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Friday, April 27, 2007 | 1:16 AM
Test had proven that because of too many websites showing, which led to my disconnection.

Alright, back to the topic.

Can you relate my Dad's incident with me using my own VERY laggy computer?
He reformatted my previous computer & then, I bid goodbye to all my documents. & because of the Firewall, plus I don't know how to inactivate it, I couldn't log into blogger to have my life typed into words.
& I have to apologise for not making efforts to blog. I've been busy & living a stupid hectic life as a Sec 4 student.

As I mentioned, today's the first MYE subject --- English. Well, just like all the majority in my class, I wrote the same topic for my essay. Revenge is sweet. My idea came when I first glanced through the paper & read the instructions. I'am gonna write on the Ah Kum's durian incident. That was my Sec 1 literature text. So I did. But time was running out. & my handwriting's so incorrigible. For situational writing, it was about the Principal closing down "my" CCA because it was the smallest among the other CCAs. & hopefully, I managed to fufill the task requirements.

Friday, it's pouring out there. We should be having RC training. But the thing is, the sec 4s had already stepped down last Friday. So yeah. A feeling of emptiness surge within me. & at the same time, it felt as though a huge stone had been lifted off. It just don't feel right down there. I mean, heart. HEART!

I was thinking, why is Mr Teoh always putting us down? Take today for instance. After we submitted all our scripts, he started saying, "I saw Januver's script & his handwriting is neat. Some of your handwriting are horrible. What impression will you give to the marker?" Hearing that, my mood went down. My handwriting isn't that bad. It's just that I'am in a rush & so, I wrote it much cursive that I usually do. If I had the chance & the time, I'll definitely write it neatly. & for goodness sake, it's EXAMINATIONS! You think there's time for us to write neatly? Oh, so whatever.



What the hell. This is the third time my internet connection disconnected.
So I'am gonna post a quick post before everything's gone.

You see, I'am currently using my own VERY laggy computer.
& Today's the first day of MYE. English Paper 1 and 2.
Quite easy I can say. & hopefully, I can grab myself a placing in the A band.

I'am saving this post first. Testing.



Monday, April 09, 2007 | 6:17 PM
Yes! The new 4E1 classroom rocks! ;D
Gawd. You can never imagine studying in the airconditioned room for like the whole day.
It's so bloody shiok. Envy?

Tomorrow's our Chem excursion. Okay, maybe I phrase it in a kiddie manner. Not really excursion. It's just a learning/field trip to Singapore Poly for some Chem courses or whatever.

Gotta fly & study. Groans. Frowns.


You asked if I fell, yes I've fallen deep.



Saturday, April 07, 2007 | 3:59 PM
Okay, another birthday girl tomorrow-- Suling. I missed out her birthday. Like gawd.

Revised on Area Under Curve & Kinematics during tution just now. & I've not started doing my homework.

Went to Buigs yesterday with JingFang. Impulse shopping. Wasted 15bucks on some bloody ugly & not fitting t-shirts. Darn.





I don't feel like blogging anymore.



Hey baby.



Thursday, April 05, 2007 | 9:40 PM
Like wow! I'am back to blogging again! Gawd, I miss having to type & run my fingers on the keyboard.

I'am getting kind of emotional everyday, during every lessons. I mean, I flared up at Jia Yi & Pei Jie. I'am going through this bloody stage of my life & I really hate myself for having such attitude. Save me. Everything's in a mess. My Dad's driving me crazy, the problems are going haywire, my results are dropping gradually. All I can do is to flood my mind with all those slow songs in my MP4, & reading lots & lots of storybooks.

Anyway, we moved down into our new classroom with the nicely fixed up airconditioner. Waited ages ago for this day. When I was Sec 1, I envied those Sec 4s for having an aircon classroom. & finally, I'am gonna be seated in the room & study. (:

I guess, there's quite alot April babies. Tomorrow, Carmen's bday (I think so); Saturday, Lizhu's, Angren's & Joanne's; Next Sat, Jason's. Who else? Let me know, & I'll add on to the list. ;p

I just felt like crying. I'am confused, & feeling screwy right now. To let go or continue holding on to a single ray of hope? I wanted so badly to heed friends' advices, but I just couldn't. PJ said, it's a waste of time. How can I possibly put down something which took me 2 years? If crying could wash away my sorrows, I don't mind crying a river.


My mind's foggy and the fear still remain stagment.



Sunday, April 01, 2007 | 12:27 AM
"Christina, You can write well but you can't read well." Mrs Cheng commented after I finish reading the paragraph that she pointed.
Gawd, this sentence had been repeating its meaning inside my head for like 3 days (Since Thursday, last English lesson). My own nervousness reflected on my poor performance. I mean, I can actually hear my own voice shaking when I was reading aloud.
It's only a read aloud to the whole class. What will happen if it's Os? Am I going to perform that badly? Nothing will help even though I score in my Paper 1 & 2.

Friday
School was okay. (Should be, I guess. ) Total hilarious during history. I questioned Ruey Yi some sensitive issues (Due to the Chapter 21-- Sexual Reproduction in Humans that we're currently studying on). Haha. Too sensitive to be blogged here. He'll get so embarrassed if the whole net knows. ;p Anyway, after school, it was training & then, CIP. During training, we simply slacked in Red Cross room. Afterall, the Sec 3s were incharge. Not us anymore. For CIP, we went to Red Cross Home for the Disabled. Oh gawd. I almost cried in there though it's my second time there. I mean, it's really pitiful for them to be like this. I made some friends there anyway. I fed William (He claims that to be his English name.) dinner. The nurses told us that, he's always the slowest in finishing his meals. But then, with me feeding him, he ate much faster! Yay! & He kept smiling at me while having his food swallowed. Another uncle-- Ah Peng. He super funny. I love his companion. I mean, he's such a joy without mentioning his disability. & guess what? We celebrated Pauline's birthday with her & Agnes! I remember the both of them. I saw them when I was visiting them in Sec 1. & Bee Lian, Renson. I saw Renson when I was Sec 1 too, with his parents. I went up to his bed & said hi. Initially, he ignored me. Then I was like, smiling at him. & he smiled back. ;D I was so glad that he smiled at me. You can never express that kind of feeling when he did that. It's just like a contented feeling. He's such a sweetie & I played with him. Yee Shan switched on the TV for him. Ah yes, I remembered something scary. There are also violent residents in there. One kept calling for his mother. He scratched Jia Hui. Poor darling Jia Hui. Another one was calling something, & I couldn't really make out what hes trying to imply. But by looking at his facial expression, I was scared stiff. After CIP, we went back to school & had our reflection written down on a piece of paper. I wrote the longest. Lol. I mean, I had too much to write. Too much emotions. & head for CP to have our dinner. Yong Xuan & sister had BK for dinner whereas me & Jiahui had Mosburger. Went & look around the Poh Kim VCD fair/sale. Jiahui bought the Full House vcd for collection. -.- So I lent it from her. We made a pact anyway. ;) I want to go for another meaningful yet fun CIP again! That's what I like about Red Cross --Serving one another. Help those in need. ;D

Saturday
Had Amaths tution today. I was in a total bad mood. Oh yes, anyway, there's another new girl in our class. She's also Christina. The thing is, Jon doesn't call me by my Christian name. He calls my chinese name. & I hate my chinese name though it has a hidden meaning (My mum once told me that meaning). It sounds so out-of-date. Went straight home & continued watching Full House. Thanks to Jiahui whom bought the vcds & lent it to me. I love you, PRETTAYE BABE. ;D

Started homeworking at 7pm. Did English, Chinese & Chemistry. Faints. Chemistry, I'am so gonna fail my Metals test. Darn it. I couldn't do those questions in FYS. Er, some though.

There's tution tomorrow with Clement. Gotta consult him on Metals.

Anyway, HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' DAY!


I’ll be holdin you right
This is the rhythm, we’ll
Be playin tonight
Don’t fade with the song
Cause you’re my endless Melody





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