Friday, October 31, 2008 | 11:16 PM
Will you sing me my birthday song?
Just a while more to go before I turn 17 officially. So technically, it's still my small bitchy sister's 15th birthday. But whatever it is, Happy Birthday! And hey, I'm really sorry I busted you in the morning. & In case you don't know why her birthday is just a day before mine, I'll have to get started on a long long story.
Well, I can say, maybe it was good family planning by my parents. It could also be by incidence.It happened when many relatives and friends of my parents turned up for my 2nd birthday party. So coincidentally that my Mum's waterbag broke, and yeah, guess what? My sister made her first glance in this world, and it was dramatic, with many people crowding in the hospital. I was eating my own birthday cake in the hospital. (How pathetic) My birthday song wasn't even sang yet! After a few hours of waiting, we decided to heck it, and just go home instead. When Dad and I just reached home, his phone rang and a voice said "Hi Mr Choy, your wife has given birth to a girl!" What the hell, he was overwhelmed with joy. And then for the next few years, I'm always celebrating my birthday in advance, sharing a cake with her, blowing the candles out together. Especially after my Mum told me another crazy story like, your sister wanted to celebrate your birthday with you, so she came out. She wanted to eat your ice-cream cake and blah blah. [Omg, how retarded I was back then to believe her idiotic story!]
So, Joz, there's where the sisterly love came in. >.<>
Anw, this continued till about I was in primary 5 when I started telling my parents how unfair they were. And yes, for a period of time, I really kind of dislike my sister. Come on, I was my parents' girl, until she came along and popped up, turning into the main character in my childhood. Who can possibly bear with it man!?
Eventually I grew up knowing I ought to dote on her, so I started getting her presents, which she really wanted but refuse to get it for herself. She's those kind of person who eyes for something yet scrimps and save, then unwilling to spend it on herself. So unlike me, who believes in a good and luxurious lifestyle, and thats why I tend to splurge. (& I'll die easily, cause I'm always spending away money, with no savings for rainy days.) So this year, I got her this S.H.E CD, yes, so cheena, but can't help it what, her idols. -.-
Okay, so you see how she's the main character in my life, given that I wrote a long entry on her, and nothing about my own 17th advance birthday celebration yet.
So I woke up as per normal day, rushed to get to school for OCIP dance. Ended up waiting there for an hour, no dance steps learnt. Then off for OP practice. Ended OP practice, when Syl called me and told me to meet her in the canteen. Oh, how dumb, I didn't even sense anything was amiss. Then I was brought to the cafe, and got to know they're plotting some kind of surprise party for me. The whole class, except hmm, let me see, who was late? Hahah! First birthday spent in JC, and yeah you guys totally made it a memorable one! Because, I was tricked by my whole PW group (Thanks ah guys!). I was asking them anyone wanna go to canteen and grab a quick snack, but they just replied, oh we're going to the cafe. So I thought, alright then I'll just meet that troublesome Syl at the canteen. After that, I saw them preparing for the party thing, and was about to sing the birthday song with the whole class there! Omg, I was totally set up! Zzzzz. & Weixing, don't try to smash the CHOCOLATE cake in my face okay! Haha! Luckily I was strong enough to block that tiny piece of cake away from my face.
Then we boarded the bus, and headed for Internal Security Dept. The bus ride was hilarious, but thank god, I wasn't sabotaged! Definitely I don't want to do a forfeit like Puiwah's. HAHAHAHA!After the ISD tour which lasted for freaking 3 hours, we (PW, Joz, Jon and E) went to Plaza Sing to have our dinner at Pastamania.And then rushed home for Sister's birthday cake cutting. Spent $2.80 for that Express Bus, damn. I saw the cake and I was shrieking, what the hell! It was a Hello Kitty cake!
HEY MUM, THAT CAKE WAS MEANT FOR ME RIGHT! NOT HER! GRRRRRRRRRR. I DEMAND A BETTER ONE TOMORROW NIGHT, PERHAPS AN ICE-CREAM CAKE FROM SWENSENS!
Okay, since I'm about to be a year older, I should mend my ways. I need to stop acting like 7 but rather 17. Like say, I should be more quick-witted (& avoid being wols); speak softer and more ladylike. No way you can get me to kick my addiction on Hello Kitty! Oh yes, like what Sandu says, I should stop whining! Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh. This is so hard.
Maybe I should start thinking what I should wish for tomorrow. Yeah, I need to finalise on threeeeeeeeeee! Hah! Another 45 Minutes! :D Geex.
I know, the best birthday present will come from you.
Because, you're the precious gift.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 | 8:11 PM
RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.
1. Do you have secrets? Lol! I guess so, but most of them are no longer in the secret list, cause I go around telling people. How dumb.
2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you? No, I dont think so.
3. Do you enjoy going to sch?Hmm, its a waste of time to go back to school now, so yeah, you've got the answer.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars? I'll tour the whole world, buy a big house, and a big car, and a big yatch.
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend? Hmmmmm, as for now, such things did not occur for me yet.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? Erm, I'm greedy okay.
7. List out your 15 favourite songs:(IN NO SPECIFIC ORDER)
Omgosh, 15 favourite songs?! I thought there's only 1 favourite? Well, I don't really have favourite songs, but as for now, this song really matches my mood: Cause I believe, the song of Hot Shot.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? Erm, I'll make up a super dramatic scene like in those television shows, but not those bitchy kind. Rather it'd be like those crying and walking in streets. Hahahaha.
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy? Hmmmm, chocolates?
10. What makes you angry? Ughhhhhhh this is hard. Maybe, smokers? Yeah, I'm also refering to my dad when he smokes.
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? If everything goes well, I'm hoping to get myself an internship at some overseas hospital. Happily engaged with my gorgeous fiancee. :)
12. Who is currently the most important people to you? I realise the sentence grammar is wrong! Okay, my Mum. :)
13. What is the most important thing in life? Belief. With belief, I find the strength from within.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor? Same sentiments, Jason! Single and rich. Hahah!
15. What is your favourite colour? White, Red (Omgosh, Singapore flag!?)
16. Would you give all in a relationship? I'd prefer not to give it my all, because I would be hurt the most. But still, when it comes to reality, I will.
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick? Obviously, not both of them.
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done? No, I'm a scorpio, I remember grudges.
19. What do you want to tell the someone you like? Erm, its all written all over my blog entries. :O
20. 5 people I have tagged: Ugh, 5 only? Hahaha! P, Syl, Moo, Eugin, & Jan.
Sunday, October 19, 2008 | 1:25 PM
Can we be more than just friends?Srly, life has been hectic these few weeks. First, Project Work. We're done with Written Report, and the cutting down of words process was irritating -- From 5.8K to 2.9K. So now we're just left with Oral Presentation and Insights and Reflections. Just endure awhile more, and PW is over! But then, the thought of being the first group in the whole level presenting is scary. And this would mean I'm the very first presenter of the whole level because I'm the first speaker of the first group of the whole level. Get what I mean? Haha. That means I'd be the first one to be shot dead in the Question and Answer part. Zzzzz.
And OCIP. Had 4 separate jabs for Hep A, Influenza, Tetantus and Typhoid on Wed. The pain of the needles going is shiok, haha, I totally enjoy the process, especially when I see the blood oozing out. Geex. The aftermath of the jabs were horrible. Numb, stiff, dizzy, headache, and weak. So I rested at home on Thurs, skipping the important lecture for Chem. I doubt its easy to catch up again, given that I've skipped the phenols lecture as well. Damn.
I need help for Math Vectors!
Anw, I think my blog's boring and it contains mundane stuff. I wonder who still reads it?
Thursday, October 09, 2008 | 10:14 PM
Unlocking your soul, I know then how little I actually understands you,yet I'm still trying to pretendpretending we could talk about everything and anything under the sun.Realising how feeble you could be,a sudden urge rise within,I want so much to be there for you,even if you don't need me at all.Soopen up your heart, let me in,allow me to embrace your heart,and I'll be there to catch you when you fall.
Friday, October 03, 2008 | 6:24 PM
Woah, I apologize for the disappearance for 2 weeks away from this blog. Either I'm too busy or I don't really have the zest and mood to blog. Especially when I'm still unable to accept my pathetic promos results which might retain me as a J1 next year.
My constant As for all the Econs tests are not going to help me in any way, because this time round, I scored a freaking U and its going to take up 70% of the overall results.
So what if all my H2s are pretty well done? So what if I've got an A for Bio, B for Math, and B for Chem? Would they even look at my previous results for Econs and at least let me promote to J2? Even if its that case, the fact that I flunked both my H1s would still be reflected in the report card and I would still deem myself as a failure.
I'm worried and I'm troubled. For the last two weeks, I was constantly plagued with the fact that I might retain or advance. To me, these two options do not differ from each other much. Sigh.
So the only thing I could do is to ace PW, look forward to OCIP trip, and perhaps the family trip to Genting trip in the early Dec.
See, I totally lost the momentum to blog.
Everything's in bits and pieces. I can't seem to piece them together so that they go in a flow.
So, bye. It's pretty rare you see me online at such time on a Fri evening.
