Friday, May 30, 2008 | 3:29 AM
JUST CLICK IT!
'Cause it's just so inspirational.
Seriously, I'll miss the handsome, yet going bald Pinto. ;(
Thursday, May 29, 2008 | 6:24 PM
You're holding on to the key to my heart.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008 | 6:59 AM
At this point of time, I feel like I'm a little too greedy here.
I want so badly to
continue the comradeships I had made back in Seng Kang
sustain the PAE class bonding
maintain the friendships in Tampines JC
keep the family together
But I just know clearly
& will have to accept the true fact that
has been placed in front of me
ever since the first day
I stepped
on this world
I'm actually
no good at human relations
Sometimesthings are not up to us to decideMr Pinto, I'll miss you dearly. ;D
Sunday, May 18, 2008 | 10:30 PM
Half of the long weekend just flew past like that. & Guess what I did over the weekend?
Mugging is the correct answer.
What to do?
I'm in JC. A freaking dammit JC.
Nevertheless, one good thing I did was to get together with some animals - Bird (Kevan) and Pig (Malina) to watch Ironman and they slept over at my small pathetic living room (again!). The only human I watched the movie together was Brian. Not the Atlas Ex-captain, Brian. But that MJC dance guy, Brian. Geex.
& I'm feeling so ever guilty now. Overwhelmed with that awful feeling of remorse.
'Cause I've been emo-ing the whole week through. I din't know Syl's recent happenings (I just read her blog), what Moo is going through, and Jan's test results.
I'm feeling like I'm not a very good friend afterall.
Even when chatting over the phone with Loves, I was blabbering out all without even listening to her speak. I guess I really need to learn how to offer a listening ear to friends around me.
You will always be a part of me.10.30PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 | 11:09 PM
I know I had to take such things in my stride. They're all just part and parcel of our life.
But I certainly know deep down, I'm not at least happy or relieved. I got a freaking S (subpass) for Math. & D for Chemistry.I studied hell alot for the tests. But why did my grades turn out this way?
At this point of time, all I need is reflection. Reflect and reflect. I think I should look into the mirror and ask, Why am I not performing up to standard?
Supposingly, JC life should be, or WILL BE, the toughest education of all.
I have to mug 10 times harder than how it was during Os.
'Cause it's now Advanced level and not Ordinary level.
& Everything have to start right from the start, which is NOW.
However, I'm losing all the zeal, and the motivation. I gets knocked out every time I reach home. Bed seems to be the only favourite place in this house, and no longer my study desk.
I need everything to be back in place, including you-know-what.11.09PM
Saturday, May 10, 2008 | 1:18 AM
Guess who's this?
Jason?
Or Christina?
Hahahahahaha, the rightful owner of this blog is back! ;D
Okay, firstly, just to clarify things out. Jason's JUST PURELY my blog 'caretaker' 'cause he offered to do so. My goodness, I was constantly being questioned, "Who is Jason?" & I've at least repeated it like 5 times! Grrrrrrrrr. He has his own blog too anyway.
Thenthenthen, from the previous post that Jason posted, most probably you would have known that 90% I'm gonna flunk my Math Faculty Test (Whcih was on Thurs). Well done Christina! I successfully stoned for the last 20 minutes of the test duration. First time I felt that I suck terribly at Math 'cause despite Kevan coaching me APGP for like 1month, I STILL GET STUCK WITH THOSE BLOODY FUCKING APGP questions. Argh! FOR NUTS I CAN'T DO APGP.
& I gotten back my Atomic Structure test on Monday. I failed it by 1 mark. Sigh, just what's wrong with me? AS is simply so easy.
Had a terrible diarrheo too. Camped in the toilet on Friday morning from 2.30am to 3am. Woke up again at 6am, sat on the toilet bowl for another 30 minutes. Went for training on Friday afternoon with the sickening swirling feeling in the stomach & a huge bubble/lump/bruise on my right kneecap.
Softball hand-over on Friday training.
Girls Captain Hanies, Vice Captain Maddy, QM Lynn, Treasurer/Secretary Xiny.
Boys Captain Shahrin, Vice Captain Reuben, QM Zach, Treasurer/Secretary Brandon.
Not too bad. ;DSo practically, I emo-ed the whole week through, smoked through it & rushed through it.
I haven't been crapping as much as I always did. I have been losing tempers, showing my damn attitude at Moo, Syl and Jan. Always getting constant encouragement from them.
Yes, and my Dad. Also, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MUMMY.
I promise I will stay stronger.1.18 PM
Thursday, May 08, 2008 | 6:54 AM
still updating on behalf of Christina..
heres what she wants to say to you all. no editing involved.
Sunday, May 04, 2008 | 6:08 AM
muahahaha.... its me jason again! ! !
i am currently helping christina keep her blog alive ! ! ok i know i havent been doing a good job.. SORRY ! !
some things i photoshopped for christina...