I've got a yellow coloured bird as a pet now! No, my Dad din't buy it. It just happened so concidently. My mum was in my room & that bird just flew in & stood on the window grills. Then she made sucha big din & called all of us in just to see that bird. So, we stood there like idiots (I was peeking through with one eye looking at it & was kneeling down, Yvonne was standing behind Dad & I think shes grabbing him.) Then Dad tried to lure it into my room with his whistling & the rice grains. But, the whole mission failed & it flew away. The thing is, it doesnt know how to fly. It looks so small in size. It dropped all the way to the ground with his wings pattering so hard. I thought it had fallen its death so I screamed. Sister too frantically asked Dad to go down to rescue it. So, we went down with a big pink basket. Thank god, it wasn't dead yet. I could still see its bright shimmering little eyes. Haha. & It took damn long to catch the bird. We were like chasing after it & attracted lots of attention. Even a taxidriver who drives past, stops by & told Dad how to catch it. Lol. It was so hilarious. Then, a freaking brown cat came over with his fierce expression. I could totally sense his 'murdering bird' intention from far. Haha. The bird then flew into the void deck & stood high up on the water pipe. We waited for 10 minutes for it to come down. Then, Mum came down & suggested using something to hit it down. I was like, 'NOOO! IT'S TOO CRUEL!!' Haha, okay, I know, that part was kind of drama. Initially, she used her shoe & threw it up. Then, she found a long stick (You know, that kind you hang your clothes outside) & softly poked it down. It flew & hit the ceiling. Dad ran after it & then caught it. Lol! It was so breath-taking. & we were all sweating after the whole stupid 'bird-catching'. & Now, the bird's happy in that basket of it, & having water and rice grains. Tomorrow, Dad's gonna buy the worms & a bird cage. ;D
Alright, so my little Mark (My pet turpetine which had been with me since Primary Two) has a new neighbour.
Well, practically, I've only written 17 essays out of 250. So pathetic.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007 | 6:56 PM
Hey! A feeling of happiness rides over me now. Ask me why. Hurry hurry, ask ask! Lol okay, I know thats lame. Alright, I shall not keep you in suspense then. Because.. (Drum rolls) I, Christina Choy, had helped my Mum in housework. Yay! Haha. I've decided to be a good girl & will try to help Mum with her housework. You know, I've NOT done any housework before, okay?
"I'am going to find a husband better than him next time. With all the 5Cs-- Credit, Cash, Car, Condo, & Countryclub membership. & Of course, better-looking, much more gorgeous than him." Thats my goal other than becoming a world famous doctor. Lol.
Anyway, today was a total waste of time in school. We started off reaching the school at 7.45am. Waited till like, 8.30am for the English Oral. Omgosh, Oral was crap. I thought I could do better but I scored a bloody 9 for the reading. Damn idiot. The picture discussion was a scene about Fortune telling in Little India. & The conversation was about someone in your life whom you think is clever & your favourite hobby. Initially, I wanted to say about Mum. But you see, as a mother, she have to have the 'qualification' so, shes not really counted as someone clever. Haha. Then, Emily Cheng was the next person in my mind. But, I din't dare to say. So, I said something like, "My Social Studies teacher." & ONE BIGGEST MISTAKE IS THAT I KEPT REFERRING THE TEACHER AS THEY NOT HER! That was so stupid. Then, we waited for like 2 hours before we had our Physics SPA Assesment. It was sucha breeze. You call that an assesment, Selva? Lol. Waited for another 1hour or so for Chemistry SPA Prac to start. By the time all the SPAs ended, it's already like 3.30pm. & my stomach was growling. So, I went to CP with LPJ to have lunch at Mosburger. It's like so ex & I'am broke. -.-
Alright, I'am sleepy. I'am tired. I'am hungry. & it's DINNERTIME. My FRIED EGG'S GONNA BE ON THE DINNING TABLE. DADDY, MUMMY, VONNY, TRY MY VERY VERY SALTY FRIED EGG. HAHAHAHAHAHA. ;D
我没有信心，也不想这样下去。
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 | 6:41 PM
I need to clear my super 'stacked-up-with-books' desk. Before I get started on my darn Social Studies punishment. Lol.
12.14PM
(Edited)
我的邻居最近生了十个孩子。十个孩子的名字是，一郎二郎三郎四郎五郎六郎七朗八郎九郎十郎。那个孩子是最有人缘的？ 答案：五郎。因为，有人（台湾语--五郎）在吗？！ Haha, that was the funniest joke I ever seen in 娱乐百分百. It's hilarious.
Anyway, I've started on my SS essays & only managed to write 4 out of 250. Damn. 246 more to go. Crazy.
& I've changed my blogskin too. Initially, it's the rose one. But due to some technical problems, the posts can't be seen. & I'am lazy to check out where the problem lies, so I just grab a nice skin.
Tomorrow's English Oral. May I know how can I study for English Oral? No way. So, hopefully, I'll be dramatic & talkative tomorrow. ;D
You caught my heart.
Like hell! I missed my Campus SuperStar thingy at 8pm because of tution! !*^(&)%&^#$() AHHHHHHHH. I wonder if Wilson's in today's preview. Damn damn damn.In case you are out of the hottest topic-- Campus Superstar 2, let me introduce Wilson Thong Wei Sheng 唐伟盛. & Isn't it obvious that I'am supporting & rooting for him? Omgosh, I'am still so traumatised. I can't get over the 'missing of today's preview'. Thinking twice again, maybe Javin & Xu Bin is handsome too. But, you know what? Wilson's the first one that catches my eye & his photo tells me that he's gonna be the next CSS. SSCCREEEEEAAAAAMMSSSSS.
So, now you know.
Anyway, Yvonne showed me a realistic website an hour ago. Go view it. http://aalteam.blogspot.com/ This blog firstly serves as variety as it's hilarious & at the same time, it voices out our point of view towards some kind of highly dangerous species. I can never believe that those bloggers posted such thoughtful posts. Yes, thoughtful. 'Cause no matter how much I hate those ah lians/bengs, I can never articulate this 'sensitive' topic in here for fear being bashed up or so whatever. & Thank you. Someone shares the same opinion with me -- hating those ah lians. Kindly stop wearing those so-pinky clothes & speaking in twit language. It makes you look like a total retard, a bitch. Well, maybe you're the odd one out, for loving to pose like a pain in the ass. You guys are ruining this beautiful world into a horrible yet 'un-seenable' world.
Alright, as for tution today. It was nerve-wrecking. I had to spill the beans out. Yes, I told Clement my Physics, Chemistry & both Maths results with a sticked-out tongue. Damn. I was finding reasons for myself. & I admit that okay? He said something like "If you say you've got no time to study, that isn't an excuse." (Tell me would I really go remember what his shocked speech? I would rather fill my memory space with the whole concept of 'Pressure' in the Physics textbook & TYS.) I'am utterly sorry. & I could definitely sense the disappointment in you. I don't think the other students of yours would do as badly as I did. They are definitely far better than me. Afterall, I'am still a lousy student from Seng Kang, you see.
Thus, I made my mind up. I've decided to start studying for Os tomorrow. Under one condition-- If I can get my studying mood back in one midnight. Oh yes, it's already 12.13AM. Hey, GOOD MORNING, people. & HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YENMEITING & MELANIE!!!
With regards to today's O Chinese paper, it's already over. Leave all that behind, fellow sec 4s. I mean, what can be done is done. Maybe you can start studying for Os now. Rather than spending time on grieving over the O Chinese paper. ;D
What seems to be like just yesterday,are all but a dream-a mystery.
Monday, May 28, 2007 | 3:44 PM
I don't wanna get started on my Social Studies homework!
Okay, just some random post. I'am dead bored & feeling darn energetic.
5 things about me:
I'am obessed with Hello Kitty.
I know nothing about music.
I'm growing fatter each day & I NEED WORK-OUTS!
My lips are always dry.
I'm superduper careless. I once broke my braces, if you can still remember.
Alright, I think I need my beauty sleep now. In case, more PIMPLES pops out! YIKES.
Sunday, May 27, 2007 | 11:29 AM
Superb Sunday. Hey, doesn't that rhyme? Haha. Another example-- Fabulous family day.
At 8.30am, I opened my eyes, & was awake. Dad was hitting on my head & touching of my beloved Hello Kitty cushion. Went to the market. Return home at around 9.30am. & I postponed today's tution to tomorrow because of the shelves collection. Lol. Yes, my shelves, mirrors & spotlights are up already. The only missing thing is the whole set of plushie collection. Got ready & set off to Buigs. Parents wanted us to go over to the Guanyin temple to pray. You know, Os are on the way & I'll willing to believe in anything that can bring me luck. So, Dad bought me & sister the clover leaf necklace with our zodiac. How sweet. & I make sure I'm going to take damn good care of it (Cos, it costs Dad $22 each)& of course, wear it everywhere I go. Next, went shopping around the Buigs Street & couldn't see anything that I preferred. So, we went over to the Carrefore in Suntec City. & then, took a train back from City hall. On the train ride itself, two filipino maids were like snatching seats from me. Hey, get the idea--- Two adults were cramming into one seat. & I can understand that they are only having their one day off & it's the rush hour. But the thing is, she was using her big bum to squeeze me off my seat when I was the first one to grab it. Are they turning into some kind of typical Singaporeans after living here? Then, the guy beside them gave up his seat to them. Thus, each of them had a "righteous" seat. I grew freaking pissed off & crossed my legs in a rather dignified and ladylike manner. I couldn't even bring myself to be touched by them accidentally when the train was accelerating or something. In the end, I reached home with somekind of irritating mood.
So, actually, 'Superb Sunday' & 'Fabulous Family day' only fits into the whole morning & afternoon. Don't mention the evening, alright?
Oh yes, tomorrow's Os Mother Tongue paper. Hey people, chill. If you want yourself to perform up to mark & no retaking, Don't get too stressed up. I canstill remember why I only land myself an A2 for O Chinese. Flashback-- I was sick that day. With a freaking running nose & sore throat. Thus, I had the mindset of, 'Okay, whatever, I'am sick. So, I shall not give it my best.' & it's gonna be a breeze. Really, don't scare yourself. Do your best. Believe in yourself. If you think you can, you definitely can. ;D
深深的一段情，叫我思念到如今。 I wanna sway with you in the last dance.
你把它当游戏，但是我把它爱的很用心。 心也不拼命躲，不再去害怕结果。
I've got a big annoucement. "I'am having my own Hello Kitty shelf collection tomorrow! Omgosh, I can't wait to put them up on the shelf myself. & With all those spotlights shinning on them, it's gonna look GREAT. & satisfactory. ;D Firstly, I need to thank Mum for supporting my Hello Kitty craze. She's totally cool about me buying those stuffs & biscuits with Hello Kitty. & She might be bringing me over to HongKong or Japan at the end of the year. !?!?!?!?!?! Secondly, Dad. Oh you see, he brought me to Ikea this afternoon out of willingness & is helping me out with the drillings of my shelves, arrangement of the spotlights & my longlength mirror! Yvonne's getting her jealousy over her head & was reprimanding me when I spent my last 50bucks on those stuffs. Darn her. That's why I din't put her in my thankyou speech. & she prefer the another Sanrio character-- Melody." Lol!
Alright, perhaps I'am acting like a big kid. Whatever, it's just something that I've obessed with since I was very young. Can you still remember the Macdonals collection of the Hello Kitty set many years back? (If you cant, then forget it.) Mum & Dad stood in the queue for few hours just to get it. & plus, it's not only one. It's TWO -- One's mine & another belongs to Yvonne's. She once said, "I want my girls to love it just like I do. & you HAVE to keep it for your daughters too."
Oh Mum, words just can't express how much I love you. It hurts me just as badly as those relationship problems when I see you come home from work with all the muscle aches. Yet still, you have to do all the household chores. I'am utterly sorry for not being able to help you with them. & 2 years back, you realise that your back hurts terribly when bending down. The family doctor too suspected you of having some kidney problems or what crap. That year, I was still only at the age of 14. I scared myself with, what's gonna happen to me & sister when you're gone. I can't bring myself to think further more. I cried every night. & secretly, I searched for methods to cure it despite knowing what's the root problem. Really. Mum, I love you. Happy belated Mothers' Day though it's pretty late.
It's already 12am on the dot.;D ---------- If we were meant to be, we would have been, with two hearts beating as one.
Friday, May 25, 2007 | 2:01 PM
Thursday This explains what we did in class for Chinese intensive. Our favourite TTC friendly soccer match. Lol! Look Look! ;D & then we switched our game of soccer to the game of scaring. It was damn hilarious. You're right la, Jiayi. When you scare others, they can't recognise you. 'Cause it's unrecognisable. Too ugly liao. Hahahahahaha.
Anyway, it's TAN JING FANG's birthday too!
Friday Went to school without Sister as the sec1s, 2s, & 3s have no school. How great. & we had a compo test. & Initially, we had a compre test too but Miss Ong allowed us to slack. Ended school at 12noon. & crapped around with the TTC members. I proudly announce that the TightTightClub is OFFICIALLY FORMED WITH THE 14 MEMBERS-- Hui Wen (President), Jiayi (V.President), Jasmine, Peiying, Yanluan, Joanne, Ling Yan, Priscilla, Xinrui, Adeline, me, & three more. Sorry, I have STM. 'WE ARE THE TTC!'CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS. ;D Hah.& reached home with a cup of BUBBLE TEA. -.- Yes, it's WONG JIA YI'S BIRTHDAY!
&I have PTM later at 5pm in school, stuck with Albert Teoh. Groans.
If only love poems are easy to write,I would had written thousands for you.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007 | 3:09 PM
I'am back from school! As you can see, I'am in a totally GOOD mood.
Reason no. 1: Chinese intensive was a breeze. No compo. Just sat there & watch the others redo their compo & letter writing. Reason no. 2: Because Joanne & Yanyou were crapping with us for the whole Chinese intensive. They were insane & I don't know why either. Reason no. 3: The TTC (Tight Tight Club) that Huiwen, Jiayi & Xinrui just formed. They were hilarious! Reason no. 4: I'am currently listening to a fast light-hearted song. Yeah, for a better change. ;D
"Shut your bloody mouth up & get your damn ass back here now." Message sent to Yvonne Sister.
I'am freaking pissed off. Totally angered. Tell me, who would want to see her own sister turning into someone that she no longer recognise -- a bad notorious girl. I hate seeing her hang out with those bunch of friends who might just lead her astray & influence her anytime. Worst still, I hate having to sit down together with Mum & talk about her results. The thing is, she can't even get the first position in the NA stream of a lousy school like Sengkang. & still not wanting to work double hard, she hangs out with her friends with those spiked hair or so whatever. Now, I despise her. & I have the right to put her down this way. At least I managed to get into the top 10 positions in the whole Express cohort when I was sec 2 & got into the 'so-called best class' in sec 3. See the difference between me & her? Put it in a easier way. She's in the NA stream & I'am in the Express stream. She's the notorious one & I call the shots in the household. If she can, hop & join the Express stream. Prove it to me & I'll keep my bloody mouth shut. I wanted so badly to, but I don't get the chance. 'Cause I know she can't. & she won't. & whatever, if you people out there aren't happy about me putting those students including her, think about it. It's the fact that those students in Sengkang are typical ah lians & ah bengs except for some. See for yourself. Look at how they respond to those public cannings, how they go against teachers and everything. Seriously, I hate everything & anything about Sengkang. Including meeting & falling in love with him. The most regretted thing that I've done in my whole entire life is to enrol into Sengkang. If not because of PSLE results, I would be in some school much better. I might be enjoying my freaking life with perfect results & waiting for Os to pass without much effort. Now, Sengkang screwed me up.
& I've not done being sacarstic yet. It's only PART 1. There's more to come. 'Cause, there's more stupid Sengkang jokes to be said in here. Thank you, jokers. I SINCERLY thank you guys for ruining Sengkang's reputation & mine. ;D
Just let me cry for the last time before I truly give up. If this isn't 'love'..
"Are you thinking what I'am thinking, B2?" B1 says hello to B2!
Lol. I love Bananas in Pyjames. Not forgetting my favourite Sanrio character-- Hello Kitty. ;D Bought boxes of Hello Kitty snacks, another FBT shorts, a new earpiece for MP4, new watch for sister, 3 pairs of earrings over the last weekend.
Alright, it's still as usual. The Chinese intensive. & then followed by English lesson after school hours. I just realised something, you know. Ever since the starting of this year, I've been feeling so sleepy in class. I wonder what's coming over me. Is it due to the heavy workload? Or it's because we stayed up late for some fun?
Ring Ring Ring. 是没长脑子，还是脑子长霉？
Perhaps, I should re-consider my future path. What if I don't have the ability to be a doctor? What about being a Dee-jay? Be it a English or Chinese one. Hmm, maybe a journalist? Well, anything which has to do with Language will do. I love languages.
I would courteously ask to be given one moment with you. I would beg for your embrace.
Friday, May 18, 2007 | 5:43 PM
Oh hey, as I was clutching the keys in my hand & opening my main door, sound waves were penetrating my ear. I was thinking, which idoit's ringing alarm clock? & it turned out to be my Dad's. I'am going to laugh at him when he's back home. Anyway, we've patched up again. He started talking to me because, I'am NOT in the wrong.
& guess what? I saw my kindergarten friend with his girl. Lol! How cool. I still can't get myself a boyfriend & hes got one. The amazing thing is, I could still recognise him after 10 years.
Chinese intensive was a short one with the lesson starting at 9pm & ended at 1.30pm. We took photos & joked around. && MISS ONG GAVE US SWEETS AS THE PRIZE FOR YESTERDAY'S GAME. ;DD Heh.
Had Physics SPA prac after Chinese intensive. It was kind of easy. Maybe, partly because Selva's lenient & helped us out. Went to Compass Point & had KFC for lunch. I've not been to CP for like say, 2weeks. Loitered around. Bought a new storybook for 10bucks at Popular. LPJ & I also made a pact to get each other the angel keychain.
That's how I enjoy my happy Friday without Red Cross. TGIF. ;D
Spare me this tragedy, this pain, this hurt. How deep is this love?
Thursday, May 17, 2007 | 4:48 PM
Oh great, my blogger settings are back to normal again. ;D
Just to spite him, I did many horrible things without knowing that it will end up hurting me. If only I can turn back the clock. If only I bite my lips & just let everything go. If only this isn't beautiful fate. If only I didn't look into his eyes & fall in love with him. That explains all-- the pain, the hurt & the doubts. Sometimes, I wished to be stabbed straight into my heart & release the pain within. & I wished all those hurt will just flow like a running tap. I ain't those optimistic kind. I tend to look on the dark side of life. How can I possibly write a Chinese compo about my optimistic side? I might be smiling & messing around, but the thing is, it's just a facade--- I wanted myself to know, I can do without him & none can see the vunerable Christina.
Chinese intensive isn't intensive for our class at all. We were all slacking & spent four hours writing a compo with the radio on. &&, our break is flexible. Afterall, our HMT paper is in the November; not 28th May. Oh yeah, I think the others are having a hard time in Chinese intensive. For you guys, it's definitely intensive. They've got to complete one compo, one letter-writing and I think, one test paper in one night. All the best. & jia you. 28th May is approaching. After Chinese intensive, it's Physics SPA. Oh darn, the stupid data-logging on the temperatures. It's such irritating in the ass. I re-did the 1st experiment & refilled the beaker with the hot water for at least 5 times. I'am so going to kill Selva if he's giving that for SPA assesment.
The heart just stings.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 | 7:54 PM
So, Mum & Dad's getting me Macs meal to cheer me up. It's been ages I last ate Macs.
I just want to cry out loud but still, holding back those tears. Because I want to be strong. My results are a piece of shit. I've got all kind of grades. From A1 to F9. What the hell. I hate being so confident about my Bio paper & then end up scoring only a B3. I wanted so badly to get at least an A2. Same for Amaths. I thought at least I would have a barely pass for it, but it turned out, I've got an F9. Someone just kill me. I can't bring myself to tell mum this kind of shitty results. I want to be role model for Sister, but I can't. Worst still, I can't say those results to my tutors infront of those guys from Victoria School. Infront of them, all I sense is, inferior. What am I in their eyes? Nothing but just a lousy student who can't manage triple science & double math. Arghhh. & now, I'am cooping myself at home, not wanting to have dinner outside.
I've never gotten a grade less than an D7 in my whole life. I felt so traumatised when I saw that F9 grade on my Amaths paper.
Put yourself in my shoes. All of a sudden, you just feel so disappointed & nothing could just cheer you up. You return home with heavy footsteps, the key fits in the keyhole slowly, fling open the heavy wooden door & you find yourself facing a mother & sister who have high expectations of you. Tell me how are you going to break the news to them? You can't possibly breakdown infront of them 'cause you don't want them to worry. So, you've got to put on a facade & say, "Hey mum, it's okay la. I din't study, so thats why. Anyway, everyone's doing that bad too." You may appear nonchalent but deep down, you cared so much about those bloody results.
& you just had a talk with the Vice-principle of Meridian JC in the late afternoon. A talk which tells you about the cut-off points, DSA, JAE and blah. Isn't it so demoralising after knowing the last year's cut off point is 10? Then, you start questioning yourself, "You stupid girl, you've got a L1R5 of more than 20 now. & you still harbor the hope of entering such a good JC like MJC?" Fat hope!
&& There's only less than 6 months to Os.
Sighs. I din't expect myself to have much more stress than before exams. After getting back those results, I find my own standard is kind of below average. Ah fuck. What's the use of saying all these?
As I walk towards you, my heart starts pounding so loud.
Monday, May 14, 2007 | 4:56 PM
Hey, I've got a so-kiddie face. & I'am short. Wait, I should be consoling myself instead of revealing all my flaws. Okay, perhaps, that's what makes me a girl. ;D Lol. Anyway, I'am not the only one who's short in my family. My cousins are all kind of my height too. Well, maybe except WenJun. Another cousin who's in Sec 3, is only about my height also.
See the genetic diagram. The recessive alleles are all in my blood.
Today was disastrous. Gotten back all those exam papers since Friday was the marking day. Social studies was crap. 17/50 E8. What the hell. English was great. ;D Paper 1-- 46/60 Paper 2--- 39/50 It's an A1! Emaths was total shit. Paper 1--- 46/80 Paper 2---56/100 C5. Chemistry was sucky. Flunked it by 3 pathetic marks. Physics was worst. Passed by only 1 mark. Arghhhh! I regretted taking all three pure sciences. & now, I find myself not able to cope. Jonathan & Clement's so going to kill me.
Finished watching Corner. With Love. Starring 羅志祥& Da S. Nice nice. It brings one much excitment, wanting to carry on watching without letting the machine rest. Lol. Yes, I'am refering to myself. Haha.
Oh my god, I can't believe I could actually get an A for English. Seriously. I was like, HUH?! when Daryl Tan told me I was first in class & he's second. You see, there's many more other people better than me in English. I was just nothing but a small fry in English Language. I was far back behind when they got an A for the first essays which they handed in to Mrs Cheng. Nevertheless, I'am not going to be complacent. Afterall, this is only Mid Year. Not Os yet. So, yeah.
Yesterday was Mothers' Day. Er yeah, Mummy. I'am sorry. I still make you do those housework despite that special occassion. I mean, Mummy, you should learn how to do those housework happily & you should be enjoying them. Lol. That's what I said to my mum when I gave her that necklace. & Sista shot back, "Crap. You super duper lame la." Anyway, Mum, I love you more than I love Dad.
Off to watch the variety show on Channel U.
I'am like playing a game of catching in school everyday. & My heart aches whenever I smile at you.
Saturday, May 12, 2007 | 6:00 PM
Wow. Yesterday was GREAT with the accompany of Kaiting, Junru, Xinyu, JingKai & Jinghan. Met up at Somerset Ctrl Station at 2.30pm. But, Kaiting & I were late. Oh whatever. The queens are always late. Haha. Bought tickets for Spiderman3 at Cineleisure & went to our favourite fastfood restaurant-- LJS. Well, I started loving LJS because of NDP06. ;D Anyway, Spiderman3 was fabulous. Like what Junru stated in her blog-- 5* rated movie! The effects were nice. & it was so breathtaking. Kaiting was so tense till she grabbed Xinyu & my hand. Lol. & it went numb. Then, we waited for the credits to end before leaving the theatre. & I embarrassed myself by giving a false alarm about my handphone going MIA. We searched & searched. Kaiting then phoned my handphone & my pouch started vibrating. Lol. Left the theatre & it was time for Kaiting's show. Lol. She phoned Jinghan's house & his brother picked up the phone. She thought it was Jinghan, so she said, "Oei, Ang Jinghan, don't play le la." HAHA. I think his brother thinks Kaiting is a lunatic from IMH. Met Jinghan & we walked to Orchard MRT station since Junru have to go home. After that, we made our way to FarEast & crapped for 30 minutes at LJS. Those jokes were super duper lame & at the same time, it was hilarious too. We got bored & Xinyu have to go home too. It was already 8.15pm. Then, the rest of us walked all the way from FarEast to Plaza Sing. All we wanted to do was to slack & don't want to return home. We slacked at Plaza Sing & had our dinner at Macs only at 9pm. After that, it was home sweet home. Thanks guys for the wonderful day. Really, I wanted so badly to return back to those NDP trainings when we share those bad & good times together under the hot scorching sun at the National Stadium.
Slept all the way from 12.30am to 12noon today. So shiok. So rarely that I could sleep for 12 hours straight. ;D I was so deadbeat after the whole day of fun & those watching of VCDs. Had Amaths tution an hour later. Jonathan was late & we waited for 45minutes. Then, tution only lasted for an hour or so. Did PRCS MYE 2006 Amaths paper. It was alright & I could do it. ;)
Photos should be up soon. Anyway, tomorrow's Mothers' Day!
Standing among the crowd in the train, I wished you were right beside me.
Thursday, May 10, 2007 | 8:10 AM
8:10 AM
Ask me why am I here so early when there isn't any school for me today. Tusk Tusk. It's a funny thing. I was woken up by a stupid nightmare--- I was actually shopping in somewhere & then, I went home after the spree. I sat infront of the tv & watch some kind of tv comedy show. & suddenly I saw a horrible, hideous, ugly monster face infront of me. Then, I jumped out of bed. Isn't it stupid?
Dont interrupt me when I'am crapping.
Anyway, it's PARTY TIME! YAYYYYYYY!! The first thing I did yesterday after exams was to go straight home, get changed out of uniform & go shopping with girlfriends at Buigs. Er not girlfriends. There's A guy too. Friends-- JF, Yen, Pris, & Alan Kok Zhou Dao. Lol. Upon reaching there, we rush to grab our lunchs. & We spent a long time deciding on which restaurant. & Lastly, Pastamania was our choice. Then, it's the true SHOPPING TIME. Our first stop, Buigs street. Shirt & a watch was all I bought. Yen bought her shirt & JF bought the necklace that she wanted ages ago. We went over to Buigs Junction & bought Mothers' Day present. Yen & I bought Chomel necklace for our mums. You know, we're still girls, turning into women & we have our budget. Haha. Yen bought another clutchbag. Pris bought two glass jars or whatever you call that. Then, the interesting part was when there's only like say, 10 minutes before 6, we wanted to go over to the temple & pray. Lol. It closes at 6. So, we ran & rushed all the way from Buigs Junction. Then, it's home sweet home.
& Mum rented 'The Vineyard Man' (Korean drama). Thanks Mummy! ;D I'am gonna flood my mind with all those scenes & the plot. Haha.
Maybe, I should try play Maplestory again. Last Sunday, I was watching Sista pq-ing. & I was dying to try once again. Say I'am childish.
A face runs red with blush A crush that weighs down on me
Tuesday, May 08, 2007 | 3:13 PM
What the hell. I don't know why is my internet disconnecting every 3 minutes. It's seriously irritating me.
ONE MORE DAY TO GOOOO!!! Tomorrow's the end of exams. YAYYYY! I can't wait.
Anyway, today's Bio paper was kind of easy & tough at the same time. The stupid bloody contact lens question. Like as if I have contact lens. -.-
Physics paper tomorrow. I've not started my revision yet. 20++ chapters. I think I'am going to study like mad just like what I did for Bio-- Study from 3.30pm all the way to 6pm, then from 7pm to 1.30am, & from 4.30am to school. Alright, Selvar-y. ;D
I find it so hard to look into your eyes, & tell myself that we're nothing more than friends...
Monday, May 07, 2007 | 2:19 PM
I knew it. I knew that I will do badly for my History & Amaths. My combined humanities is a piece of shit. Mid year is a killer. It's killing my... Oh wait, I smell something burning. Ah, my nuggets are burnt! What the hell. There goes my lunch. Okay, back to the topic, Mid year is a killer. Yeah, it kills my sleep. It kills my shopping time. On the other hand, if I sacrifice those so-called precious time & get fabulous results, I will do so. Fairy godmother, I don't mind doing it now. 'Cause there's still 1 maths & 2 science papers to go. I don't dare to look into my report book. Maybe I will just ask someone to help check it out first before scaring myself to death by those red ink, underlining all subjects.
Oh poor thing. My nuggets. & me. Taking a bite, the characoal part taste eeeks yucks!
Went to Grandma's birthday dinner yesterday. I miss my nephew who's still in hospital. Anyway, happy birthday, Grandma. ;D
Tomorrow's Biology & Amaths. Probably my best subject -- Bio. Hopefully, the paper isn't that hard. The thing is, I've not started revising those twenty plus plus chapters.
The right words, I can't find..
Saturday, May 05, 2007 | 7:57 PM
Something's not right with my blogger setup. Those options seems so out of place. Oh whatever.
I dragged myself out of bed at 9.30am, having only 8 hours sleep. You might say, wow, 8 hours of sleep & still not enough? Nah, it's NEVER enough for me. Plus, I only have less than 6 hours of sleep every other school days. After Mid-year, it would then be a hibernation period for me. I can't wait forward to the shopping spree & hibernating all day. Okay, maybe and some commitment to studying too. I don't want to end up regretting at the end of the year & cry myself to sleep everyday next year.
Started mugging for History. AHHHHH!! Hitler, Neville Chamberlain, Winston Churchill, President Benes, General Tojo... So many characters involving in WWII. -.- I still have one and a half chapter to go. I guess, I have to burn the midnight oil tonight. Chuck chuck. Here comes the train.
Amaths tution at 1pm. Did Binomial Theorem. I can't believe I forgotten the formulas. Crap.
Oh shit, Damn. My nephew's in hospital now. Fuck. He just turned 1 year old last two weeks. The doctor suspects something stupid virus attacked his brain. He's having a high fever, with a lump on his head, & his white blood cells are multiplying. God, bless him. & Cousin (His mom), be strong.
Sense it all.
Friday, May 04, 2007 | 1:59 PM
I want to jump straight into my shopping suit & go on a spree now. Okay, just in another 4 more days; not now. ;(
Another paper done with lots of crap written. Seriously, no joke. I wrote every single Chemistry facts that I can relate to into those structured essay answers. In the end, I don't know how I could actually write 3 lines for a particular question & Bernice only wrote 1 line. Perhaps, her handwriting & mine's.
I feel like crying out loud. I felt like a failure. Wait. It should be, 'I am such a failure, all the time.' Yeah, I screwed up all my papers. Except English; Or maybe, English too.
Someone tell me what's the use of studying?
Hit the books. Kick it.
Thursday, May 03, 2007 | 12:01 PM
Doom. Nutcase. Screwed. There goes my Emaths paper 2. The paper was much more difficult than paper 1. & Albert Teoh said, paper 2 is easier. Yeah right, bloody hell. It's like so tedious. 2 hours & 30 minutes for 10 long long questions. & 3 of them need graph papers & plain paper. What the f***. Forget it la! I don't want to score a A for my maths. "%&*(%!^()_#$%&*("
Tomorrow's Chemistry. I've not started on revising yet. See, I'am screwed from head to toe.
Rehearsing a script i'm to learn that will help me move on..
What the hell. Chinese paper 2 was tough. Arghhhhhhh. I'am definitely getting a low B or C. I can't even understand the comprehensions. A sudden urge to scold the F word. I'am now doubting my own capablities of having HMT. Maybe I should had just given it up long ago.
I'am so screwed. I think I can't do well for my last Emaths paper 1. Albert Teoh's scaring us & telling us how little the passes are. & Tomorrow's Emaths paper 2. What am I still doing here? I should be studying & practising on my Transformations! The thing is, I lose my concentration & the mood to study.
What's the use of studying? I hate studying. I hate the sight of books. I hate parents for telling their kids that if they study hard, they will grow into someone useful down ten years. I hate myself for being in such a society where everything requires a certificate. If I'am in US or some European country, I might be able to carry guns, chewing a gum in my mouth & just shake to the music in some certain pub. I find it so hard to study in here, a country which practice meritocracy. The competition is just so intense, the stress is killing me. God, bless me. I don't want to break down in such a crucial time.
I'am so tired of standing in line. I died along time ago on the inside.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007 | 11:28 PM
Oh okay.
Can you hear me crying?
Tomorrow's Chinese paper. I'am dead worried. Hopefully, the paper isn't that hard. I don't want to score a B/C for my best subject. Frowns. ;(
Did nothing today except slacking & teaching Sister her bloody Algebra sums. Like wth. I can say, she's completely hopeless in her maths. Unless she work damn hard.
Alright. I need to prepare myself. God, let me at least get a high B3 for Chinese tomorrow. & I know, my compo's gonna pull me down. Arghhh.
In both of us, I find nothing in common.
CHRISTINA
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"Better now than I was before, but I still miss you"
& Isn't it obvious that I'am supporting & rooting for him? Omgosh, I'am still so traumatised. I can't get over the 'missing of today's preview'.
Had Physics SPA prac after Chinese intensive. It was kind of easy. Maybe, partly because Selva's lenient & helped us out.