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Thursday, February 28, 2008 | 5:06 PM
I ask myself, where's my motivation to go to school everyday now.
I guess, the answer would be Rui Shan. She told me never to give up, & work hard for As so that we'll meet all the S302ers in University. We're like depending on each other. Thank god for letting me have her as my friend, for all the encouragements and motivation she gives. Everyday would seemed like any other fine days with her around, because at least I know, I'm not the only MJ reject there. And I still feel the S302 spirit in me.



Well, just got to know that Callisto came in 1st for Orientation 2! Well done OGLs! Well done Firdaus! Well done House Comm! (Though I'm quite sad/devastated/depressed that I wasn't there to witness such scene. I should had!)
& Here's for the S302ers, no matter where/which house/class you go, just remember to stay in contact. We'll always live the Callisto & S302 spirit up ok! & You guys wanna have a gathering this Sat or Sun? Leave a comment & please spread the message around!
Best Friends Forever And Ever.


I have to say, I still dislike TPJC in some areas.
  1. Because the facilities were superrrrr old. For example, during Chemistry lecture today, some teachers spoilt the screen & spent like 15 minutes working on it. Unproductive, because everyone ended up not listening to the lecture as we couldn't see what's written on the whiteboard.
  2. I have to get all over again in there. Like, I heard most people in my class wanna be some dumb Councillors whcih means, they're fighting over some position with me. Oh what the hell.
  3. The food there is either yucky or the portion is just too little. As you know, for a big eater like me, it's not even filling!
  4. The Photocopying shop auntie has some kind of AP. Ah, damn you. If not for my dearest lecture notes, I wouldn't even step into your territory.
  5. The teachers there are weird. Except for Math?
  6. I have to print powerpoint slides from the tpjc.net everday. I just bought the ink three days ago & now, the ink bloody ran out. Darn it. I still have to go over to East Point to get the ink later.

Okay, Er, I guess if I have to go on, you'll probably end up like me- havign some bad impression of TPJC. But whatever it is, I'm stuck there for 2 years & I have to like it no matter what. So I'm trying to convince myself I like it there. Like, I've made pretty good friends there. Let me name some. (Well, mostly are MJ Rejects. Lol!) Elizabeth, Ron, Emerlyn, Ignatius, Bryan Kim Chin Dee, Gabriel, Willie, Yong Ping, Joel, Munirah, & Rui Shan. & Yes..... I have to say, Simone.

Bye people!

It's never the end.




Monday, February 25, 2008 | 4:36 PM
I'm hating every moment of my life now. I hate the way I take things too hard. I hate myself for being unable to let go of things easily.

Everytime I see a MJC reject from TPJC got back into MJ, I would start tearing. & I'm affecting almost everyone around me. Ric got in, Wong Yi got in, Song Yun got in. ALL except me!

Tell me how am I supposed to 'digest' the news?! They got the same RAW score as me! & They could just got right back into MJ. They're ENJOYING their time at O2. & What am I doing right here?! FRETTING OVER MY DARN FUCKING CHEMISTRY HOMEWORK. & REGRETTING NOT GETTING 13 POINTS; BANGING MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL, TRYING TO CONVINCE MYSELF I AIN'T STUPID AT ALL FOR SCORING A DAMN FREAKING PATHETIC 14 POINTS FOR OS.




SHITTY DAMN PAE. If not for PAE, everything would just stay the same. Or should I say, I should had just kept a low-profile so that I could part with MJC. Maybe, our class shouldn't had become so bonded to each other, so I wouldn't MISS them terribly. & Worse of all, I became greedy & want to be there for him.

& Especially, when Kevan told me something yesterday, my heart sank all the way down. Deep down. 'Cause that was what I wanted in MJC.
But wanting something doesn't mean you can have it. It just mean something you desire, but you can't reach for it.



Sunday, February 24, 2008 | 12:35 AM
This post is dedicated to Christina:
Quite shocked/disappointed/sad/depressed when i heard the news that you are not going to be in mjc anymore. well, basically i lost an animated friend, who is like a noise box keep talking non stop, a good friend to bicker with. I seriously dont mind you stealing my connection away using ur blue tooth. although doing chemistry with u was quite unproductive, but the joy in it is undescribable. within just 1 month, you had already shown ur unglam actions and your not so girlgirl side. accompany me to buy my new year clothes until late at night with ur iMeridian shirt in orchard. I really miss you friend. Although i know i can see you whenever i want because u stay at the same block as me, i still want to tell you that u are greatly missed. );
it's not the end. right?

Vincent, you suck. Because, you made me cry the second time.
I din't quite believe Shi Wee when he told me you dedicated a post for me. But, yeah I will miss you terribly, good friend.


I should start learning to adapt to the new environment. But yet, I'm finding it super hard.



Wednesday, February 20, 2008 | 8:51 PM
"christina the christinabeh/XXXtina/CG rep
zhiyin the tai ma of mine/loves green alot alot
pris the random qn-ing of "have u ever feel like breaking down"/psychopris
camalyn the camel/profficient s language speaker/YAYA club
ruishan the one with very gd stamina
jodie the one who got sore throat so bad she cldnt talk at all
grace the one with contagious n hysterical laughters
yus the water bottle
dhivyaa, the super pretty gal
mumtaz the maths rep who owns a tkgs doll
humairah the future film maker
yi teng thevery smart n hardworking one
andy the bo liao one
chengjun the CJ7/ah beng
eng swee the very gay/sissy ah gong of mine/loves pink like crazy
shiva the vice CG n take bus home with me.
each n everyone holds a special memory.bonds r nv built overnight
i just hope that Xtina & ruishan appeal successfully
n may all of us continue to be in e same class.=)"
From Eleen's blog



So touched.



& Kope-d this from Yusneeta's blog.




Touched, X2. Tears rolling down.

"Oh and im sure gonna miss my current class!!!08S302!!!I think we rock man.I will miss Christina-beh, Cg rep, my shitting partnerI will miss Eleen, my great grand daughter.I will miss CJ 7, Ah beng and his stupid actions.I will miss Pinky, my ah boy!I will miss Camel who lives in Sahara Desert.I will miss Dvidyaa, the hot and pretty babe.I will miss Yusneeta,vater bottle.I will miss Priscilla and her singing!I will miss Grace and her laughter.damm cute one. HOW AH?I will miss Shiva, christina's scandali will miss Jodie my fellow secret admirer of jie yangI will miss Rui Shan,the run very fast oneI will miss Mumtaz, the maths repI will miss Humairah, the photographerI will miss Andy and his signature pose.I will miss Yi Teng,the smart girlI will also miss being the great grand mother of the class!Never had i been so old." From Zhi Yin's blog.

Thanks for making a large impact on my life. & I'm super glad I did leave an impression in all of your hearts. ;D




Tuesday, February 19, 2008 | 12:16 AM
Stop crying like a baby, you idiot Christina!
But I CAN'T HELP IT!

First time in my whole life not getting something I want. Well not really, I remember P6, when I wanted Dunman Sec, but I couldn't make it. So, I chose Seng Kang - 2nd Choice. (Which is super dumb) But again, at least 2nd choice isn't that bad. Then, now history repeats iteself again. I aimed for MJ since Sec 1 & have been working towards that for 4 years. & then, a single cerificate or results tell me I couldn't enter MJC. Or should I say, some stupid darn bloody MJC portal shows the list. & My name's not inside.

I hate leaving MJC. If I knew, I wouldn't have at least join PAE. Or even get romantically involved. Darn it. Oh & thank you, Grandpa Eng Swee for scolding me the F word. It kind of woke me up. Thank you Dustbin with all your big big ideas. Thanks Jodie for scolding Eng Swee too. Thank you Yaoting, Doreen, & not forgetting, my good good good friend for 4 years - Priscilla. Look at the previous post comments & you'll know. Okay, & yes, I have to thank Kevan too. Though he says something like, "The Pei Pei I know is si bei guai lan, very fierce. Sad is not in her dictionary." & at that moment, I felt like slapping him again. Lol! But yeah, it kind of cheered me up.

I guess, I have to appeal in already. But, I don't know through what. Mr Lim, you wanna write a recommendation letter for me? Or shall I get the CT to do so? Lol. Oh yes, Grandpa Eng Swee was telling me I have to write down a list of stuffs to do tomorrow. Like testimonials, & report book. I shall do it right now. ;D

Zoom!



Sunday, February 17, 2008 | 8:58 PM
Another 12 hours, I have to be in school. I never once dreaded going to school ever since I started out in MJC. Because, a special bunch of people always, & never fail to brighten up my day. That's without say, 08S302.

I know, we have to part eventually. Be it whether Mumtaz or Zhiyin leaving for better JC, or Shiva changing his subject combination, or Dhivyaa have to leave us 'cause of her unexpected results. I just pray very hard that we'll stay together no matter what happens.

Hereby, I dedicate every part of this blog entry to everyone that belongs to 08S302.

The class would never be quiet with me around. Because, I would either be bickering with Shiva or squabbling with Andy. So, if I really disrupts the class during lessons, I wanna say sorry.

Jodie. Rui Shan. Camalyn. Grace. Yusneeta. Dhivyaa. Yi Teng. Priscilla. Christina. Eleen. Zhi Yin. Mumtaz. Humairah. Andy. Eng Swee. Cheng Jun. Shiva. A class of 17 wholesome. ;D



Friday, February 15, 2008 | 12:20 AM
I'm loving it! This year's Valentine's Day was superduper fun! It's so super happening & rocking the whole school. Spending V day at the tertiery level was soooo different from secondary level.

This season of love. ;D


Receive lots & lots of goodies. Wow, it can lasts me a lifetime long. (Hahahah! Was just exaggerating it) There were sweets, brownies, chocolates, & practically everything. Even lollipops from Engswee & Andy!
Not only that, today's Friendship Day too. This reminds me of the Angel & Mortal game we played. Yes, now I can reveal who's my Mortal- Zheng Hui. Oooh my god, Priscilla says we look quite alike. Lol. He gave me super expensive chocolates can? But I just gave him pathetic self-made chocolate. & I know who's my Angel. Haha, I guessed it correctly right from the start of the game. ;D But anyway, he's quite a thoughtful angel.
& Not forgetting, the huge commotion between the TKSS guy & girl. There was some kind of Proposal. Lol! Super hilarious. Yet, sweet & romantic. I guess the girl's gonna love the bouquet of flowers which costs about 70bucks.


Then, went home & met up with Yh. Intended to watch P.S I love you. We went to three different places but everywhere was either full-house or we had to sit separately. So, we tried Juno, but it's all the same too. Quite saddened. & We had no choice but to watch The Diving Bells & the Butterflies which he wanted to watch very badly. Ah, I wasn't being a very good audience. I fell asleep halfway. It wasn't really my type of movie & I'm sorry, I can't appreciate French movies. Plus, there was nudity. It wasn't really our intention to watch the nude parts, we din't know it beforehand. So, yeah, I saw the guy's 'ahem' when Yh din't notice. & Both of us saw the girl's upper part. It was super embarrassing, & we were laughing al the while outside the theatre. We wanted to get keychains (My favourite, the teddy bear one?) but his phone couldn't hang it. So, let's forget it. I shall get one myself the next time. & We went to find Calvin Poh outside the air-conditioned building (I was shivering cold too). Next, we went to get ice-creams from Bens & Jerrys. Wow, nice nice. I love the Cherry Narcia. Yummy. ;D Try it the next time round. Then, we caught the train back home & he sent me home. So, I reached home around 11pm.

I shall post the Vday photos up someday. ;D

Would you be my valentine?



Tuesday, February 12, 2008 | 10:42 PM
Pictures taken last Saturday




















I have a Great grandmother, a Grandpa, a Aunt, a Uncle & his wife, ten odd cousins. LOL. I just wonder where's my parents. Grandpa (Eng Swee) told me I was adopted. Damn him, such meanie.

Should I turn up for tomorrow's training? Pool training you know? I might even swim more than 34 laps. & I hadn't been going for training for the past 3 weeks, definitely, my stamina's gonna drop.

Going out on Thurs. For a movie. ;D




Sunday, February 10, 2008 | 4:22 PM
I had a tough day today. Super tough. Tomorrow would be worse I guess, with the upcoming Bio test.

Firstly, I scored a pathetic 5/25 for my Chemistry Mole Concept test. This is far worse than Miss Ong's usual Chemistry test back in Seng Kang. & Oh my god, I hate to believe that Leong Wai Leong got 15/25 for the same test. Darn it. & Someone's telling me, getting a 5/25 for Chemistry is quite normal in MJC and I can never finish the Chem test no matter how fast I write. ?!!

Secondly, I was kept in the dark for some super big news. Well, not only me, practically the whole class. Rahhhhhhhh.

Thirdly, I hadn't been sleeping the whole of last night. Why? Because I kept dreaming of Emily Rose. I watched The Exorcism of Emily Rose with the class yesterday at home. Oh my, one two three four five SIX! Oh god.

Fourth, I ALMOST had my GP presentation today. After the first two groups had presented, I just came to realise that my presentation wasn't even at least 1/3 of Andy's. Shucks, now I have to redo the whole thing.







This year's CNY was sort of fun, at least far better than last year's.
First day- Went to three of my paternal uncles' houses. & Finally got to see my so-long-never-see cousins. Oh my, just look at how fast Ming Ming grows.
Second day- Visited maternal Grandma at Uncle's. Other relatives joined in too. So it was super crowded, but I din't really liked staying there. Supposingly, I have to watch Kungfu Slamdunk with Sister, but after a huge fight, I'm not watching it with her (Just to give her a warning for giving such nonsensical 'attitude') but rather with Kevan. Okay, I would rate the movie 2 stars? For the fact that it made me laugh & it's not a Singapore production. Then, after that, went over to Pris's w Kevan till 9pm.
Third day- Went over to Pris's again to meet Jiayi & others. They initated visiting at Pris's house. So, I did my project over there since I've visited & bai nian-ed on the second day. Then, had lunch & went over to Mrs Quek's house. After that, we played Pool at Kovan. Quite sad to say, I suck at pool. Lol. Had dinner at Chomp Chomp & only reached home at 11plus (Despite the cab ride home that my Mum sponsored me) 'cause we're playing some kind of Truth or Dare.
Fourth day- Did Math homework with Kevan & Chem homework with Vincent. Then, 08S302 classmates came over. & Yes, darn it, I watched the Exorcism of Emily Rose. Ahhhhh, damn scary. Super duper scary. Freaking the hell out of me. I cried you know!
Fifth day- Today. Tough day, as I've mentioned. Studying starts all over again. Mountains & hills of tutorials.


The bud of love develops.



Thursday, February 07, 2008 | 9:32 PM
Wow people! You guys ought to read the We Hate Ah Lians Everywhere blog. It can be super hilarious but yet at the same time, it speaks the actual situation of the Ahlian-i-sm in Spore. Oh my god, I hold AAL in great respect. Lol.


Anyway, did the one-year-once CNY visitings. Wow, Ming Ming grew up so fast. I was playign with him all the while. Super cute. I shall post his pictures up the next time 'cause those photos are in Sister's phone, so which also means, I can't retrieve them. && Wen Kang,that toothless boy. He got his two front teeth plucked. Lol. He kept making me bend down to him, put my ear near him & there he goes, whisper some weird stuff into my ear. Hey, such great satisfaction, 'cause I never used to bend down to someone. Normally, it's others that bend down to me, you see. Then, his brother, that fei zai, Wen Jun. & He called me fei mui in return. Which means, fat boy & girl in cantonese respectively. Ah whatever, you oily oily fei zai. ;D
Oh oh oh, fei zai & xiong, study hard for PSLE alright? I thought you fei zai, wanted to get into RI or VS? All the best & I shall see you guys the next following year, or chat in MSN.

It's only 9.28PM. My family had just turned in. I have no idea what to do. I wish I have a cup of Chocolate Java Chips with me now. Oh, I'm craving for that!

So, Sunday, class 08S302 is visiting my unit. Just that Grace, Humairah, Mumtaz & Chengjun are not able to make it. Might even be asking the OGLs (Like Alvin, Sally, JJ, Dewi, Lois), & that idiotic bird-bird, Kevan.




In a blink of an eye.



Wednesday, February 06, 2008 | 8:00 PM
Many things to blog about. So, first up on the list is, the so-ever-happening OGL camp, which was held on the 1st & 2nd Feb. Well, actually, it had been days ago, so I couldn't really remember the details clearly. Just in very brief words, we had much much much fun. Our 'campfire' performance was some singing & dont-know-what. LOL. Played Survival Crisis & MMM. MMM again, rahhhhh, playing it for the second time. Can't believe I have to accompany my OG mates for another round in Orientation 2, if I'm able to get in MJ. That's like practically walking all over Singapore. Aw, my poor 'sexy' legs. They're turning muscular. So man. Hahahaha. Oh, & we learnt new mass dance. & Before I forget, log on to Youtube.com & watch JUN KAI dance the couple-dance. Simply type MJC & tadah, WATCH JUN KAI DANCE! Super hilarious. Just look at the comments & laugh. & We had night walk in MJC for the first time. Initially, I wasn't even scared. Then, that dumb Camel & idiotic Shiva was scaring me. & I got quite afraid, so I grabbed Daniel Solomen to walk with me. We had to walk past some boys' toilet on the 4th floor. Omg, seriously, the people in MJ can just practically join Laselle. Lol. The whole atmospher & decoration of the toilet was freaking scary. I almost peed in my pants. There was some storyline written on A4 papers in red pasted on the mirrors. The whole sink was filled with red dye. I mean, it's obvious that it's red dye, it can't possibly be BLOOD right? Then, there was a rubber duckie floating on the red dye, in the sink. We knew we had to finish some task so we walked at least thrice around the whole toilet, trying to find at least a piece of note. Who knew that the note was pasted on the mirror too, at the bottom left corner. We were told to enter the cubicle, so we did what we were told. & In the cubicle, we had to repeat, 'We are here for you' 20 times. Then, I dragged Daniel out, running on my short legs. & A councillor, Joel, was ambushing, giving us a shock. Well done, Joel, you did it. Oh oh oh, we appointed Firdaus as the Orientation House Leader, OHL for short. Yay! GO FIFI! YOU ROCKS MY SOCKS.
When we broke camp, I got too high till I was shouting 'Yeah' all the way from one end of the bridge to the other end of the bridge. Lol. Mansfield was on the phone, so he was like, 'HELLO! HELLO?' all the while when I was shouting 'Yeah'.

Second on the list, if you wanna view my idiotic look, bloghop to Priscilla Lim Zhi Hui's blog. We were supposed to do our GP project on the laptop, but ended up camwhoring with the installed webcam. Lol! AHHHHH, MY IMAGE IS GONE! RUINED!

Third, CNY celebrations! YAY!! Callisto was first for the overall! Since I lost my beautiful voice in the midst of OGL camp, I have no choice but to 'shout' here. Lol. WOOOOHOOOOO!



Wow wow wow. I found Eleen's blog, Jingxiong's. & to believe that teachers actually read my blog. Oh yes, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! I was like gorging myself just now during the dinner. Oh no, I have tone my stamina & everything all over again. Plus, I'm feeling super duper extremely guilty for skipping training thrice. Next week would be the last pool & gym training before JAE. Which means, in total, I only attended 2 weeks of trainings out of the whole PAE admission. Sigh.





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