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Tuesday, November 27, 2007 | 6:31 PM







Pictures explain all. ;D

But definitely, not those body aches that I receive.




Sunday, November 25, 2007 | 8:07 AM
Bang. After waiting for like 1 month, I'm finally going to Pasir Ris Park for rollerblading. Yes! Here I come!

I gotta get more albums. Just last week I bought Nicky Lee's. Let's see,
  1. Show Luo Zhi Xiang
  2. Xing Guang Bang
  3. Click Five
  4. FIR
  5. Jay Chou
  6. Guang Liang

See, how much it's gonna cost me. & Recently, I'm living only on bread crumbs. (LOOOL!)

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/189742ht.htm

Anyway, listen to this. It's a canto song by Lin Feng.

What a random post. I shall blog more tonight.




Wednesday, November 21, 2007 | 10:57 PM
Another shopping day. With Janice, Priscilla, Jiayi, YingShan, Ruey Yi & Ling Yan. This time round, I had at least 100bucks with me. & The weird thing is, we went all the way to Queensway Shopping Centre just to get some shoes. You know, those sneakers, or whatever you call it.

I'm so gonna get that Nike white bag & the pink sneakers. Yes. A total of 180bucks. Come'on. Money, PLEASE ROLL IN!



Never thought that I had to poke my nose into Red Cross affairs again after Os. I mean, now with that conflicts arising, the seniors had to do something. Afterall, we know how to handle & settle stuffs like this (Because, we once had this certain type of conflict too). But nevertheless, we're definitely not letting Red Cross to collapse. Especially, when we held posts last year & the determination to really let SKRCY shine. Then again, the cadets must of course, work together with us, & were willing to change that darn attitude of theirs.

Seems like quite a handful are either going overseas or working. & I'm doing neither both. Ain't working, Ain't flying off. Sometimes, I had the sudden very urge to flip open my ten year series and finish them up. I mean, I miss my very hectic schedule. Days which consists of only school from 8am to 5pm. & home to complete homework. At least, back then, I don't need to make big decisions like, what am I going to do after Os, where am I going, where's my 'light'? I don't like making big decisions. So, I tend to run away from them, or don't even wish to bother about it. Take the Volunteer Instructor Programme as an example. I know its fun & everything but I have to commit myself after joining the big family. So, I just totally give it a miss because I don't like making myself make a clear decision. & I don't know which direction I wanna go. So, just let's forget it.

Happy-Go-lucky? Perhaps.

Hopefully Kaiting's enjoying her trip at Japan. & Yenting at Taiwan.



Tuesday, November 20, 2007 | 10:45 PM
My burnt-like-charcoal tuna pie.

Wow Shiok. I just chatted online with Ah Yen. I MISS HER SO BADLY.
It's like normally the 6 of us would go out often (Fang, Pris, PJ, JY, Yen, & me), & then all of a sudden, she's off to Taiwan for her holiday. & We went out without her. The whole feeling's so weird. Alright, I know, PJ seldom go out with us (She likes cooping herself at home, you see. Lol.). For example, Zhoudao's birthday she wasn't here, dint go swimming with us & stuff. Oh yen ah, yen ah, I wish you were here. Then, we can at least go shopping. We are the shopping queens & we loveeeeee shopping. So, hopefully, she's gonna be online tomorrow. & I'm gonna get girlfriends to be online at around this time. She's gonna get me my le-tea melon~ The one that 棒棒堂 advertised.

Oh yes, gotten a burden off my shoulder now. Submitted my PAE registration.
1st choice: MJC Science
2nd choice: TPJC Science
3rd choice: NYJC Science
4th choice: SRJC Science
5th choice: Catholic JC Science
6th choice: MJC Arts
7th choice: SAJC Arts
8th choice: TPJC Arts
9th choice: NYJC Arts
10th choice: SRJC Arts
11th choice: Catholic JC Arts
12th choice: NIL

It doesn't matter which JC I go, as long as I have what it takes to become a doctor. Just that I go into science stream. Not that arts isn't good, but if I were to go into that stream, I would that General Studies in Chinese as H1, & History as H2. History as H2?! Am I crazy or am I dumb? I bet it's damn tough. So, I would rather take STJC Science. Afterall, it's only for 1 month. If for that 1 month, I'm in MJC, & after that, I'm still accepted in MJ, DEFINITELY, I would stay in there. If for that 1 month, I'm in SRJC, no matter what my results were, I would not stay in there. I mean, I would rather go for a better poly course. So yeah, thats my rationale.

Ciao people! Off to watch my Coffee Prince NO. 1 (A Korean Drama)



19th November 2007 Swimming Trip



18th November 2007 Zhoudao's Birthday

The Birthday Boy Giraffe becoming human?! EVOLUTION! I CAN FINISH 1 CORN IN 30 SEC! (Kidding) She happily eating her prawn. Me sorrowfully peeling the prawn shell for her.
THE CRAB'S DEAD! OVERTURNED!
Let's dig in!
OH LOOK AT THAT AFRICAN LIPS!
One legged crab VS 'yoz-whatsup' crab



A 18 year old guy trapped in a 13 year old mind. How pathetic. HAPPY BIRTHDAY.



Monday, November 19, 2007 | 12:32 AM
The camouflaged emotions
Lead to pain and silent cries.
And yet I just can't tell you

When I look into your eyes
I try to forget these feelings
And hide it all from you
But now it’s over whelming
And do not know what to do

I’m happy with the friend ship
But it’s your hand I cannot hold
Or kiss your face so gentle
Or warm you when you’re cold

It’s your words that bring me peace
They make me I feel like I belong
I hope that I’m the one you sing to
But to say this would be wrong

You have said we’re just too perfect
And perfection never lasts
I wish I could find the courage
To ask you for a chance

That day will never come
And I will keep it all inside
And you will never know
What I see behind your eyes

http://www.lovelandia.com/authors/daddyslildefect.htm

Went out to Vivo with Jiayi, Ling Yan & Ruey Yi. Walked almost the whole of Vivocity. Er well, I guess so? Afterall, I've only been there once. I mean, including today, it's twice. & I'm not the only one who has only been there twice. You see, Vivocity can be said the largest shopping center, I suppose? So, most probably, many Singaporeans must have been there at least thrice or and above. But then, look again, these 4 teens have only been there twice or maybe this is the first time. Lol. And And, I'am totally amazed at the whole scenery there. You know, the sea view, the cable cars, & blah. Nah, I'am not totally a FN (which stands for Fucking Nerd). Well, thanks 4E1 for coming up with that nickname?

Oh yes, we popped by Aldo and said a Hi to Meiting.

Then, hopped on the MRT, went back to Tampines again & met the rest there--Pris, Zhoudao, Janice, Gary. Initially, we intended to have Sakae Sushi at Compass Point. However, since most people don't really wanna have sushi for dinner, we decided to have Seoul Garden instead. So, we went there and checked out the price. Well, 20.99++. Still acceptable. Then, the guy at the cashier needed us to pay first & the 'bill' was like 204bucks? Damn? Just 8 people! Might as well rob the bank right? LOL. Then, had a hard time struggling whether we should switch back to Sakae Sushi or go to either Kallang or Buigs for a cheaper steamboat choice. Without knowing it, we walked back to the MRT station & went to Kallang. Ah, the horrible part came. Kallang. Geylang. Both had -lang at the back of the spelling. So both places are some how related. Damn, we were brought to some place for that steamboat. That whole experience wasn't great. I mean, throughout the whole dinner, there were either blackouts or guys oogling and staring at us girls. We girls were all sitted inside, near the wall, & with all 4 guys protecting us by sitting at the walking aisle. Moreover, those guys were happily indulging in their drinking. Thats totally so.. YUCKS. Although I'm normally not the main target for oogling (Always), but that way of staring irks me. So we quickly finished our food & zoomed out of the 'restaurant'. Poor thing la Jiayi, she was wearing somehow-you-can-call-it-a-lowcut-top & a skirt. Aiyah, 我们没有行情的啦!Haha. Damn scary. & While walking back to Kallang MRT station, we had each guy in between each of we girls. I mean, like, 1st Zhoudao, 2nd Me, 3rd Ling yan, 4th Janice & forth on.

Wow, what a close shave (From being molested & whatever situation). I swear never to go there again. Er wait, why am I gonna be there? Dumb.

So anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHOUDAO!
MY BEST HOMEWORK SEEKER. Lol. You see, I'll at least call him once everyday at around 8pm to ask him about homework & tests. I guess, there isn't anymore next time. & Well, I call Priscilla everyday too. Ass, I know what you guys are thinking. I ain't stupid.

Alright. I'm totally shagged. Drained out. Oxygen debt incurred in my heels.

Tormented & Torn apart.



Thursday, November 15, 2007 | 10:41 PM
Watching the Channel 8 9pm show reflects my current family situation. Minus the family abuse part. If I'm the little girl inside that show, I will definitely not call him Daddy. Instead, what a jerk. 'Letting his wife and children see only his fruits of success'. What crap shit is that. If his career wasn't doing well, then its okay. Why vent his anger and frustrations on his children and wife? At least if he's a good father, everything's fine. Children will still regard him as their most noble father. & Wife will still be standing at the frontline with him.

Only a coward vents his anger and frustrations on his children and wife.

& I'am referring to my father. He comes home everyday with that fucking charcoal black face. Snatches my computer & start mapling. Like as if he's got no life. Man! Then, he starts slamming stuffs. Especially during the Os period. That period of time, I couldn't give a damn. He's trying to get me off the good results, yet I will not let him to. Dream on, bloody fucker. I will prove you wrong & show that I'll give my mother a better life. She will live a better life than you do. Because, she has me and sister. But you? Pathetic asshole, you have nothing but yourself & your worthless pride.

Stop telling me hes my father. I know hes my father. Nothing can change that fact.
& I'am getting tired of hearing those. I don't need any more reminders. I hear it from Mum, I hear it from friends, I hear it from everyone I know. I'm beginning to hate that sentence.
I've already hate myself for having his blood in me. I hate his DNA cells in me. I detest myself having the same temper as him. I hate myself for once having his buck teeth. I look down on myself sometimes.

I kept telling myself to be strong, for the sake of Mum and Sister. I know I have to. Because we supported each other. All the responsibilities now falls on me. I want Sister to do better in her life than I do. I want Mum to live her life just like her other fellow friends-- Going shopping & have tea. So, I guess, I will be going for JC. Not Poly any more. I'm not gonna waste any moment. Or money for that extra particular year.
I'll work every sweat out of me.
& My heart will go on.

He's not even fit to be our father, her husband, the sole breadwinner. From today onwards, I'll bear all responsibilites for my Mum & Sister. Not you anymore.

How I wish I could change my surname. No longer Christina Choy. I shall take my Mum's surname. What about Christina Tan? Sounds better to me.


I'll get to the end of the tunnel, where that ray of light exists.



Monday, November 12, 2007 | 12:11 AM
Am wide awake now though the clock's hitting 12am soon. To be precise, in another 8 minutes.
So, what am I doing online at such time? Yeah, I should be knocking my head & weaving dreams for tomorrow's papers.
But I guess, I should be always there for sister. Especially now that she's waiting for her results to be released. You see, the sec 3 class allocations or whatever you call it.

She's frigging worried that she wouldn't get into her desired class-- POA class. I suppose I know why she chose that class. I mean, she's not really those math prodigy, so she wouldn't definitely opt for an Amath class. That leaves with so limited choices.

Well, thinking back, 2 years ago. I probably must have experienced what she's going through now. But perhaps, not that overwhelming. Because, at least I got into the top 10 of the whole cohort that time & that question wouldn't pop into my head. Let's not talk about now. At present situation, I think I stand at the bottom line. Sometimes, I wonder if I regretted entering the Triple Science class. Yes I do, because I think I would do even much better than now in Combined Science. & There wouldn't be so much of a competition. But then come back to the subject, so yeah. Winks.

Damn that litespeed. We waited for the results till 12am & now it bloody dint post up the results. How fucking damn it. Oh, I'm not that pissed off anyway, afterall, I get to use the computer now. I'm just scolding & venting frustrations on the behalf of my sister. Lol.

Tomorrow's Physics & Chem MCQ, Paper 1. Well, wish me the best of luck, alright? 'Cause I'm v v v v v weak in that aspect. If it's open-ended, I'm still not that bad. So, I'm currently frigging nervous for no reason.
& of course, sister you'll definitely get into POA class. Fret no more! Have a good night & enjoy your day tomorrow at Sentosa. OHHHH MAN! CAN I GO WITH YOU TOO?

We're just a key away.



Saturday, November 10, 2007 | 6:52 PM



New stuffs added to my Hello Kitty collection again. ;D A jellewery box and a mug.
Went to Isetan Katong at Parkway Parade for the 1st Sanrio Counter Anniversary today.
I love shoppinggggggg! Especially for HK stuffs.
Way to go! Just another 3 days till the whole O levels end. Yeaha!
But, AHHHH! I've only started on Chemistry revision. I mean, I've finished it.
False sense of hope



Thursday, November 08, 2007 | 10:06 PM

I'am sooooooo engrossed with my Tamagotchi.
Oh, let me tell you how fun it can be. However, it can be as irritating as a pest too.
Dustbin said, 'It isn't a pet. It's a PEST.'
But then again, you can compete with others. Like what I did today during my bus ride home from TM. The guy sitting somehow beside me was playing chess in his laptop, & I was childish-ly meddling with my XT!. (Thats his name FYI) I guess everyone's laughing at my stupidity. Lol.

I shall watch the Game Plan & Stardust since that quite some people are recommending both movies. Let me see, I think I've not stepped into the theatre for like 3 months. Oh gosh, can someone tell me how to get into the theatre? (Sorry, I was just exaggerating.)


So, did I mention that I've changed my phone to Sony Ericsson W880i? If not, why would I even have such many clear images posted in my blog? Yay~ Finally, I could enjoy the overwhelming sense of 'achievement' of uploading those pictures. Uhm, why achievement? (Pondering hard)

Oh yes, see that guitar? It has been placed so long aside, at a corner where it can seldom be seen. What a waste, such a acoustic guitar. I guess, I'am learning it all over again now that I've even forgotten the basics like the plucking & the strumming. Perhaps, I'm not that musically talented.

Shoppinggggg~ Soon to come. Yes! Topshop! Forever 21! Vivocity! FarEast! Buigs!

Just another 5 days to real freedom. I felt as though I'am a bird caged inside.




Tuesday, November 06, 2007 | 9:52 PM
THIS IS SO HAPPENING~!

Wow, had a so-called belated birthday celebration at my house. Together with Yina as well. Cause her birthday was just two days away from mine. So, on the behalf that she's my sweetheart, we celebrated together.

Jiayi, Fang and Yen was so motherly. LOL. While we were having steamboat, JY & Fang kept throwing in food & scooped them up for us. While we cut the cake, Yen served us. Haha.

&& this is hilarious. JIAYI FELL DOWN FROM MY ROLLER CHAIR. ROFL. She claimed that the chair was not moving, and she tried to move it by pushing herself infront. & POM. We looked up from the mahjong table, & laughed like crazy. Plus, her face was as red as an apple that time. LOL. Oh no, I couldn't stop laughing to myself. HAHAHAHAHA.
So, JIAYI, We aren't mean. We're just couldn't help ourselves.

So, pictures up!

Alright. It was supposingly to be only starring the both 'stars' of today. But, Janice & Fang stole the limelight. This time, it was meant to 'crop' Janice, Jiayi & Fang away. But Pris came into the picture. Oh, the universal language. 'What the fuck'. Look at mine and Janice's one. LOL. (Zoom in if you cant really notice)
Because, Yen's hand shook while she was laughing.A big thank you, girlfriends. I never once had such a meaningful birthday. Really, I was super touched. But still, I din't express it well enough. So, here it is. In my blog. The truest, deepest thoughts & of course, my most sincere thank you.



Without you girls, I don't know how I could make it through this tough period. You know, the studying for Os & etc. At least, now, we made it through together.

& Not forgetting PJ, whom din't turn up today. The cake was fabulous! 'Happy Birthday Rabbit' Such a unforgettable cute caption, which would remain forever etched in my mind.

This hopefully wouldn't be the last gathering for us. Let us still stay in touch after we part. ;D



Then, we went to Tampines Mall some window-shopping. & We had a whale of time at the Toy R Us & Times Bookshop.

Can you spot me pointing the middle finger at my Little Miss Magic? LOL.

Sometimes, pictures speak louder than words.

Alright, what a long post. Time to watch my Goong S! & chatting with Sweetheart. ;D




Friday, November 02, 2007 | 2:10 PM
Just two more papers to go & three more MCQs papers next next week.
I cant wait for the end of Os.

Here's the list of items I'm gonna do after Monday:
  1. Celebrate very-belated birthday with girlfriends.
  2. THROW ALL MY BOOKS ASIDE & PACK MY WHOLE ROOM!
  3. Skating in ECP with Jingkai & Jason.
  4. Soul Garden meal with that dustbin, Jingkai. (Imagine what will happen if both big-eaters like us goes there.)
  5. Go Kbox with Pris & RY.
  6. Ice-skating
  7. Shopping!
  8. Go Jonathan's house & watch all those movies in his computer.
  9. Play Mahjong.
  10. Get a job.
  11. Change image. LOL. The good old goody girl's gonna disappear. Here comes the bad girl.

Alright, But way before those, get started on SocialStudies & Bio! So, I'am halfway through Bio. & for SS as well.

!!!!!!!!!!!!

Listen to me when I say I love you.




Thursday, November 01, 2007 | 9:52 AM
1st November.

It seems like another ordinary day in the calender, but it's the day when I gets to grow up by a year.

It has always been the day I yearn for.



& the very first 'present' I received was a stupid sentence from my fucking father. He 'gave' me that super crude sentence in canto. That particular sentence that made me vow even solemly that I will provide my mum a better life next time when I have the ability. & I will also make sure that my future marriage will not end up like my mum's. Though she wasn't being physically abused, but it can be said as emotional abuse. I hate myself for having his blood in me. I wish I never had any one of his DNA cells in me. Wait till I'am 21, & see what I'll do. So here it is, my birthday wish: I wish that I could grow up 10 times faster, so that I can quickly get my mum out of misery & kick him OUT of my entire life from then on.

You'll never know how much I fucking hell hate him.





At least, God has been kind to me. Giving me such a father, but at the same time, gave such great friends to celebrate with. Okay, maybe not celebrating now, cause it's still someway in between Os. But, there's something called the technology. So, once the clock strikes 12, my MSN & phone had been ringing. Really, a very big Thank You. If not for you guys, I would wonder if I, Christina Choy, ever existed in this world, such insignificant. No need for presents, just a 'Happy Birthday' from you guys will be the best present I receive this year. (Now that, my birthday is ruined by some fellow) Oh yes, not forgetting, Qi Kang & Jun An. Wow, I had known both of them since primary school. How long. But, it's only these few years that I know I had the same birthday as you guys. Lol. So, 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY!'



Perhaps, I should sing myself a birthday song. In case, no one sings it for me.



Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to Christina,

Happy Birthday to you.





CHRISTINA

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