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Monday, February 26, 2007 | 7:31 PM
CATCH YOUR EYE?
Seng Kang Secondary School students, LISTEN UP!
Support 4E1's class CIP now. It is beneficial for those pupils who need help in paying the expensive whooping O Levels fees. {Seriously, they cost a bomb!} Put yourself in their shoes! (:
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Look what our students have to say about our CIP:
Christina Choysays, "HEY! It's definitely worth it! You've got to try them. I pre-ordered 3 cookies for myself too!"




Okay, the comment part was SUPERlame, I know. Really, I don't want to see our CIP go down the drain & get screwed up on Wednesday, the first day of sales. Afterall, it's all our first deal of business. So, I'am going all out to advertise our cookies, chocolates & sweets.

Hmm, I've gotten back most of my CT results. It was OHHKAY. As expected, I flunked Chemistry. To my surprise, I've only failed by 2marks. Then, Biology. An A. YAY! Physics, 31/50. Lousy luh. Amaths, 35/40. Emaths, 28/40. English, the lousiest. Freaking disappointed. Flunked it too.

Gotta fly off to have my yummy, delicious dinner. ;D

;Loves, Christina



Saturday, February 24, 2007 | 12:46 PM
HELLOOOOO PEOPLE! ! ;D

Lol. Super high. & of course, dead tired.

Watched Ghostrider on Friday night with cousin, & Dad's cousin. The movie's nice filled with evil spirits. Haha. Especially, when all the evil spirits came out, I covered my eyes & grabbed Sista. Darn funny. & Then, went to FengShan there to eat supper. Reached home at around 12midnight,

Yesterday, had Amaths tution. It was okay la. I managed to do the Trigo Differentiation but, many careless mistakes. -.- Then, rushed off to Priscilla's house to meet them (Fangs, Januver & Zhoudao) for a swim. & I forgotten to bring Mandarin Oranges with me. So stupid. Went off for a swim at Hougang Swimming Complex at 5pm. It was fun. ;D Can you believe it? Fangs call herself MATURE. LOL. & we're all so childish. Lame la, fang. Hah!

Today, slacked for the whole morning just now. So freaking tired la. Have not even touched my homework yet. & there's Amaths test tomorrow. On Kinematics. So dead. Now, relatives @ my house.

Gotta fly off. OH man, I felt like going to lalaland. RAHS.

;Loves, Christina



Thursday, February 22, 2007 | 7:34 PM
Initially, I don't really know what I want for my future & which course to go when I graduate. I went, "Oh shucks" in class, couldn't concentrate in lessons. I only know I want to be a doctor, a job that has got to do with medical & diseases. Plus, I'am fretting over whether I should or should not drop my HMT. Because, I only scored an A2 for my normal Chinese. & that's bad, because it's not up to my own, parents & teacher's standards.

Then, Mum, my savior, the angel that had been helping me & ensuring that my choices are correct, gave me support. She analysed the situation that I was in. She knew I was afraid of Oral & she said, it's a risk going for Oral once again. Moreover, if I dropped HMT, I'll have to face much more stress than the others because I was once an HMT student, therefore, I've got to score an A1 no matter what. If I scored for a B3 in the June papers, I'll definitely be mocked at either behind my back or right into my face. Afterall, Mum knows what's best for me. ;D & then, I set my mind on not dropping HMT but instead, work harder for it though Miss Ong isn't too confident of us getting an A or so whatever. After dinner, went surfing the net & decided to check out the courses at various courses. Set my eyes on Cardiac Technology in SP 'cause, I will be attached to National Heart Centre. How cool. I might become an specialist doctor in this area in the future. If not, I'll choose Optometry in SP. 3rd Choice, Biomedical Science in TP. 4th Choice, Nursing course in NYP. 5th choice, Medical Technology in RP. 6th choice, Communication & Information Design in RP. Like wow, I've got soo many choices. LOL.

&& I think I'am not dropping Chemistry anymore. Worst comes to worst, I'll not take Chemistry O paper on the day itself. I still harbour a ray of hope in my Chemistry. Haha.

Okay, Gotta go! (:

;Loves, Christina



Monday, February 19, 2007 | 1:35 AM
没有你,空气突然间稀薄,时空总是变成慢动作。
走在街上,看到那双双对对的情侣时,我试都么羡慕他们。
每一样东西,事件都能让我联想到你。
只有你的笑容能让我心动。
当你笑容撞进心中, 心跳突然间定格。
你的每一句话都深深地刻在我心里,
当我们眼神交叉时,脸就自然而然地红得快要爆炸。
你让我情不自禁的爱上你,无可救药地喜欢你,无法自拔的付出。
我只想要让我这只冷冰冰的手牵着你那暖暖而大大的手。
渴望每晚在电话里听见你的甜言蜜语,每天早上能看到你的脸。
奢求能靠着你的肩膀,完完全全的依赖着,给我力量。
多么希望我只要在心里一直默念你的名字一万次,
这些小小的愿望就会实现,把你变成我的专署天使。
似一只被困的小鸟,永远都飞不出你的世界。
像隐形人,你永远都不会发现我在你身后默默地等待。
是个外星人,把自已伪装起来,单恋着你。
快变成一个残废了,永远都跟不上你的脚步。
最后,把自已搞得伤痕累累,骈体鳞伤。
眼看我们到了原点。但,原点却像是重点。
这是才发现,这份情早就难以挽回。
常常,坚强地用手背把眼角的眼泪给擦掉。
可是,它却像河水,流个不停。
自已安慰自已,告诉自已我们一定会有一天会像街上的小情侣。
可是,事实是残酷的,无法去改变。
虽然,现在我并没有勇气把心里面的话全告诉你,向你表明。
但若,有一天,我真的能鼓起勇气,你一定要认真地听。
因为,那都是我憋了好久的内心话。
{I don't think he knows how to read this piece. ;p}



Sunday, February 18, 2007 | 1:21 PM
OMGOSH, I love Chinese New Year! It's my FAVOURITE occassion la!
I get to munch on goodies, wear new clothes, get HONGBAOS & crap with my cousins.
Seriously, I love them. They brighten up my day with their so boy-ish acts. Haha. (:

Slept at 5am today morning & woke up at 8am. Ate breakfast, changed into my new outfit & went straight to my Great Grandma's house. (: I miss her so much. I've not been visiting her for the past year. & She was like saying infront of all my uncles, aunts, my grandma. "Pei, do you have a boyfriend? Better not, concentrate on studies, don't get distracted. It's your Os this year." (Translates to Cantonese) I winked at my Mum. She knows what I'am thinking. Haha. Then, Mum told them my Os Chinese results. Ok whatever. She's just trying to show off. But, afterall, it's only an A2. Not A1. Sat around & chatted with my cousins. Then went off to my Dad's aunt's house. It was so lively. I was playing like no body's business despite wearing my jumper skirt. Haha.

So, currently, I'am waiting for my 4th & 5th uncles who are coming over to visit their elder brother, my Dad. Then, I'am going over to my 5th uncle's house & then, to Marina South for the Chinese New Year celebrations.

;Loves, Christina



Saturday, February 17, 2007 | 8:26 AM
Happy Lunar Chinese New Year! (:
May all your wishes come true & succeed in everything that you guys do.

Well, went shopping just now with Fangs at Far East & Taka again. This time, she bought a skirt, & bag. & I bought, my heels cum pumps, apple necklace, & a ripples bag. (: I'am spurgling too much.

I can't wait for tomorrow. I mean, later in the day. So excited to wear my new clothes. WEE! ;p

;Loves, Christina
After ages, I'am still yearning for his touch.
Just a touch will do. I'am not asking for more than a touch.



Friday, February 16, 2007 | 11:54 PM
I hate having moodswings. Especially late in the night. For instance now.
I hate having his stupid idiotic image popping into my mind.
I hate having to miss him.
I hate having to think about small tiny winny details regarding him.
I hate myself for everything.

I'am getting tired of waiting. Totally drained out.
Tired of hearing all those rumors.
Tired of seeing those bunch of girls flocking around him.
I'am just like a corpse without a soul. Burying myself with piles & piles of homework & studying. I'am nothing but just a slave of the books.
I just want to blindfold my eyes & cover my ears.

Okay, had CNY celebrations in school. Congrats Jan, RY, Asyraf, & LY for getting 1st runner up for SengKang Idol. Desmond too. Then, rushed home to get changed & off to Far East with Fangs. Well, we only shopped the first three floors of the plaza. & our legs are aching. Plus, I was wearing my new pumps. Had blisters eventually. ;( So, I bought a shirt, & jumper cum shorts. Haha, another new jumper adding onto my collection of jumpers. Currently, I've got 2 jumper skirts & 1 jumper shorts. (: Planning to go back to Far East tomorrow to get a new pair of heels cum pumps, that heart necklace, a bag, & belt. Grins. WE LOVE SHOPPING!

CNY's reaching in another, drum rolls, 2days!

;Loves, Christina



Wednesday, February 14, 2007 | 6:29 PM
Good news comes first. ;D
  1. Gotten an A2 for O Level Chinese. 17 HMT students. 11 scored A1. 4 scored A2. & 2 scored B3. I was really glad that I din't get a B or something. & I broke into tears of joy when Miss Ong gave me the result slip. Miss Neo had to drag me away from the Hall, claiming that I'am just too overwhelmed. & I guess, I'am continuing with my HMT.
  2. Common Test's over! WEEE!! But, that doesn't mean Os are over.
  3. Scored 35/40 for Amaths test. Finally, I scored an A for Amaths because I did all my FYS & assesments.
  4. Happy Valentine's Day! Received a test tube with my name written from Priscilla, a FAKE/ARTIFICIAL rose from Munirah.
  5. Chinese New Year's arriving in another 4 more days!
  6. 4E1's announced having the best decoration out of all Sec 4 classes. Screams!
  7. Mum just came home with my rented DVD
Of course, disappointing news comes next.
  1. I think I screwed up my Chemistry & Emaths CT.
  2. What a lonely Valetine's Day. Why did people ever started celebrating this lonely occasion? Have they spare a thought for those singles like me?
  3. I've not bought my CNY clothes yet!!
  4. Munirah didn't get me a BIG REAL rose. ;(
  5. Tomorrow's Total Defence Day. Which means, I've got to wear Full-U.

Pictures Up! View Munirah's blog for more. (:

















Hmm, gotta get dressed & go down for dinner. Bye!
;Loves, Christina



Thursday, February 08, 2007 | 5:29 PM
I don't understand why people set targets for themselves but unable to achieve it. & Then, start blaming on others. For instance, Mr Teoh asked us to set targets for the class, for ourselves. Speak english at all times, put in effort in our homework, go for lessons on time, be polite to all teachers (including Selva), and most importantly, RESULTS. But, we aren't achieving those goals. We might have already written it down in our organiser (Because, Mr Teoh forced us to), but, it's like useless. No one's making the effort. The class doesn't seem to improve. Still as noisy as usual. With all the screamings & shoutings. All I want is to study in a best class. & now, we're not up to the standard. We're just like rotten apples. In short, just endure for another 8 months. In another 8 more months, everything's over. We need not stay in this bloody stupid school with every rule, every facility so stupid & cheapskate. Achieve the goals that we've set for ourselves. It's meant to be proven to the teachers & the whole school. It's not just for decoration in our organiser.

I regret for coming into this school. & If not for the subject, Biology, I wouldn't enter the best class & give myself pressure. If not for my ambition, I wouldn't put myself through all these scoldings. This school can never produce top scholors. So, if tomorrow, during O Levels release of results, Lincoln can get a 6 points, it's definitely a miracle.

Biology test was ok today. I've not done well enough. I should had spent more time yesterday night reading thru the TYS. & Physics lesson was crap, crap & crap. I was figuring out how ever did Selva got his belly so big? & i'am totally disguisted by his gay voice, his belly, his butt. Basically, his everything.

Oh how bad, Munirah dearie. How could you keep sucha big big secret away from me for 3 days?! But, I still love you. Heh. Let me remind you again, you've got to get a SPECIAL V.Day's present ok?

Release of O Levels Results tomorrow. Oh darn it. Oh shit. Oh shucks. Hopefully, I can at least get a A2 for my Chinese. I don't dare to wish for a A1, 'cause I know I won't. I was sick while doing the paper. So, what more can I expect?

Cross Country tomorrow. On duty for the 3rd year again.
Chemistry lesson tomorrow as well despite X-country. Faints.

;Loves, Christina



Tuesday, February 06, 2007 | 6:45 PM
歌曲:转身的时候
《深情密码》

看到你开心 快乐的时候
我的心就像是飞跃了古洞
静静的 看着你的脚步向前走
不让你看到最远的我

听到你哭泣 善良的时候
我的手就像是坚柔的嚎风
慢慢的 失去你的泪水让他走
不需留最近的我
为什么 就是想为你守侯
在你身边就够 用劲我都接受
每次当你转身的时候
我的泪在流 却是告诉自己
让你看到我笑容
每次当你转身的时候
我的心在痛
只能默默看着你
就消失在屋檐中

想触手进摸 播放你的梦
才明白应该要你该开口
静静的拥抱你的声音一分钟
就当是告别不舍
为什么 就是想为你守侯
在你身边就够 用劲我都接受
每次当你转身的时候
我的泪在流 却是告诉自己
让你看到我笑容
每次当你转身的时候
我的心在痛
只能默默看着你
就消失在我眼中

什么时候 开始
我忘了自己会不会爱愁
为什么明明该哭 却觉得很幸福
才感到你离去 最悲.
wo....


So afterall, I'am still not screwed. Mdm Wee dint really punish or reprimand us. She said something about, keeping classrooms clean, keep our own area/turf/boundary clean. Oh it's just a piece of crap. Hopefully, I dont have a record because of this offence.

Alright. Had Bio test early in the morning, for the very first period. Why am I always have my brain jammed up? Haiz, then Emaths. Seriously, I've somehow liked Mr Teoh's teachings now. He can teach Vectors well. Really. I'am starting to like Emaths again. And then, Chemistry. Electrolysis makes me go round & round. I don't quite understand that bloody table of reactivity thingy. Then, recess. This time, I never commit the stupid offence which I did on last Friday. I went down to have my lunch. History's next. Ava room key's missing. So, waited outside Ava for Miss Khalidah. While waiting, we played my favourite girlish game again --- Truth or Dare. Haha. Janice was forced to say 3 good things about QiKang. LOL! Then, it was Ruey Yi's turn. He chose Dare. & we dared him to say, 'I Love You' to Simone. But in the end, he chickened out. What a chicken! Miss Khalidah then took us to Haven for the next 30 minutes. I was having moodswings there because of what happened during recess. I'am not saying anything. Then, Amaths. Oh man, I was superduper sad during Amaths. Mr Pinto was like saying his comments about our test. I was disappointed with my bloody 16 marks. I wanted so badly to do well for both my Maths. I used to be strong in my Maths during Sec 1&2. But, look at what happened now? My Maths suck to the core. I'am like a total failure. I only began to love Amaths at the starting of this year because of a funny teacher like Mr Pinto. Haiz. Then, PC time. Well, we did our target setting again. I changed my target to 8 points for Os instead of the previous 7 points. Mdm Wee then came into the class & told us many theories. Before History SSP starts, I did something real stupid to Ruey Yi. Sorry RY. ;( I don't mean to. I thought that was your stomach but, it turned out differently. Opps! See, now my hands are dirty & I wanna cry out loud. Haha. During History SSP, we did a mini SBQ test. My answers are super short. Weird. I've never written my answers for SBQs so short before. After SSP, went to have lunch with Jiayi, Fang, Zhoudao (Alan) & Shaun-y (which sounds like horny. HAHA!) Met Sista & we went home together.

I love English because of Mrs Emily Cheng.
I love Amaths because of Mr Pinto.
I love Emaths because of Mr Albert Teoh.
I love Chemistry because of Miss Cheryl Ong.
I love Biology because of Mrs Quek.
I love HMT because of Miss Eileen Ong.
I love History & SS because of Mdm Sharifah.
I HATE Physics because of Mr Potato Selva.
See, the contrast. Heh.

There's Physics test on Electrostatic forces tomorrow. & Tutor's coming at 8pm to give extra Physics & Emaths tution. 'cause I don't understand Selva's theory. Jiayi says, wait for Miss Tan to come back. When is she gonna come back? When is Selva gotta get out of our classroom & stop interfering with our stuffs? How long will it take? How soon will it be?

Unit training tomorrow again. Hell.
I hate trainings. I hate trainings. I hate trainings. I hate trainings.

V-Day's in another 8days. I'am not counting down to a love-day. I'am just counting down to a love-less day where Munirah spends her day with Razin boyfriend, & without him for the 3rd year.
I got to blame myself for that actually. 'Cause I ain't confessing that I like him. Too bad then. That's my character. Though I've got the same horoscope as Sista, but I'am not so daring as her. She once confessed to a certain guy. LOL. ;p

;Loves, Christina



Monday, February 05, 2007 | 6:17 AM
I'am so screwed. Mr Teoh asked us to write a confession letter regarding the offence & he will keep it in a file. Oh man. Oh shucks. Seriously, I don't want to get a fair conduct because of this bloody stupid incident, which will ruin my future of being an ambitious doctor. & Tomorrow, Mdm Wee's talking to the whole class. Definitely, it will be another roaring session by the teacher.

Well, SS was the first period. Bored. Then, we had PE. Played frisbee again. Can we have a change of game? Frisbee is like so BORING. Then, English period. Library was cold. I was shivering, especially after our PE lesson when all our PE t-shirts are still so sweaty. Stinks! Recess time. The old system of having to line up in the parade ground, under the hot sun, after every recess resumed again. In my opinion, I think its really dumb. Like hello!? The sun at 12noon was so sorching hot! Thank god, Mr Teoh saved us from being roasted Berts. & I spent our Emaths period being reprimanded by Mr Teoh. I was standing thru'out the whole 2 periods because of the freaking incident which happened on last Friday. I guess, I was no longer the good girl in the teachers' opinions anymore. I think, they thought that I was a rebellious one. Haiz. Then, CME. Since, Mr Teoh spent 2 whole periods of scolding us, he replaced the CME period with Emaths. Oh well. Gotten back our Emaths Class Test 2 & I only scored a bloody 16/20. So freaking lousy. I wanted so much to scream! Then, Chemistry. But, Miss Ong wasn't in school. So, that Mr Selva, also known as Mr Potato took the period over. I can't stand him. He's always taking over other teachers' periods when they're not in school. & Then, I fell asleep in class. Oh whatever. I can always ask Clement about Physics. School officially ended for the Sec1s to Sec 3s. Pathetic Sec 4s have to stay back for Amaths SSP. In between, we had a 30minutes break. I was being so studious that I din't went down for lunch. & Then, Priscilla, Fang & Jiayi came up. We started playing Truth or Dare again because we got too tired of revising for Amaths. Of course, I chose Truth when it was my turn & told them about my first crush again. Haha. I would never want to play Dare like Jiayi who had to say 'I love you' to Mr Pinto & Mr Pinto pretended to puke. HAHA. Too bad Jiayi. Amaths test was horribly done. Rate of Change, Approximation & Small Change. I only scored a 16/30. Barely passed it. Mr Pinto was so disappointed with my test marks when I handed in my paper. He said, "Christina, what happened? Why like that?" & After lesson, I stayed back to ask Munirah on the Maxi & Min Point homework. Gotta work on it later. Then, we went down with Mr Pinto. & I was telling him how I studied for Amaths the previous day. He was talking crap. & said, "Christina, I know where's your problem. You over-studied Amaths!" LOL. Like real. There's nothing like over-studied. If I really did over-studied, I should had gotten a full mark, a distinction instead of a stupid almost-failing mark. Zhoudao & gang, including Gary asked me to tag along to RP & study together for Bio. I can't study Bio in a big group so, I came home.

Today's the 5th February. In another 9days, V-Day's here. I think, I need a big big tub of Ben and Jerry's icecream, a box of ferro rocher to gorge myself.

;Loves, Christina



Sunday, February 04, 2007 | 7:50 AM
为什么 你为什么 老是把空气全都吸光了
害得我 你害得我 在你面前呼吸急促需要叫救护车
别看我 先别看我 我的脸红就快要爆料了
没什么 哪有什么 我是绝对不会承认我喜欢你了

怎么办感觉甜又酸 偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲 你真讨厌不来帮我的忙
你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳
甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长
总有一天换你为我疯狂

为什么
你为什么 这样不讲理的就出现了
害得我 你害得我 连仅有的一点矜持优雅全都毁了
靠近我 别靠近我 到底离你多近比较好呢
完蛋了 我完蛋了 我整个人眼看就快不是我的了

怎么办感觉甜又酸 偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲 你真讨厌不来帮我的忙
你怎么可以这样笑容打败太阳
甚至比我还要更好看
我虽然无力抵挡但是日子还长
总有一天换你为我疯狂



遥望着你背影 有孤单太仓白
我多么想陪着你 走过人山人海
当天空变灰白 你的忧伤澎湃
我多么想走进你 紧锁的心海

我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天回过头看我
我的笑送给你 希望你快乐
你的难过都给我
关于你的一切我都好好收藏着

我一直都在你身后等待
等你有一天能感觉到我
就算我在你世界渺小像一颗尘埃
我也会给你我所有的过和热

我鼓起勇气呐喊
你要听得见
我不是你再孤单
要你拥抱 我给的温暖

Oh well, FDC. As expected, we lost. But, since I've got low expectations of our squad, I don't really feel that sad after all. Everything was fine until Syafiqah's boots dropped off. & everyone at the parade ground watching us was laughing off their asses. So idiotic. So, I gave a freaking fast timing as I was damn pissed & XianLi, the timer, wasnt giving timing too. I guess, my voice that time was so manly. Haha, I cant even believe that that's my voice. Then, our team finished the competition, went up to the hall. On the way up, Sab Ma'am told us we're not to shed a tear. But, Gayatri was crying. Seeing her cry, I cried too. (You know, I can be so emotional) Of course, I consoled her despite my own tears flowing down my cheeks. I turned & saw Sista crying too. & yeah, I was the one who consoled them again. Then, we saw Derek. I dont even dared to look at him. I wanted to disappear straight away from the hall. Kaiting & Priscilla ran towards me, & Kaiting was saying, "Christina! I saw you do wrong. Why like that?" I hugged Priscilla & almost cried again. I din't wanted to do the drills wrongly. I couldn't hear the commands clearly though I was right in the front rank. Not long after, my mood lightened up & I was running about looking for my friends. Haha. That fat pig, Alson. Oh my gosh. He's ONLY a SGT. LOL. We were like suaning him. Dustbin was so freaking noisy. & I reminded Jinghan again about my Nike birthday bag. Haha. & guess what?! I gave Farhan a big punch on his arm! I'am just so powerful. Then, it was the result time. Evergreen won 1st in NorthDistrict, Compassvale 2nd, & Nan Chiau 3rd. Like wth. All around SK area, then we never win. Totally lost face. After that, it was dismissal time. The whole hall was roaring with laughter & glowing faces. We went back to SK & got changed in YeeShan's house. & we 'celebrated' the ending of the competition in KFC. & then, home sweet home. & Mummy brought us to Hougang Mall & shopped. Lights off 11pm.

Woke up at 9am and got ready for tution. Clement asked me what's 18 divide 3. & I said, 9. He stared at me in disbelief. Then, I corrected myself & said, 6. I was soo sleepy. Then, at 1pm, I started on my homework. Boring boring boring. There's Amaths Differentiation test tomorrow. On rate of change, approx, & small change. Hopefully, I dont flunk it.

Oh, today's the Superstar's Finals! Go Daren! (:

;Loves, Christina



Friday, February 02, 2007 | 10:24 PM
I don't understand why people hate the word 'Fuck'.
I mean, since it's a vulgar word, then why people started to create this word & start using it?
& plus, it only means, sex. What's wrong with the word?
It's so normal to hear that word coming out from my mouth when I'am pissed off.
So, don't get too worked up or something.

Oh, Thursday FDC training was so sucky. I hate the trainings. My biggest regret is to join FDC this year. But, since tomorrow's the big day, & the competition, I might just hang on & do my best. & I blurted out the word 'fuck' s loudly. The most I get is, 100 pumpings which I can do just at one shot. I don't give it a freaking damn care.

Today was the stupidest day I've ever got. I think I stepped on dog faecs today morning when I came to school or else, I wouldn't be so unlucky. Gary was trying to smuggle PACKETS of food from the canteen back to the class when he got caught by Mdm Wee. Like wth. Then, Dalston rescued him with his bag by stuffing those packet food into it & ran up. Yenting then came up & asked those who ate the packet food to meet Mdm Wee. I was one of them who ate the packet food. But, I din't ask Gary to help me buy my share. I was sharing Melanie's fair. So, I went down as well since I've got Integrity & it won't be fair to those who instigated Gary to buy the food. & we went down together as a whole. We explained why we ate in class. The previous lesson ended late, we've got homework & dint have time to do them last night because we need to study for Biology Test. She said she wouldn't report us but, she wants us to do a week of duty, keeping the classroom clean. Well, I think she will definitely tell this to Albert Teoh. Oh whatever.

Tomorrow's the big day. Footdrill Competition. Anyway, I stil think that we're not going to make it to the district level. I don't see hope. Even if we're announced at the end of the first round, I will still cry also. 'Cause its like so unbelievable, amazing that we've proceeded to the next round & could compete among the national level. & I will be able to meet NDP & CampUnity friends. WEEEHAHAHA! I'am so looking forward to see them. What's so exciting? So exciting nananana. HAHA. I will take revenge on Farhan the big bullier. Hmph.

Tomorrow, I wil do my best even though I mentioned that joining FDC this year is my biggest regret. 'Cause I don't want to let myself live in regret.

;Loves, Christina



Thursday, February 01, 2007 | 12:29 AM
Ignorance is bliss.

The atmosphere's hollow, empty and unfamiliar.
With an awkward silence hanging there.
I stood there alone, at the T-junction, onthe verge of death.
Cars buzzing by, traffic light turned red to green.
Dark clouds covered the sky. Rain poured.


Everything's so screwed. My Amaths test on last Monday. Amazingly, I scored 14/30. I know, i flunked. But, I thought I would only get a single digit. Oh well. Afterall, it's only the 2nd Amaths test & it was a suprise test.
English essay test was totally crap. I wrote crap inside there. On that piece of paper. The title's "Write about a difficulty you faced and how you overcame it." I know, the essay's easy. But, I scribbled & scribbled. I cancelled & corrected it with my corretion tape all the time. No idea came out. I was thinking, why can't I just imagine? In the end, I wrote about something like, I broke up with my first crush, & I was so obessed with him til I committed sucide, friends encouraged me, blah blah. This isn't true ok?

My first crush was "Er, Haha." Oh, I love talking about him 'cause he's a great guy. Sense of humor, always acting as though hes a monkey with that hilarious expression on his face. Well, initally, we started off on rocky terms. Basically, he's my Primary 3&4 tution/day-care mate. So, when he first came, I detest that look on his face. I just don't know why, I don't want to go close to him. But slowly, I got to know him better & was over the heels for him. That time, we were still young and ignorant. We thought, as long as we stay together during day-care, its called boyfriend and girlfriend. The whole tution centre, including the teachers knew about us. How dumb & I can't stop laughing at myself now. Haha. We attended our tution mates' birthday parties & shared our money to buy them their presents. Then, he cracked a really stupid joke on a particular day in the month of October. He said, hes leaving Singapore for USA on 1st November (My birthday) because his dad's going there for business. My heart sank. The smile was wiped off from my face that moment I heard this news. For the rest of the month, he told me all stuffs about USA, the guns & blah blah. I couldn't help but nod my head, & keeping the discomfort within me. We even promised to email each other everyday. (Just to tell you, that year, I still don't know whats email. I was just pretending to know. LOL.) 31st October, that night, I cried all night. I cried myself to sleep. & I did badly for my Science EOY the next day and was down with fever. 1st November, after school, I dragged myself to the tution centre. I pushed open the heavy glass door & lay on the sofa. I heard a familiar voice. His voice. My eyes lit up. I sprang to my feet.
"I thought you're leaving? How come you're still here?"
"It's meant to be a joke," He said.
But, not long after, my dad decided to change my tution as I was moving house. On the last day of tution, I din't see him. Mom held my hand and I left reluctantly. From that day onwards, I've not seen him. It's been years.
He's the best thing I've ever got in my life. ;D

Anyway, Chinese spelling isn't screwed. I remembered it clearly.

& then, had Bio SSP all the way until 3.50pm. No Physics SSP as Miss Tan isn't in school. So, we started on our class decorating. Seriously, I think we did a great job 'cause we're able to finish everything in just 2hours or so. But, it's still so plain.

Rushed home & got started on my homework. Damn. I have no idea on how to start Amaths -- Rate of Change. Wth. Jon taught me before, but I forgot. Then, did Eng Summary, Physics worksheet. Looking at the Physics worksheet, I decided to give it a miss. Nah, I'am not doing it. It's Selva's homework. Oh yes, hes totally disguisting today. Haiz. He would be far better being a Bio teacher, specialising in chapter 21 of Biology textbook.
Studied for my Chinese test, & then, did my SS research & L5 response.

Hmm, I was thinking, what should I bring for tomorrow's Eng presentation. Emily Cheng wanted us to bring something dearest to us. & I have no idea.

我想轻轻对你说 绝不会忘记你 在我心中还有个角落 装着相爱的记忆
;Loves, Christina





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