Wednesday, October 21, 2009 | 7:06 AM
I could feel the soreness in my muscles, the lactic acid building up in every cell of my body. Why does it feels like its killing me to speed up for the very last lap of this race? I keep thinking, about just another 2 weeks, I'm about to face my greatest fear. And upon the thought of that, my stomach can't help twirling, like a few thousand butterflies eating up my stomach gut wall.
But I guess, I will figure all those out while doing the preparation work. And I will "get my brain to fire up all the remaining energy and power from every single cell from your body."(Quoted from Jason) Till then, I don't freaking care whether the lactic acid floods every cell of my body and result in crenation of cells. HAHAH.
See you guys around :)
Friday, October 16, 2009 | 1:59 AM
This day finally arrives -- Graduation.
But still, its not like As are over. :(
E, SEND ME THE PHOTOOOS OKAY! :D
Sunday, October 04, 2009 | 6:23 AM
Taylor Swift- FifteenYou take a deep breath and you walk through the doorsIts the morning of your very first dayyou say hi to your friends you aint seen in a whileTry and stay out of everybodys wayits your freshman year and youre gonna be herefor the next four years in this townhoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and sayyou know I havent seen you around, beforeCause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love youyoure gonna believe themand when youre fifteenfeeling like there nothing to figure outwell count to ten, take it inthis is life before who youre gonna befifteenYou sit in class next to a redhead named Abigailand soon enough youre best friendslaughing at the other girls who think theyre so coolwell be out of here as soon as we canand then youre on your very first date and hes got a carand youre feeling like flyingand youre momas waiting up and you think hes the oneand youre dancing round your room when the night endwhen the night endsCause when youre fifteen and somebody tell you they love youyoure gonna believe themwhen youre fifteen and your first kissmakes your head spin round butin your life youll do greater than dating the boy on the football teambut I didnt know it at fifteenWhen all you wanted was to be wantedwish you could go back and tell yourself what you know nowBack then I swore I was gonna marry him somedaybut I realized some bigger dreams of mineand Abigail gave everything she had to a boy who changed his mind and we both criedCause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love youyoure gonna believe themand when youre fifteen, dont forget to look before you fallIve found that time can heal most anythingand you just might find who youre supposed to beI didnt know who I was supposed to be at fifteenLa la la la la .. la la la la la . La la la la la Youre very first daytake a deep breath girltake a deep breath as you walk through those doors. I was just thinking about the graduation which would come in another
12 days time. How fast time passed. It just seemed like it was yesterday when I was still complaining and dreading the fact that I had to wear that fungi green color uniform for the rest of my JC life. And as I looked back on the days I had spent in TPJC, I think I did more mugging than playing. Well, now that I've admitted that, Eugin, you can practically stop repeating your 'Go home MUGMUGMUGMUGMUG' quote on and off, like a machine. That's pretty sad, isn't it? But well at least, I still made some good friends and had my own circle of friends. So, I'm not just a pathetic oblivious mugger!
Cherie and I were chatting online about how often people walk in and out of our lives, and sometimes, those that you wanna keep in your life tend to be those that walk out. And this was what I told her, 'Then perhaps, those that will leave a much more significant mark in your life wouldn't be able to walk in'. Yeah, can you believe it? Those are coming from me and Cherie! Well, you'll never guess that both of us can come up with something like that, on the topic of friends and life.
And I've come to accept the fact that, perhaps, now he's walking out of my life, and I'm doing nothing to stop him from doing so.
But I know I can get over this.I wonder how would I react on 16th October 2009.
Every hello ends with a goodbye. & Goodbyes are the hardest.