:52 PM
ARGHHS!
i regretted not going to lido and celebrate shawn's bday!!!!
i shud have just pon x-country and go!
hais. but what done had been done
let's look foward to joshua's bday!
weets.

todays x-country.
sian la.
and as usual, tons of casualty.
hawk's the champ.
reprimanded agains.

our grp used the wrong thingy.
shud have used plaster.
but we used gauze.
kinda stupid uhh?
hais.
none of us had sfa cert.

then had lunch.
so funny.

sorry guys. too lazy to update.
JOSHUA's on my mind now.
ahas.
aniway,
HAPPY 16TH BDAY TO SHAWN~

BYES, WID LOVES,
MISSY TINA.



Thursday, February 09, 2006 | 10:06 PM
wells, 2nd post for todays.

im thinking through everything agains.
i suppose i wasnt ready to give him up.
i guess that those words that i said just now were just out of anger.
i dint mean it.
i take those words back.
god, dun take it to heart.
dun ever let me lose hope on him again.
dun ever let it happen.
the feeling aint good. .
please.
i really dread the feeling.
after a night thinking,
i realised that i am reluctant to let go.
my heart tells me not to.
and i follow what my heart says.
why does it always happen?
why i find myself loving him more and more each day
even though i said i will try to forget him?
the things that i always wish that it wouldnt come true,
it will definetly come true.
what shit is this?
full of craps.
i love you.
ps. this isnt crap. this is the fact. ahas.~



there's parade tmr. hope everything turns out well. praying hard though.
and good luck to JOSHUA and SHAWN. all the best mans~



i just reached home from my dental appointments. weets!
aniways, this is weird mans. i dint feel any pain in the gums or whatever.
and i could even eat fruit tarts! ahas.
woahhs. now, my braces are yellow and orange !
im loving it~

as usual agains. had lessons. mugging thru agains. had a stupid surprise openbook chemistry test. i dint even finish the those questions. at least lost 6 marks liaos. hais.

im becoming more and more bad-tempered.
im becoming my mum's little girlie agains.

MY THOUGHTS:
have ue guys ever thought about my feelings?
have ue guys think before
ue all scream right into my face and slammed my table
when ie dint want to let ue copy my hmwk?
and ie slammed the table cause ue slammed my table,
ue screamed agains.
its soo irritating okayys?
what will ue feel if ie scream right into ure face?
i suppose not.
sometimes, ie even wonder if ue all treated me as true friends anots.
ie felt that im like a lackey or something.
whatever larhs. i dun give it a damn animore.
im also used to being alone.

TO HIM:
FINE. ue love flirting wid gals. go ahead. im washing my hands of ue.
i can prove that ie dunnid ue animore.
FUCK FUCK FUCK.
ie had enough problems everyday, and when ie go back to sch,
i saw ue sweet-talking.
WHAT DE HELL.
the next time ue come online,
ie will never ever open a chatbox and start the conversation.
i shall just
shut my ears and close my eyes.
i dun ever want to noe a single thingy about ue anymore.
just fucking get out of my fucking life.

5 more days to valentine's day.
guess i will celebrate it myself wid my books.
a new way of celebrating uhhs?


TO GRADUATING CLASS:
heyyas~ tomorrow's the release of the o levels result.
good lucks to ue guys.
all the best.

AND JOSHUA~
good luck!!
XD

ahas. tons of hmwk waiting for me. and there's stupid spelling test and social studies test tmr. gotta study~

BYES, WID LOVES,
missyCHRISTINA
mummy's little girlie.



Tuesday, February 07, 2006 | 4:27 PM
thank god. thanks for letting me to be down wid a terrible cold.
i've seen everything thru' during this period of time.
found that ue dint even care a damn abt me.
wadever. im not giving a damn abt ue too when ue dint even cared abt me.
FINE. ie can proved ue wrong. ie can do without ue in my fucking life.
my eyes wont be filled wid tears anymore whenever ie think of ue.
byes. ie had a brainwash. ue have been deleted in my memory. NO MORE UE.

yeaps. i flunked my A MATHS, PHYSICS, CHEM and i suppose i will flunk chinese toos.
this is soooo fucking stressing.
whenever i reach home, my mum starts nagging.
she dint even asked hows my day and start all her stupid craps.

hais. why do teenagers like me have soo much stupid problems?
how ie wish ie nv ever exists in this world.

i dunch even noe how to do chemistry. sum1 kill me pls!

BYES, WID LOVES,
MISS TINA.
im brave. yeahs. i am.



Sunday, February 05, 2006 | 10:32 PM
MEITING SABO-ED ME. hmpfs.


7things that makes me smile
1) seeing ue everyday x)
2) having fdc training. i mean fun and not tough ones~
3) getting to know pple's secrets. ahas! im kpo uhhs?
4) visiting JOSHUA. SHAWN and NATE's blog. lols~
5) chatting wid kieran and norman kor.
6) FOOD.
7) recieving his sms, wooahs.


7ways to win my heart
1) laaalas. dream on.
2) laaalas.
3) laaalas.
4) laaalas.
5) laaalas.
6) laaalas.
7) laaalas.


7things i believe in
1) horoscopes
2) dreams=hope=strength
3) my love for ue.
4) i can sacrifice for ue.
5) kieran will be the next sg idol. yays!
6) winning the fdc.
7) laalas

7things im afraid of
1) insects! arghhs.
2) losing ue.
3) poor grades. i dreaded it!
4) being alone. as in eating, and going aniwher.
5) public toilets.
6) NO FOOD.
7) cant go to sleep. insomnia.


7things i do everyday
1) looking at the horoscope thingys.
2) visiting JOSHUA, SHAWN and NATE's blog
3) chatting on msn.
4) staring at my phone. waiting for ure msg.
5) trying all means to go to slp.
6) EATING!
7) laalas.

7people who must do this
1) gayatri
2) jiahui
3) snow
4) vonn
5) joyce
6) meiting. but shes done it. too bad. do it again then.
7) nathaniel


7 things that i wish for
1) MY 15th BDAY!
2) winning fdc!
3) kieran to be the 2nd sg idol! come on gogogo!
4) i wan new tv!!!
5) to have a gathering for those 6g members (2003)
6) more chatting wid JOSHUA, SHAWN and NATE.
7) lalalas.



yeaps. stayed home all day long todays. completed almost all of my hmwk. chinese's been left out. dun felt like doing chinese todays. and i've studied and revised those chapters that teachers taught for the past week. wells, i found that if i dun do that, i will never ever catch up in class. cause im always not paying attention in class. ahas. mugging thru everything.

made a real careful decision today. i decided to let go, giving him up totally. i really nidda concentrate on fdc and studies. theres no time for him animore. so this is the day. the last moment. the last time im saying those three words again. i love you.

relatives came to my house today. i just kept quiet all the while. it seems like we are drifting apart uhh? locked myself in the room, studied, listening to songs and staring at the comp the whole day. thats wad i did for today.

wooahs. visited JOSHUA, SHAWN and NATE's blog today. registered and finally i could chat wid them. weets. hoorays! i suppose dey will come online late in the night =(

okayys. one thing to do tmr: rush out the stupid social studies project. its kinda lame okays? designing a total defence banner? maybe we shud design something else rathar than a banner?


BYES, WID LOVES,
MISS TINA.

come on kieran! gogogo!
jia yous for ure upcoming singapore idol auditions!
norman kor and i will be ure best supporters!
yeahs!



yays~~ cheers.

finally get to watch inotstupidtoo yesterday lols. wah. sooo touching. i cried mans. stupid derek. watch the 2nd time oso down there crying. then those ppl behind us. idiotic lar. we laugh loudly oso cant. keep saying "shh." and "ehmms". zz. kayys. vonn likes shawn better than joshua. wadeva. maybe cause his role more touching? i dunno. and then that principal's hairstyle like jiahui's de hor? lols~! agree wid zhiqi. weets.

had fdc training today. okayys. decided to skip tution until fdc's over. dunno why. it seems like todays training's much better. cause of the full uni thingy?
well, i dunwan to wear it for every training. pls~

k. having running nose now. cause too much crying today. lols

BYES, WID LOVES,
MISS TINA.



Friday, February 03, 2006 | 11:08 PM
k. haven being bloggin for so long. well, im dying to watch INOTSTUPIDTOO. i wan see JOSHUA. i wan see SHAWN. lols! they are simply sooo cute. kayys, wadeva. laalas.

fuck mans. i flunked almost ALL my tests. E MATHS GONE. A MATHS GONE. CHEMISTRY GONE. well, maybe physics is gone too. phew. there's still hope for my ss, chinese, bio. *praying hard mans*

there's fdc training tmr. my legs are breaking. they are aching mans. and shud i go for tution or continue for the whole fdc training? i really dunno. if i miss tution, it means that i will miss it for one whole month. i have no idea.

less than 3 more weeks to fdc. guys, lets work hard and win back the trophy that we lost last year. come on' gogogo. we can do it mans! endure for this 3 weeks ( coporal punishment ) lols.

i tried not to think of u animore, but i cant.
how da hell do u expect me to live my normal life when u keep doing those things that make me bloody cry in the late night?
i cant concentrate during lesson time. just simply get out of my life would u? i cant stand it animore. im breaking down.

jiahui, i noe my msn nick sounds depressing lar. but im really fine. i cant be bothered wid him animore just like u and van. im concentrating on studies and rc. and jiahui, dun ever giv up on rc okayys? we are once a rc cadet and always were. love ya darls.

okayys. now busy chatting on msn. laalas.

BYES, WID LOVES,
MISS TINA.





CHRISTINA

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