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Wednesday, October 21, 2009 | 7:06 AM
I could feel the soreness in my muscles, the lactic acid building up in every cell of my body. Why does it feels like its killing me to speed up for the very last lap of this race? I keep thinking, about just another 2 weeks, I'm about to face my greatest fear. And upon the thought of that, my stomach can't help twirling, like a few thousand butterflies eating up my stomach gut wall.

But I guess, I will figure all those out while doing the preparation work. And I will "get my brain to fire up all the remaining energy and power from every single cell from your body."(Quoted from Jason) Till then, I don't freaking care whether the lactic acid floods every cell of my body and result in crenation of cells. HAHAH.

See you guys around :)



Friday, October 16, 2009 | 1:59 AM
This day finally arrives -- Graduation.

But still, its not like As are over. :(


E, SEND ME THE PHOTOOOS OKAY! :D



Sunday, October 04, 2009 | 6:23 AM
Taylor Swift- Fifteen
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
Its the morning of your very first day
you say hi to your friends you aint seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybodys way
its your freshman year and youre gonna be here
for the next four years in this town
hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
you know I havent seen you around, before

Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
youre gonna believe them
and when youre fifteen
feeling like there nothing to figure out
well count to ten, take it in
this is life before who youre gonna be
fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
and soon enough youre best friends
laughing at the other girls who think theyre so cool
well be out of here as soon as we can
and then youre on your very first date and hes got a car
and youre feeling like flying
and youre momas waiting up and you think hes the one
and youre dancing round your room when the night end
when the night ends

Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tell you they love you
youre gonna believe them
when youre fifteen and your first kiss
makes your head spin round but
in your life youll do greater than dating the boy on the football team
but I didnt know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
but I realized some bigger dreams of mine

and Abigail gave everything she had to a boy who changed his mind and we both cried

Cause when youre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
youre gonna believe them
and when youre fifteen, dont forget to look before you fall
Ive found that time can heal most anything
and you just might find who youre supposed to be
I didnt know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

La la la la la .. la la la la la . La la la la la

Youre very first day
take a deep breath girl
take a deep breath as you walk through those doors.

I was just thinking about the graduation which would come in another 12 days time. How fast time passed. It just seemed like it was yesterday when I was still complaining and dreading the fact that I had to wear that fungi green color uniform for the rest of my JC life. And as I looked back on the days I had spent in TPJC, I think I did more mugging than playing. Well, now that I've admitted that, Eugin, you can practically stop repeating your 'Go home MUGMUGMUGMUGMUG' quote on and off, like a machine. That's pretty sad, isn't it? But well at least, I still made some good friends and had my own circle of friends. So, I'm not just a pathetic oblivious mugger!

Cherie and I were chatting online about how often people walk in and out of our lives, and sometimes, those that you wanna keep in your life tend to be those that walk out. And this was what I told her, 'Then perhaps, those that will leave a much more significant mark in your life wouldn't be able to walk in'. Yeah, can you believe it? Those are coming from me and Cherie! Well, you'll never guess that both of us can come up with something like that, on the topic of friends and life.

And I've come to accept the fact that, perhaps, now he's walking out of my life, and I'm doing nothing to stop him from doing so. But I know I can get over this.

I wonder how would I react on 16th October 2009.
Every hello ends with a goodbye. & Goodbyes are the hardest.





CHRISTINA

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