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Tuesday, October 31, 2006 | 6:59 PM
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I did this specially for my sister. (:



Happy birthday, Yvonne Choy Pei Fen!
Also, happy birthday, Christina Choy Pei Pei!

Ha! Okay, let me tell you a BIG secret. SHHH, DON'T TELL TODAY'S BIRTHDAY GIRL.
I've prepared a birthday present for sister. Hmm, I think she will love it a lot. It's the present that she wanted it so badly la. It's the torto. (:
Anyway, I lied to her that it's my birthday present & prevents her from taking a look at it.
& Of course, how can someone celebrate her birthday without cutting a cake?
Bought her a blackforest cake as well. Couldn't buy the chocolate one since she's down with fever, flu & sorethroat.
How pathetic can it be? The birthday girl's sick.
Never mind, the same goes for me. I'am sick as well. Sisters pass the flu virius around.

Sister, I wished for all the good things for you.
You've been my best best friend for 13 years.
I thank Mummy for having you.
Without you, I would have been so lonely.
Happy birthday!

Aren't you touched? I love you, dearie.
So people, stop saying I'am bullying her. I doted her like a princess at home okay?
It's just that you guys don't get to see. =p

;Loves, Christina
I will try to update after the whole birthday celebration. Grins.
Tomorrow's my turn!



Blogging before I leave house & head for school.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAREST SISTER!

Whenever it's your birthday, I'am so delighted, & of course, excited.
You know why? 'Cause, it shows that, my birthday is just tomorrow!
YAY! LOL.
Okay la. I'am trying to be not-so-bad here.
Anyway, may all your wishes come true. (:
Work hard towards your goals.

;Loves, Christina



Monday, October 30, 2006 | 3:06 PM
YAY! THE BURDEN OF EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!
OLEVELS CHINESE ARE GONEEEEEEE!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Anyway, the papers were kind of easy-peasy. I don't know why it is called Olevels when it's so easy. I opened the booklet & stared into it like I always did in EOYs. LOL.
I had a hard time doing those papers 'cause of my stupid cold. Like wth la. i though I recovered yesterday but yet today, I was still sneezing like nobody's business inside the examination hall. Hmm, maybe, not hall. To be specific, classroom.

Now, I hope that, I can really get an A for Chinese. I don't want to retake it next year. I want to be in the same HMT class. ARGH.

Okay, off to watch videos! Oh yeah, currently watching {Devil Beside me}
Nice show also. (:

;Loves, Christina



Sunday, October 29, 2006 | 3:06 PM
YAY! THE BURDEN OF EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!
OLEVELS CHINESE ARE GONEEEEEEE!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Anyway, the papers were kind of easy-peasy. I don't know why it is called Olevels when it's so easy. I opened the booklet & stared into it like I always did in EOYs. LOL.
I had a hard time doing those papers 'cause of my stupid cold. Like wth la. i though I recovered yesterday but yet today, I was still sneezing like nobody's business inside the examination hall. Hmm, maybe, not hall. To be specific, classroom.

Now, I hope that, I can really get an A for Chinese. I don't want to retake it next year. I want to be in the same HMT class. ARGH.

Okay, off to watch videos! Oh yeah, currently watching .
Nice show also. (:

;Loves, Christina



Saturday, October 28, 2006 | 11:25 PM
IDIOTIC CIP. DARN CIP. >.<
Wasted my precious time there. I could had studied at home instead of being there to get my blood sucked by those stinky mosquitoes, & flies buzzing around me.
Sat there & stoned for 3 hours. Like WTH la.

Haiz, still having the stupid flu of mine.

Anw, before going school to assemble for the CIP, went shopping with Mummy & Daddy. Aiyah, not forgetting Yvonne la. Thats of course. She's always sticking to me like a baby. =X LOL. Bought QiKang's birthday present, DeathNote comic book 3 & 5, Daddy's perfume, Mummy's cooking utensils & many more.
Wow wow. The exciting part of DeathNote is here! I'am currently so addicted to it la. More & more innocent people got killed by Kira. I would prefer Light being Kira rather than Misa or that bald guy. 'Cause, in that case, all the baddies will be dead & no one would not dare to do something against the law.
Hmm, I've not studied Chinese since yesterday till now. Never mind.
Frankly speaking, I really don't know what to study & how to study for Chinese.
In my opinion, I think that, there isnt a need to study for Chinese. As long as you speak Chinese quite often & fluently, reads the Chinese newspaper, you will somehow able to make it there. Definitely, you need to have a good foundation of Chinese from young.

Mummy, can you stop asking me about him? I know, you wanted to know all these because you don't want me to get hurt. Everytime you asked me about him, I felt as though knives are stabbing me into my fragile heart. I tried to keep my tears, but, I couldn't retain my heart from bleeding. Just stop asking me. Let time heal my wounds, please.

;Loves, Christina



Friday, October 27, 2006 | 7:04 PM
Yawn Yawn.
I hate being sick.
Drowsiness, dizziness, hands & feet so chilly, sore throat, flu. ARGH.
I don't know what's wrong with myself. Maybe, I should go for a whole body checkup someday in this week.

Woke up at 9.30am today. Weird thing is, I think Mummy kissed me on the forehead before she leaves for work today morning. I was half-asleep. Never mind. Anw, I felt like a baby princess when she kissed me. Heh. Really, it has been ages she last did that.
Then washed up, slack-ed & surf the net until about 11.30am. That's when I somehow started my revision for Chinese. Ard 1.30pm, I was chatting with Derek online. LOL. I only studied for 3hours la. So, he introduced me to Spleak. Okay, she's a robot & you can chat with her just to kill time. I found that, she's somehow a bit dumb la. Eh, robots what. Of course, stupid la. Hah. When I asked her about some questions, she gave me irrelevant answers. =.=
Then, went back to study again. This time, I found myself not able to concentrate 'cause of the disturbing headache. I stared at the assesment book & I dropped, sleeping soundly on the couch. >.<>
Thank you Mummy. We've not been like this for quite some time. Everyday, I was so stressed up till I screamed at you. & you never complained a word.
Sorry for ordering you around like a maid. Sorry for not appreciating you. Sorry for making you feel that, you're for granted. Sorry for all the heartaches that I've caused you.
Thank you Daddy. Even though I've not liked you since young, 'cause you're somehow bias la. However, during the exams period, I found that, you're not like what I though. You just don't show your concern like the way Mummy does. Sorry for all those hurtful words that I always said to you. Sorry for asking you for money to buy some useless stuffs almost everyday.
These few words can't express my gratitude & guilt towards the both of you because, you two did so much things for us. You two took up critisms from your bosses & stayed on in the company because you wanted to provide us a good education, good housing conditions & of course, materislistics needs.
I love you, Daddy & Mummy. (:

Os Chinese next monday. AH! I really hope I don't get to retake it next year again. Praying hard.

;Loves, Christina



Thursday, October 26, 2006 | 10:27 AM
Holistic Report Card
Overall for Year 2006

English Language --> B4
Higher Chinese --> A2
Additional Mathematics --> C6
Mathematics --> B4
Biology --> B3
Chemistry --> B4
Physics --> B3
Combined Humanities (S,H) --> A2
Civics & Moral Education --> A
Physical Education --> A

Total --> 516/800
Percentage --> 64.5
Class Position --> 19/45
Level Position --> 42/212
Conduct --> Very Good
Comments --> Christina is a bubbly and helpful pupil. She always thinks before she speaks in class. Good, keep it up.
L1R4 --> 14
L1R5 --> 18

See, I told you, it sucked. Total crap. I de-proved so much. Fuck.



Let me tell you, BITCH.
You suck big time. Don't ever think that we don't know anything about what happened yesterday ok? Seriously, I think you've got attitude problem. SERIOUS ATTITUDE PROBLEM. I can't even figure out how come there's someone like you in this world.

No use getting so angry with someone who is not worth.

So, Yesterday

Had Use Your Hands Campaign. ARGH. Why is it always the girls who clean the special rooms?! So bias la!
Never mind. We girls cleaned the Parade Square, & General Office. Dumb right!? As if there's somethign for us to clean at the Parade Square. Then, picked up the litters in the Parade Square with bare hands. So yucky. >.<

Gotten back our ReportBook also. Total crap.
Upcoming next is the SKY Achiever's Day. HOW LAME. I was one of the recepients. Eh, hello? I sat at the corner, not knowing what award I'am receiving ok? So went up the stage, & blah blah. Thank god, I din't have stage fright or else, I would be wetting my skirt. Hah.
Oh yea, MrsSuresh & some teachers donated shelves to RC room since those shelves are to thrown away 'cause of the renovation taking place in the Staff Room. Nice nice.
Went to CompassPoint with juniors to have lunch. Felt like an adult there, bringing small kiddies there. LOL.
Then, rushed to HQ. Collected the SFA certificates, NDP certificates, SYF badges & some administration stuffs.
FDC training was pathetic. So little people turned up. =.=

Today

Gotta study for Os Chinese. It's just next MONDAY. OMGosh. So dead!
After that big exam, I'am gonna enjoy la! (:

;Loves, Christina
Reality hurts more than dreaming.



Wednesday, October 25, 2006 | 10:27 PM
i cried not because of the pain that love caused.
i cried because i let our love go.

Drained out.
This time, it wasn't because of studies. Neither is camp planning that tires me out.
It's because of FUN. Ha. I was surfing the net everyday till midnight. Cool la. I wanna try out the life of an night owl.

Anyway, there's some sort of a change for today's programme in school.
Graduation Ceremony for the Secondary 4&5 students, as well as CCA meeting.
Hmm, I can say that the CCA meeting did somehow helped us. It managed to let us catch up with each other after no trainings for like 1 month.
Then, this year's Graduation Ceremony was total crap. So boring la! I prefer the previous years one. Much interesting. So, I was reading my DeathNote comic book again. Well, I read it the whole day. Heh.
Oh yes. Police Officers came to school today. You must be thinking, what for? Nah, they're not here to capture those crime offenders la. They came here to show us some videos. Nice video. (: Next, followed by Mr Zul's videos. I mean, the video done by Punggol Sec & of course, our own SengKang Achievers. Ha. I saw Alston inside the video done by Punggol Sec. He's my EX-tution friend by the way & he takes the same bus with me almost every morning.

Had SSP after school. HAIZ. MissOng's speech makes me make a mole out of a mountain & created a big HOOHA. Really, I was darn scared when she said those 'cause I've not started revising yet.hucks. I'am so dead.


Training! HA. MrYap dragged us out to have a 2.4km run. In the end, I was the first one to reach there & BEAT MrYap. LOL. No la! I was just crapping. I dint have my lunch so, I think its gastric pain. & I came back with PeiJie who had the same symptoms la. Something real funny happened while we were walking back to the school during the run. Only the three of us knows (Gayatri, PeiJie & ME!). GRINS.
So, we were back at the Parade Square & Sabrina Ma'am started her grandmother story until it's time for dismissal. Haha.
Overall, today's training's VERY slacky.

Went to CompassPoint's KFC to have dinner, as well as, have the camp meeting. Oh well, I din't really participated in there. I had my dinner, then went shopping ard the mall with Nasri. LOL. So, I bought my DeathNote Book 5. Nasri went mall-surfing for his computer game, & me, for QiKang's Gundam Birthday present.

Reached home. Crapped around until I piss my Mum off. HAHA.

FDC training tomorrow. Thank god! Gayatri asked me to go HQ with her! YAY.

;Loves, Christina

People say they love flowers, & they pluck them.
People say they love the earth, & they destroy it.
So, do you know why I'am so afraid, when you say 'iloveyou'?

Fate brought us together, it was destiny
This love is meant to be,
Please open your eyes, it is right in front of you



Tuesday, October 24, 2006 | 9:55 PM
Okay fine.
Guess how I spend my stupid one day of holiday?
Daddy & Mummy dragged me out of bed at 9.30am. I was sooo tired 'cause I slept at 2am this morning. Went to the temple at Bencoolen street & prayed to the gods. On the way there, I saw XinKai at Tampines Interchange. I waved to him like an idiot, but he din't wave back. Instead, he ignored me & talked to his friend. Okay, fine then. In the bus 65, I saw HanChong. Er, I hope I spell his name correctly. =X But since, I'am not on so-close terms with me, I dint really bother to say 'Hi'. Anyway, he was with his family & so am I.
I realised that, my Mum's much more worried than me for my Os. Even though I know, praying to gods doesn't really help much, but, it doesn't harm believing in it for once. This is the first time I ever got so serious during the praying. So, in order to make her at ease, I went quietly & prayed hard.
Then, went to Popular to buy my Chinese Dictionary for Os. 'Cause my previous dictionary's not allowed for Os. So, I was roaming about there while Mummy's choosing the dictionary for me. I saw DEATHNOTE comic books! Finally. So, I picked up Book 4 & put it inside the trolley. Daddy walked past me & I said, 'Don't worry la. Only $5. Cheap cheap nia.' LOL.
Lunchtime. Went back to Tampines Central & have western food for lunch. Yummy.
Next, took bus 292 home. At the bus stop, Daddy's looking at my book. I said, 'Daddy, you want read? I share with you la. Then, your money you share with me ok?' Haha. He wasn't laughing, he was trying hard not to laugh. >.<>
Reached home. & did my camp planning. Fuck la. I used my sister's computer & I couldn't save in my Dad's thumbdrive. Also, I cant print it out. How pathetic can that be? So, I had to redo everything again. I was scolding the F word all the way. But, Daddy & Mummy's still kind of patient with me. Thanks.

I seem to be the happy fruit of the family. However, I wasn't really happy. When you find me sitting there alone, I was struggling hard within myself.

Anyway, people, please please don't give me the collection of Deathnote comic books as birthday present even though I loved them so much. Because, I want to enjoy the process of collecting them, buying them myself. The feeling's just so shiok. (:
Oh ya, Joel Sir's treating me to Sakae Sushi for birthday celebration! YAY. =p

Tomorrow's unit training again. SIAN. I don't know why I cant stay committed to RC anymore.
Finally wearing the new Unit tee. Geex.

;Loves, Christina
只要放弃过去,就有新的开始。



SEE,
TAKE A LOOK AT MY NEW SKIN!
THE THEME'S DEATHNOTE.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Anyway, I've bought myself Book 2 & 4 of DeathNote.
OhMy, so engrossed in the books.
I can't wait to finish the whole series!

;Loves, Christina (:



Monday, October 23, 2006 | 11:24 PM
Change to Unicode, please.
因该把话说清楚时,我并没有把握好机会,大声的说。
好后悔,这种无法开口的滋味。
别看我每天都是笑眯眯的,其实,我内心里正在争扎着。
好讨厌,这种每天强颜欢笑的滋味。

常提醒自已不要再去触碰你,但,我却无法自拔。
常提醒自已不要再去想念你那温暖的手,但,我却不断的去思念它。
常提醒自已我在你的心中根本就微不足道,但,我却欺骗了自已。

我不要自已一个人去面对未知的迷宫,
眼看着幸福就在前头,但却无法到手。
我不要自已一个人无助地去摸索,
爱你,我像个小偷。

我以为我已经走出你的影子,
但我回头一看,我发现,我错了。
我还没把那沉重的包袱放下。
我不是神,我是一个平凡的人,一个普通的中学生,
所以,我依然还抱住那个幻想,那一丝的希望。
以为,终有一天,我会拥有你的。
结果,我让自已大哭了起来,
但,我心里却必须承受一阵阵的痛。

我知道,我不应该在这样消沉下去了。
谢谢你让我在你的身边,让我继续爱你。
我并不是你的晴空,不是那个能让你开心的人,
也不想用我的爱控制你。
只要你幸福快乐就好,我并不重要。



Thinking of what to do tomorrow. It's a holiday for us.
Should I sleep the whole day? Or, should I go shopping with Mummy?
I wanted to go over to Priscilla's house to play.
However, they're kind of doing project tomorrow. So, I was rejected. BOOHOO.
Oh well, maybe I should start studying for Os & plan the camp proposal.
Annual camp proposal are killing the camp organising committee slowly.
So much things & lesson plans to do, & the dateline that we set for ourselves is on the Thursday.
AHHHHHHH.
The stress is back again.

So touched by his one sentence. If you want know what sentence is that, come ask me personally then. GRINS. (: (Smiling so-ever sweet)

Went to HQ today. Handed P2 (Peh Yee) the CampUnity camp fee. Chatted for awhile & then travelled back to school. Ha. Had so much fun on the way back. ZhiQi & I were like, imitating David Copperfield, trying to open the MRT/LRT door, the lift door. DARN funny la. Then I saw Alicia. I think, she thinks we're crazy or something.
Of course, we had our camp meeting. LOL. Had laughters & serious stuffs too. Calvin wanted EGGS inside all the meals. So, I was saying, eggs can make us fart. Ha. Then, walked to CompassPoint to have dinner. Yeah, as usual, we were crapping about Calvin's baby. Guess what's Calvin's baby gonna name? EGG POH. HAHA. Nice name ar? Definitely. I was the one who suggested it. THANK ME, MRCALVINPOHCHENGHWEE. (:

Okay, Hup Song's deciding whether he wanna become a Christian anot. Hmm, & hes asking me to be one too. -_- If I do so, my Mum will chop my head off & kill me. I better leave the decision until I'am much older.

;Loves, Christina
I don't wanna miss a single thing regarding you.



Sunday, October 22, 2006 | 5:14 PM
WOW WOW.
DEATHNOTE rocks la! SO NICE can?
I was late for yesterday's movie. Oh well, darn bus la. I waited for so long & made me arrived there 15minutes late. I find myself so dumb. I couldn't recognise XinKai at TM la. LOL. 'Cause, hes like wearing a cap. Then, I popped my head to take a closer look & I think he got a shock. =p
OhMy. The movie's the best I ever watched this year.
The whole plot is so nice. The way the DeathGod looks like, the way different characters presented themselves (For eg, 'L' keeps eating sweet stuffs, looks pale, walks hunchback), how Light tried to escape from the clutches of L by killing so many people including his girlfriend. If girlfriends are watching it again this tuesday, I will definitely watch it for the 2nd time. It doesn't harm anyway. However, the ending of the movie so sucky la! It ended with 'L' walking into the room, eating potato chips, talking to Light. OH like wth? I said, 'WAH LAO' so loudly in the theatre. LOL. I'am so going to watch the 2nd part of the whole movie which is coming up in December. Also, the comic book. I wanted it badly. (:
If I ever have the book, I will do the same. I mean, killing those baddies in the world. But, definitely not innocent people like the FBIs, police cops, civilians.
Hmm, of course, WORLD PEACE!

Okay, today. I was dead bored again.
I kind of hated weekends ever since exams are over. Feeling so weird. I actually wanted exams to end 'cause by then, I find no need to study. But, now, I wanted exams. I need something to numb me. I don't want to think about depressing things.
So, I did my Chinese Composition. AHH, at least 2 Compos every week la. Getting sick of it, but, what can I do? Os are coming, on the 30th October. I need to endure. Persistance is all I need. I've got a premonition. I'am afraid I won't be getting an A for it.
Then, did some extra exercises that MissOng gave the last time. So far, I only did 4. Hmm, at least, some improvements.

Anyway, today's Daddy's birthday. I've not gotten him a birthday present yet. Oh well, sorry Daddy. If I've got the time tomorrow, I will definitly get you one.

Programme for tomorrow:
School until 1.30pm.
Then, Self-Study Program until 3.30pm (I think so).
Need to rush off to HeadQuarters with ZhiQi to hand in my CampUnity camp fee.

Tuesday's got no school!
I'am going to return the VCDs then borrow another nice one.

Since MissPriscillaLimZhiHui says all my posts are long, then I shall stop here for today.
Blogging tomorrow. Bye!

;Loves, Christina



Saturday, October 21, 2006 | 7:05 PM
I hate myself. I should be studying for my upcoming Os Chinese.
& I've not even started or rather, touched the assesment books that Mum bought for me.
I don't want to end up scolding myself for not studying hard enough.
I don't want to cry after the exam.

Okay, sorry for not blogging yesterday. Too tired to blog after training.
Oh well, I waited for one whole year, & finally, the sexuality talk was held yesterday.
Hey, I wasn't being pervertic ok? It's just that, I missed the sexuality talk in Secondary Two 'cause of my dental appointment. The talk's all about Pre-marital sex and abortion.
Yeah, I'am so not going to have Pre-marital sex la. Not going to expose myself to all those risks. It's not worth it. Anyway, I volunteered for the organisation's flag day. See, RedCross Cadets are just so helpful. Grins. Then, the speaker (Geraldine) shared two poems with us.
First Poem--- Women's Poem
When she met him, she liked him.
When she liked him, she loved him.
When she loved him, she let him.
When she let him, she lost him.
Second Poem--- Men's Poem
When he liked her, he loved her.
When he loved her, he wanted her,
& the she said NO.
60 years later, he still had her.
Nice huh?
At the end of the whole talk, MissJuliaGoh spoke to us. OhMy.
Oh yes, yesterday was back to normal training after three weeks of no training (Er, I think so).
Training was slack 'cause we were like, 'Ok, it's after exams. Let them have some fun first.'
PT. OhMyGosh. I've not done exercises like for soooo long. Muscles aching like hell.
I had a 'GREAT' time teaching the small bunch of kiddies RCK. Haha. Sounds so sarcastic. Hmm, thinking twice, I think it's quite fun even though, they were not quite enthu. They only became enthu after the challenging game that we played. Geex. Afterall, they knew how to sing the RC Song under XianLi & my coaching.
Then, had footdrill. Okay, the people playing soccer at the parade square was irritating. I mean, VERY. Like wth?! We are training here & there you are, playing soccer. HELLO? Would you die of not playing soccer for just one day?! So, I got real pissed off & screamed at them. I'am not being unreasonable here. I know, the school belongs to everyone & they definitely can play soccer at the parade square. It's just that, what happens if the ball hits one of the cadets? Moreover, they kicked the ball so hard ok?
Haiz. I've forgotten all my sliver drills. Let's see how am I going to pass my accreditation.
Of course, as usual, went for dinner with Gayatri, Pei Jie & sister. Saw Jamie & Alina at KFC. (:

As for today, the day starts off with tution. Hmm, you can't call it a tution 'cause, we played Sudoku there. LOL. Exams are over & definitely, we don't have the mood to study. So, we requested for Sudoku & the winner gets to have a movie ticket & combo. However, at the end of the lesson, Jonathan says, everyone gets a free movie ticket. & guess what movie we're watching tonight? DEATHNOTE! Yay! Anyway, it's a late night movie that we are catching. Meeting up with them later at 8pm. Okay.
Went home & continued watching my videos. Finally finished . Aw, so touching with the stupid ending. It ended with the female lead actress being blind, but, the male lead actor still loves her deeply.

Gotta fly off to get ready for tonight's movie! YAY. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Oh yes, I've received the letter to have my I/C done! I'am going to be a grownup! =p

;Loves, Christina



Thursday, October 19, 2006 | 2:59 PM
I'AM BORED.

AHHHHHHHHHH. Mummy wants me to do housework & forbids me to watch the Video.
>.<>
Aiyah, she can do nothing to me. LOL. So, I asked Yvonne to help me clear & do housework.
Sorry la. I wasn't bullying her. I was just training her to be a good housewife for SOMEONE. (Cough, Cough)

FCUK LA. I should had gone out with Pris & Yen la. WTH.
Hate my fcuking mother. FCUK.

OhMyGosh, I should had continue watching the Video la. I stopped at the most interesting part!
Like wtf la!

;Loves, Christina



Wednesday, October 18, 2006 | 10:26 AM
Morning people. (:

Yesterday
School is like, there's no school. Nothing much to do except playing & slacking in class.
Had the study skills training. Issac came. =.=
Anyway, tried to learn Chess once again. Haiz. I felt like a dumbie la. Had been learning Chess for 4 years & I can't still master it.
Primary 6, my best boy-friend, Sean, taught me.
Secondary 1 & 2, I forgotten who taught me.
Secondary 3, Mdm Tang, Adrian & many more taught me. AW.
Then, had SSP until about 3pm. I almost fell asleep during SSP. Thank god I din't. I need to buck up & pull my socks up abit in order to get an A for Os.
Followed by, Talentine training. Trackers came to use the hall as well. Oh well, kind of boring there. Melvin's MP3's got no battery. Wah, every time like that.
The worst came. Camp AOP. WOW WOW. Everything was so last minute. Nothing was planned properly. Melvin then helped us with the planning. Okay, I find that, we are quite sadistic la. HAHA.

Today
No school! YAY. Finally la.
I slept at 9pm yesterday & woke up at 9.30am today. I really need a good sleep. (:
Intended to slack at home today. Yen & Pris going for a haircut later & I rejected. Going for one next month with PeiJie & Yen.


So worried about my level position. Like wth? I've dropped so many! It's so unfair putting the pure students & combined students together into the level positions. Our sciences are far tougher than theirs. Sorry, no offence though.

;Loves, Christina



Tuesday, October 17, 2006 | 11:42 PM
Please, hold my hand just like you did before.
Even if, it's just a stupid Murderer game,
Even if, it's just a short 10 minutes,
the moment will always be etched deeply in my mind.

Please, whisper those words into my ears.
I don't want to hear, 'What's the homework today?',
neither, 'Lend me your pencil'.
Just three words.

You're the one who make me so depressed,
You're the one who make me lose confidence in relationships,
You're the one who make me want to do stupid stuffs,
You're the one who make me sacrifce things.

I would rather be drunk than to be sober.
Once awaken, I have to face the reality.
It hurts badly.

Looking at the happiness infront of me,
& I can't have it.
I don't want to walk the maze by myself.
I need a guiding light.

Thank you for being in this world.
Thank you for letting me know you.
So, that I can love you in silence.



AHHHHHHHHHHH.
I HATE CAMPS.
Have to plan this & plan that. >.<
Thank God. I'am not the Camp Commander for this camp. YAY. (:
Just finished settling the FirstAid thingy.
I think, next up on the task will be, FireDrill.
Okay great. I'll make it the most interesting FireDrill that the cadets ever have.
Trust me. I've got tons of crazy ideas up here (Points to head).
Definitely, we can have fun & discipline at the same time.



Oh well, now, my Dad's taking up FirstAid course too.
However, the St.John's people are teaching him instead of RedCross.
Hah. I threatened to tear his textbook away. HMPH.
Nevermind, I'll IMPART my FirstAid skills to him. GRINS.

I get to know the real meaning of Sianzation today.
Haiz. Image, our post-activity will be, sitting in the stuffy hall watching movies, & got scolded by some teachers.
Like wth? I would rather have lessons so that, we wouldn't have bridging programme during the first 2weeks of the holidays.
&, playing Uno doesn't mean, gambling. Ok teachers?

Can you actually believe that, I've only got 8 CCA points from Secondary 1 till now?!
HOW CAN THAT BE?!
8 POINTS!! It's sooo PATHETIC!
The moment I got my CCA list, I wanted to cry la!
HELLO!?
I can't possibly get a zero for leadership & achievements!
Can I like just, tear the bloody paper up?
Even a Sec 1 cadet's got 4 points! GRR.

Okay, enough of all the blabberings, frustratings.
I strongly recommend this video --- (Change to Unicode) 星萍果乐园.
MingDao acted in this show as well. ^^

Tomorrow's AOP for camp. Hmm, I think Melvin will give us a thrashing. RAWR. (Cover ears)
Then, followed by year plan. GRR. Melvin's sooo gonna have a heart attack. Ha.


;Loves, Christina



Monday, October 16, 2006 | 4:05 PM
I hate myself for scoring such lousy results.
I should had been a real good girl & study hard.
But, I din't.
In the end, after much thought, I decided to tell Mummy about my results.
I can't possibly hide the fact that I gotten all Bs for my sciences, an E8 for AMaths.
Sorry, I disappointed all of you.

Here's a review of all my EOY results.
English
Paper 1: 42/60
Paper 2: 28/50
Paper 3: Haven gotten back.
Physics
Paper 1 & 2: 55.5/85 (Which means, 65.3/100)
Chemistry
Paper 1 & 2: 50.5/85 (Which means, 59.4/100)
Biology
Paper 1 & 2: 59/85 (Which means, 69.4/100)
EMaths
Paper 1: 59/80
Paper 2: Forgotten.
AMaths
Paper 1: 36/80
Paper 2: 33/80
Combined Humanities
History: Forgotten
SocialStudies: 39/50

Felt so guilty for making AngRen sad over his results. =p

Gotta bath & then, off to Simei to borrow VCDs.

;Loves, Christina



Sunday, October 15, 2006 | 11:44 PM
Can someone please clear my doubts?

Why are there men and women in this world?
Why is there something called love?
Why must men fall in love with women, & women fall in love with men?
Why must he care so much about what birthday present I wants?
Why the other party would be hurt?

Thanks kor. For cheering me up. (:
Don't give up on the girl that you likes too.

;Loves, Christina



Change to Unicode
我不想像油桐花一样。
油桐花的华语是情窦初开,对感情困惑而心神不宁。
在迎接春天来说,油桐树的动作太慢了。
到三月底開始偷偷長出一些嫩芽,但是不到一個月的時間,就開滿一樹的白色油桐花,后来局上,开花结果。
CHERRY 代表 CHERISH 的意思。


183club - 感情线

我想我已开始有点疑惑
好像被她说中些什么
难道已经没有别的选择
只能乖乖地束手纠缠
难过的是我们做了选择
是对是错 谁也没把握
如果要我放手才能获得
为何在我心中又舍不得
看着你要走 还装着笑容
泪水的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口 如何挽留
感情这条线 注定只能这么远
不敢相信已经来到昨天
想你爱他必定多一些
我们之间不可能再回到从前
我还傻傻画着幸福线
看着你走远 还继续装笑脸
掩视沉默我能撑多久
如果现在开口 怎么挽留
感情这条线 注定无法延长一点
你已不再而我何时才清醒
相信一切都是命 不曾放弃你
我不会说什么
默默地承受想人的自豪
看着你要走 还装着笑容
泪水的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口 如何挽留
感情这条线 注定只能这么远
看着你要走 还装着笑容
泪水的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口 如何挽留
感情这条线 注定只能这么远



Happy Birthday, Gayatri! (:



Nathaniel, stop learning new parkour tricks. I scared, you break your neck. LOL!

BORING. BORING. DEAD BORING.
Did Chinese composition in the afternoon & re-watching The Magicians' Of Love.
Then, Dad phoned PizzaHut up & ordered pizza. COOL. (:
Of course, I'am back to Mapling!

You know what? I was thinking, maybe, it's better to have exams.
I so miss studying. I dunno why.
Felt so empty when there's nothing for me to do.
It just allow me to think of nonsentical stuffs.

Anyway, I just checked my mail & found that, I've received the confirmation mail for CampUnity from RC HQ. YAY!!!
On the 8th December, all the NDP participants will be united once again!
I can't wait for that day to come.

I should stop listening to slow/romance songs.
Yes, it only makes me cry.

;Loves, Christina
Nothing is wrong when love is right.



Saturday, October 14, 2006 | 11:15 PM
LOL. Chatting with Nathaniel about his stupid dinky blisters.
Aiyah, see la, play too much street soccer. >.<

Okay, let's update.
Finished watching the Magician's Of Love. YAY! NICEEEEEEEEE la.
Can I be the female lead actress? Can he be my prince charming?
AW. Just dreaming.

I was sitting on the bus, on the way home from relative's dinner.
Looking out of the window, thinking of what birthday present I would receive from him.
I only want him. I want nothing else but him.
I don't want my new Nike camping bag.
I don't want any Eeyore stuffs.
I don't want that crown necklace.
Just let me have him, please.
One year & seven months isn't a short time.
I've waited that long. Yes, I couldn't hold on anymore.
That's my only wish for this year.

Dad's cousin's getting married in Decemeber. Oh great.
Lovebirds are together. When is it my turn?
When can I become the queen of his heart?

Happy early 15th birthday, Gayatri.
I mentioned here in case, I don't have time to update tomorrow. =p
May all your wishes come true. Continue loving him. HAHA. ((:

;Loves, Christina



Friday, October 13, 2006 | 6:50 PM
My only wish for this year is, celebrating the 15th birthday with him.
18 more days & the day's arriving. It's gonna be a lonely birthday for me again.
As the day draws nearer, I don't wish for it to come.
It reminds me of last year, exactly the same as this year.
He's not there to sing me a birthday song, not there to give me the warmth.
I should be happy to receive this present, but, i ain't.
How I wished, his birthday present would be a hug.
Oh, dream on, Christina.

Yesterday
Gotten Chinese results.
Paper 1: Forgotten.
Paper 2: Sorry. Poor memory.
Total: Grade B4. (Like WTH? First time getting a B for my EOY.)
---- CASE OPEN. ----
because we reported something BIG to MrSingh. He should know his own mistake.
We've got witnesses & evidence against him.

Today
Gotten EMaths.
Paper 1: 59/80
Paper 2: 62/100
Total: Grade B3. (Fuck la. Everyone's gotten at least an A, but not me.)
Got back English as well.
Paper 2:28/50 (Just because, MrsCheng marked it strict, according to Os standard.)
---- CASE CLOSED. ----
because, teachers are siding with him. >.<>

OMG. The Magician's of Love is soooooooo duper super NICE. I rushed straight home after school for two days, trying to finish watching the whole series. RAWR. I'am only at disc 16. 6 discs to go! WEEEEEEEEEE.

No training today. (: GEEX.

;Loves, Christina.
Back to watching videos.



Wednesday, October 11, 2006 | 9:46 PM
WOW WOW. I'am idling my days away. LOL.
So, I went to lend VCDs in Simei. Costs me 15bucks la. Nevermind. I loveeeeeeeeee watching them. GRINS. The Magician's Love rocks! (:

HAHA, oh, so dumb of MissGayatri aka, Goyotri. Fancy coming here to say she loves me. =.=

Anyway, remember, SOMEONE's birthday is almost REACHINGGGGGGGG!

;Loves, Christina



HAHA. YESTERDAY WAS FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

Let's start from the beginning.

Met at CompassPoint at 1pm, went to DhobyGhaut MRT station 'cause Pris needed to pass her book to her KeyBoard teacher. We were like soooo blur la. Din't know that there were two control stations there. So, we asked the person at the ctrl station (Well, not really us. It's only Jia Yi. HAHA.). Then, walked over to the RedLine control station. We were chatting about Centre of Gravity while waiting.
Soon, Ling Yan came. Okay, Jia Yi says, he's got a poor colour sense. GRINS. Took MRT to Somerset. On the streets of Orchard Road, Jia Yi said, she need toliet urgently. LOL. So, we went into Takashimaya just for its toliet. =.= Since, we were already there, so we just shopped there. We realise that, the things there were sooo expensive & too highclass. We, as students, can't afford. So, we were thinking to go over to Heeren or FarEast. We then set our minds on FarEast.
OH NO FAREAST. The walking duration was long! There were alot of ANGMOHS there. & Yen Ting started talking about Centre of Gravity AGAIN! Shopped & shopped. Yen Ting bought a tee. Jing Fang bought a belt. Pei Jie bought a off shoulder tee as well. Jia Yi & me were like SOOO PATHETIC, can? We promised to buy at least a shirt/blouse before we leave Orchard. So we were frantically looking for it over the whole of FarEast. Nothing suits us. Or, let me put it in this way, I liked none of the tees there. So, I bought a comic. WTH LA. It cheated my money. I felt so cheated in my whole entire life. It costs $8.08 & I thought, nomally comics only worth 5/6 bucks. Time flies fast. Already 4pm++. Decided to take the MRT to Marina Bay.
On the MRT way there, it was packed like sardines. Guess what typical Singaporeans will do? They pushed each other & rushed into the MRT. Thats what we did. LOL. >.<>
At Marina Bay, we were somehow waiting for the bus 400 to fetch us to the steamboat area. We did something real STUPID. We keep 'WAAA-ING' when a car pass by. LOL. Then, a sports car with a HANDSOME guy driving it pass by. We WAA-ED louder. Everyone at the bus-stop looked at us. =.= Reached the steamboat area. Thinking whether to fly a kite anot. Then LingYan & YenTing went over to the big patch of field & tested the wind. No wind = No flying. So, we dropped the idea.
Then, we started our LONG-AWAITED MEAL. We thought, it would be delicious. Who knows? The place was darn dirty. It spoiled our goody mood. But, nevertheless, we still ate it 'cause having diarrhoea means, no school, no taking back of results. We were too scared to see how we fared. We threw everything into the soup, thinking that the soup will be delicious. HAHA, the mushroom spoiled it. =.= Jia Yi killed the live crabs. We killed the live prawns. It was jumping on the BBQ thing! PeiJie thinks, its cruel. It's fun ok? We were not allowed to have outside drinks there. We smuggled in coke, fruit juice & milk. HAHA. Then we drank secretly. So funny la. So we ate for 4straight hours. From 5pm to 7.30pm. SUPER right? Ate super full, so we went to the arcade to digest the food. Wanted to play the House of Dead 2. But, nevermind. Decided to go over to Plaza Singapura to shop somemore since the night is still young.
Walked back to Marina MRT station. MY GOSH. We walked the wrong way & ended up in the same place. We've walked one BIG round. =.= Ended up following the city & found our way back to the MRT station after one hour of walking. The whole journey was scary. No bus-stop. Trees all around. Light dimmed. Jia Yi was saying ghost stories. So, I borrowed Pris's MP3 & stuffed my ears. Haha. Legs tired but we were energetic. 'Cause we trusted each other. Thats what friends are for.
It's already 9pm. Instead of Plaza Singapura, decided to go to Raffles Place & have a drink. Everyone's thirsty because of the walking. Then, went back to City Hall MRT station. Parted different ways. LingYan & I were taking the GreenLine.
Reached HomeSweetHome at ard 10.15pm.
-----
End of fun day 1.
-----
There's more fun days coming 'cause no MORE EXAMS.
However, I just realise, there's a need to prepare for Os. =.=

;Loves, Christina



Tuesday, October 10, 2006 | 11:53 AM
YAY!!!
EXAMS OVER.

FINALLY. THE FEVER'S BACK!
THE ONE-WEEK AWAITED STEAMBOAT.
THE TWO-WEEKS AWAITED SHOPPING.
THE THREE-WEEKS AWAITED CRAZINESS.
THE MONTH AWAITED DAY.

Okay. Let me blog before I leave house at 12.15noon.
Biology Paper was ok, I can say. Except that Section A--MCQs were kind of hard. & MrsQuek actually wanted us to get at least 28/30. >.<>
When MrQuek said, '10Minutes left', we were all 'YES-ING'! HAHA. We couldn't wait any longer la. We were crowding & flocking after exams. Cheering! & of course, making the other classes jealous as we've finished our paper earlier. Thats our class's forte. GRINS.

Gotta fly off to meet girlfriends at CompassPoint. BYEEEEE.

;Loves, Christina (:
SO IN A LALA MOOD!



Monday, October 09, 2006 | 6:31 PM
OH NOOOO. Here I am, wasting brain cells typing this entry.
I should be at my study table & memorising (Well, maybe, just reading thru') for tomorrow LAST PAPER-- Biology!
WEEEEEE. Last Paper, you know?! Can you image it? We're finally at the last paper!

HAHA. Melanie's encouraging me to study hard for the last paper. AH, I've got NO mood to study. Totally in the playing mood already la. & She's saying, WE'll be fine tomorrow. Eh, sure a not? LOL. I think, she will be great, I will be 'FINE'.
You see, God will reward those who study hard enough. I've not been studying hard. =.=

Let's get back to the subject. Regarding today's Chemistry Paper & AMaths Paper 2.
So screwed. Chemistry Paper was disastrous. I flipped the cover page over & TADAH. First question. I was shocked. Truly, really shocked. Then, I sighed. Bernice sighed. Jia Yi sighed. LOL. So I ended up choosing all the Cs for all those MCQs that I don't know how to do. 'Cause, C stands for Christina. HEH.
AMaths Paper was okay. I regretted focusing too much on Chemistry on Sunday & somehow neglected AMaths. I've forgotten some important facts & I ended up leaving those questions blank. RAWR. I knew how to do them. But, I've forgotten. DUMB.

I can't wait for tomorrow! After 10am, when Biology Paper ends, we're going SHOPPING at Orchard, then off to STEAMBOAT at Marine. GRINS. Of course, I think, YenTing wants to go kite-flying. ((:

Afterall, even though, my Chemistry Paper was tough. I still need to thank some people (Mr Derek Choo Heng Han (My so-called one day tutor), Miss Choey Yee Shan, Miss Kavitha & Miss Gayatri/Goyotri) for teaching & studying with me on Sunday.

STUDY HARD, CHRISTINA. HAVE THE MOOD BACK PLEASE!

;Loves, Christina
'People, watch GOONG on Channel U. It rocks!'



Saturday, October 07, 2006 | 6:43 PM
AW. PSI: 98.
YAY! Okay, the air is sooo polluted.
I coughed the minute I stepped out of house when I'am going down for tution.
Anyway, I want the PSI to increase till at least 130++.
Then, everyone will stay at home! Which means that, there's no need to attend school for exams! WOHOOOOO.

Haiz, kind of disappointed with myself. There's three more exams to go. Chemistry, AMaths and Biology & yet, I'am here slacking! I'am really slacking. I've not studied Biology yet. However, had AMaths & Chemistry just now. So, it's so-called studying also.
Sorry la tutor. I was sooo tired & hungry that I dreamt during the lesson. :(

Guess what my Mum told me after she came back from work today afternoon? She said, she saw a woman somehow 'crazy-up-here' (Points to head) in the bus. & that makes her reminds of me. She asked me, whether I'am ok up there anot. >,<>

I need to study! & of course, BUCK UP!
Never mind, I shall start studying at 10pm tonight. HEH.

Okay, Whatever. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOREEN, & WEIJIE since YaoTing came to advertise about his birthday in my blog. =.= Haha.

;Loves, Christina
Give me the courage to hold on;



Friday, October 06, 2006 | 3:50 PM
YAY! CHANGED SKIN OUT OF BOREDOM. HEH.



what does YOUR name mean?

A- You like to curse alot.
B- You like people.
C- You're wild and crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E- Damn good kisser.
F- People adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You have a fine ass.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You are really silly
L- you live to have fun.
M- one to have fun.
N- You are dead sexy.
O- You are one of the best in bed.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Freaking Crazy.
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best damn bf/gf anyone one could ask for.
Z- Always ready.

C-You're wild and crazy. (HEH. (: RIGHT!)
H- You have a very good personality and looks. (OH, thats OF COURSE!)
R- Freaking Crazy. (YEAH.)
I- You have a fine ass. (Do I?)
S- Easy to fall in love with. (OOOOKAY. I admit, yes.)
T- You're loyal to those you love. (Yeaps. Excuse me! The CRUSH that I've got on lasted for 1year!)
I- You have a fine ass. (That's mentioned.)
N- You are dead sexy. (OHHLALALA)
A- You like to curse alot. (HAH. Yeah.)

Feeling so random. I saw that from Nathaniel's blog. Try it! I think it's kind of accurate.

'Sitting on the bus, I was hoping for you to ran after me behind the bus. If that ever happens, I will flash you a big smile instead of tears. Then, I came to realise that, it was just a dream. It will never happen. My fairytale will not come true.
I really hate myself for missing you so badly. Even, dreaming is about you. I hate myself for falling in love so deep. Why did I ever choose to fall for you? I hate myself for not able to express my feelings? Why did I always try to hide them?
I'am screaming and crying deep inside. I yearn for you every single day. But, can you hear me?
I wanted to tell the whole world one day, that I no longer need you, no longer love you.
Your backview seemed so nice to others. But it hurts me deeply. It's like a knife pericing into me. You kept walking away without waiting for me. I don't want to keep forcing and faking a smile. Please, give me the courage to carry on, & hold on.'

10 PAPERS DOWN!

History Paper. Hmm, I was SHORT OF TIME! I doubt the marker can understand my uglish handwriting. I was like, rushing and writing it more & more cursive each paper. Well, the paper's okay. I hope I could grab an A.
AMaths Paper. HAHA. I can see a glimpse of hope in my AMaths. It's easy! Er, if I don't get good results, then it MUST be careless mistakes. I was sooo happy there 'cause I could draw the Trigo graph, prove the Trigo proving question, multiply the matrices & do functions. GRINS.
However, something big happened during the examination. AH, forget it.

Chemistry tution today. AMaths tution tomorrow. Chemistry & AMaths tution on Sunday. Of course, I need to study for Biology! Darn lots to memorise again. Studying seems so dead. All you need to do is to memorise.

;Loves, Christina
BYEEEEE!



Thursday, October 05, 2006 | 3:52 PM
I'am supposed to be studying for my HISTORY, stupid subject but HERE I'am.
I don't know why. I'am sooo addicted to blogging nowadays.
Blogging allows me to vent my frustration, & it is an online diary to me.
However, the bad thing is, it deprives my studying time which is soooo important in scoring for an A in examinations. RAWR.

Okay, let's cut it short for today. FASTFORWARD!

HMT Chinese Paper 2 was easy. But I was stressing out there. I practically broke into tears la. 'Cause, if I never score an A for this HMT Chinese EOY, it also meant that, I have only 5% to score for an A in my OLevels Normal Chinese this year. Also, I don't wannt to retake the Normal Chinese next year. I really don't want that to happen.

HMT Chinese Paper 1 was kind of hard for me. I was staring at the topics that they gave & history repeats itself. I don't know which one to do. I don't have to inspiration. The ideas in my mind just doesn't flow properly. In the end, I only wrote the newspaper article and only consists of one and a half pages while others had at least a two pages.

Feeling so worried & anxious after Chinese Paper 1 ('Cause I studied the wrong chapter for History. I went to study the LON & TOV. ), I rushed & cabbed home. Wasted my $7.80. >.<>

Die Die Die. Dead Dead Dead. History Paper plus AMaths Paper 1 tomorrow. I felt like fainting now. AMaths always make me have a BIG HEADACHE. I can't seem to figure out those tough tough questions.

Gotta fly off to continue studying my Russia & Germany.
Then followed by, AMaths.

;Loves, Christina (:



Wednesday, October 04, 2006 | 4:20 PM
Photos UP!


Norman Kor. Hey! Thank me for editing your picture la. (:







I edited my own photo. GRINS!









Okay, whatever.
6 PAPERS DOWN.
Not quite in a happy/elated/satisfied mood.

So unhappy/disappointed/sadden about my Phyics Paper. It was total crap. It was soo darn hard/tough/difficult. eh, like HELLO! MissTan! You din't even taught Pressure well enough okay? Plus, you were sick for the last lesson before EOY. WTH. You'll make me drop Physics. You made all of us fail Physics. Happy now? RAWRRRRR.
Well, maybe, I was partly to be blame. Blame me for not doing more practice. (Er, I almost completed the TYS. I mean, the chapters that were tested in EOY la!)
See, now, how am I going to face my tutor? Tutor had so much hopes in me for Physics & Chemistry la. I would rather go die now. AH FUCK.

English Paper 2 was quite easy. But, the passage of the comprehension was kind of racist la. Talking about Negro PayDay & all the Blacks. How could they give this kind of passage? HA. Aiya, the main morale of the story is that, the boy (Who is a Black) got humiliated by his teacher 'cause he just wanted to impress the girl he likes. I hate the teacher in this passage la. SO BAD. Blacks are people also what. We have to treat them EQUALLY. (:

My sister's Maths Paper's screwed.

Tomorrow's Chinese Paper 1 & 2. WEEEE. No need to study for it. On the other hand, I'am afraid that, I wouldnt have time to finish up all the questions. Image 1 cloze passage, 3 choosing-comprehension, 2 writing-comprehension. BLEAHS.

Hmm, I saw HIM in his school uniform. Like WOW, he looks soo handsome/charming from his backview la (He was walking home). I was smiling in the bus when I saw him. I think people thinks I'am nuts or what.

Let me teach you how to get an Excellent Conduct Grade:

Er, thats all I can think of. GRINS.

;Loves, Christina (;




Tuesday, October 03, 2006 | 3:26 PM
TOTAL OF 4 PAPERS DOWN! HIPHIPHOORAYYY!
Looking forward to the end of exams. GRINS. 'Cause,

On the other hand, not quite happy that exams are over la. 'Cause,

RAWRR LALA. Screwed EMaths Paper for once again.

Paper 1, I stared into a question which I don't know how to do & PeiJie turned, looked at me & smiled. =.= How lame can that be? Had lots & tons of CARELESS MISTAKES. AHH.

Paper 2, quite hard, I can say. But at least, I managed to do a touch simultaneous question. YAY. So clever eh, Christina? LOL.

Tomorrow's Physics Paper & English Paper 2. HAIZ. My ever weakest science subject, Physics. >.<>

Kind of happy for my sister. She said, her Geography Paper's EASYPEASY. 'Cause, all the facts that she've studied, came out for the examination. &Now, I think she's studying for tomorrow Maths Paper.

End of Entry. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

;Loves, Christina (: PEEEKKAABOOOO.




Monday, October 02, 2006 | 2:11 PM
YAY! 2 PAPERS DOWN! WEEEEEEEE.

English Paper 1? AH. I was stunned when I saw my question paper. I don't know which essay to write. Well, it's neither too difficult nor too easy. It's just that, I don't have the inspiration to write. See, how pathetic can it be? So, I wrote the easiest topic. Hmm, actually, I wanted to write the topic, 'Singapore students only know how to study. Do you agree?' But, since my argue skills aren't that good, I chose the narrative one. The title's 'Accused'. Yeah, it's kind of easy to write that one 'cause I've wrote that one during my Primary 5 examination before. Haha. My storyline's kind of LAME la. I wrote, my best friend accused me of stealing her favourite MP3 at her house while she's bathing. &Guess how I ended my story? 'The accusation and friendship turned into a blade, killing me softly, bits and pieces..' LOL. Isn't that my MSN nick?! GRINS.

SocialStudies Paper. PHEW! What a big relief. Finally, one rock is moved away from my shoulders. If I knew, the SEQ/Essays are sooo easy, I wouldn't have bothered to study! RAWR. I wrote the topic on Conflicts &Co-operation. EASY PEASY la. (: Then, SBQ. Thank god. I still remember how to do the 'why-question'. But eh, I din't follow the steps la. I think I jumped straight into the purpose 'cause I've only got 10min left. As usual, my hand aches after every SocialStudies paper. HA.

Let's switch topic. I was sitting on the bus &then, I saw him walking out of school with his friends. So, I took out my Straits Times &covered myself. LOL. I know, it's kind of stupid 'cause he won't be able to see me from so faraway. Okay, I continued reading the newspaper even though I just intended to cover myself. Then, I came across this article in the INsection. It's about the school counselling thing and 10 warning signs whether you need to visit the school counsellor. Here are the 10 warning signs:
  1. You feel as if life is not worth living, or you start believing that a negative situation will never change.
  2. You constantly feel stressed out. a
  3. You see yourself lacking motivation and start to miss classes or stop going to school.
  4. You study and do your homework but still see unsatisfactory results.
  5. You feel like a failure and that you are not "good enough". a
  6. You feel increased irritability and start taking it out on others by being critical, sarcastic or abusive. a
  7. You have difficulty talking about your emotions and start indulging in self-injurious behaviours like cutting yourself. a
  8. You have problems at home that you don't want anyone else to know about.
  9. You just broke up with your boyfriend/girlfriend and you have no idea how to move on.
  10. You cry for no apparent reason. a

My gosh. Do I really need to visit a school counsellor?

Got to fly off &study for EMaths. Anyway, how do I study EMaths?!

Loves, Christina




Sunday, October 01, 2006 | 6:10 PM
Saturday night, wearing my pyjames, lying on the sofa, feeling so dead, holding the SocialStudies notes in both hands, staring hard into it, brain cells used up.

So dead. SocialStudies had tortured me for 3 entire days. Okay, not counting tomorrow, my SocialStudies EOY paper. NorthernIreland, SriLanka, Conflicts among International Countries, Singapore's Military Deterrence, Singapore's Ties, ASEAN, UN, Singapore's Industralization. My head's BURSTING. RAWRRRRRRRRR.

Can you actually believe it? We've gone thru' 3 school terms. Starting from January until now. &EOYs are here. I still remember, on the first day of school, I was so looking forward to it. 'Cause, I'am finally, taking my most favourite subject combination. But now, look at how much I dreaded studying. At the beginning of the year, I loved studying. Yeah, no joke. However, in just 9months, everything changed. I hate studying.
Soon, after 2 more weeks, all the stress & pressure will be gone. &I wouldn't find myself crying every night in a corner.
Look on the bright side of EXAMINATIONS. After exams, enjoy enjoy & enjoy. Play until you're dead. When you get back your results, you will be, 'YAY! MY EFFORTS PAID OFF!' &By then, you will feel like, you're on cloud's nine.

Friday night, I was in the toliet, & a question popped into my head. Why is life in Singapore so stressful? You need to have at least 5Cs to survive in Singapore. People are always fighting for the best, the top. I can say, Singapore had its own strengths too. Its security. (:
But, do you ever know, its that stressing to be always on the top, or rather, fighting for the best?
The feeling's terrible. You'll find yourself betraying your friends, felt so ever-lonely. &No one will be sharing the joy with you even if you're at the top. 'Cause, they are jealous of your achievements. Everyone's trying to push each other out of the stage &trying to get the limelight for themselves.

I think my Dad & Mum are afraid of me. I mean, scared that I'am too stressed. They keep asking me to rest, give myself a break to use the computer (Amazingly, my Dad offered to let me use his computer(: I love you Dad.), watch the telly & giving me snacks once in every hour. I'am sorry, Daddy &Mummy. I walked all over the house, trying to be madwoman, & memorising those SocialStudies facts. At that moment, I know you guys are worried for me. Mum keep telling me, 'Girl, don't stress yourself out. Just do your best. It doesn't matters whether your level position is so much different from last year's. At least, WE know, you've tried your best ¬ having any regrets.'
All I have to say is that, I'am afraid. I don't wanna disappoint you two. I've been showing you both my good grades since the day I've matured. &I want to continue it that way. I don't want my report book to be collected personally by Daddy &Mummy.
&That's the reason, why I never ever turned to a BAD kid. Don't worry. I've grown up already, Daddy &Mummy.

Reply to Nathaniel: Yeah, I sort of cut myself one time recently. But now, I don't think I've got the courage to cut again. (: Aiyah, you won't lose a good online friend like me. HEH.

Reply to LiZhu (If she's reading): That's the way I think of my sister. You never watch her grow up. You never know how she's like before she's in Secondary One. &Do you know, it hurts me to say those things out of my mouth? I need her to know, she's changed completely &only those closest to her will realise it.

Byes. Off to study again. BOOHHOOOO.

Loves, Christina (:
Unspoken regrets, the pain of being alive in this world.
The pain turns into a sword, slowly killing me,
bits by pieces.





CHRISTINA

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