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Tuesday, July 31, 2007 | 5:12 PM
What the crap. I had a total shit day.
It felt like a whole flock of birds came over and have their precious white little droop on me.

First, I woke up with a sore throat again. The first thing that came to my mind was, "What would happen to my all-time recess favourite--- Nuggets if I were to have a sore throat again?" Yes, food was all I am looking forward to everyday.
Second, I went into the bathroom and changed into my school uniform. Of course, I have to put on the bloody stupid rubber band on my last molar brace and the front left one. I pulled the thing too hard and it snapped. Right onto my lips and cheek.
Third, I took bus 292 to my usual bus-stop before I take bus 27 to school. I zapped my Ezlink Card. & it went, 'ERROR. ERROR'. What the fuck. & the freaking new driver whom I never seen before, said, 'Hey!' Then I was like, ugh! Everyone on the bus was staring at me. That moment, I felt like digging a hole and hide. So, I quickly zapped my Ezlink Card again and went to join sister at the rear. After I alighted the bus, I was scolding the driver. Sucha asshole.
Fourth, as usual, I was dozing off in bus 27. Dream dream dream. Knock! Guess what? My head banged against the window. My first reaction was 'Ouch!' But, again, everyone was looking at me. Yeah right, I felt as though I was in the limelight. So, I quickly faked a smile and then, force myself not to doze off again. Unfortunately, I couldn't resist the temptation. But this time round, I placed my head comfortably on sister's shoulder.
Fifth, arrived at school at the normal time & waited for Yen & Pris to come. & then, we headed for the canteen to get our breakfast and fill our so-ever-hungry stomach. I can say, I was freaking stupid to buy the chicken and wedges from Stall 3. I knew the food there was unhygiene. I knew that I have a weak and sensitive stomach. But yet, I still ate the piece of chicken & few wedges which caused me to have a terrible stomach ache throughout the morning assembly. & I spent at least 20 minutes of the Physics lesson in the toilet.
Sixth, while walking to the bus stop after school, a Bangaladash cleaner was washing the HDB floor with those long black water pipes or something. Pris & I walked past and suddenly, a gush of water came towards us. What the hell. & my blouse was partially stained with dirt. Oh, yuck!


Isn't that just so 'great' yet shitty?
& I spent 1 hour slacking and chatting. There goes my 1hour of studying. -.-


& Hey, today's the 31st! So? Big deal?



Monday, July 30, 2007 | 6:50 PM
这并不是幸福的症状。。
If I wasn't reminded of this love again..



Sunday, July 29, 2007 | 12:11 AM
I'm officially down with a terrible cold and is currently on medication.
It sounds somehow dumb. Because, it isn't anything special about falling sick. & I guess, no one would at least shower some concern. Especially, definitely, not him. It only reveals my weakness. Unable to resist the germs, & passing those micro-organisms in the class.

My family doctor gave 4 packs of pills & 1 bottle of cough syrup for the cold treatment. & Thanks to my sensitive nose that, I have to be constant medication and take in 1 pill EVERYNIGHT till my nose gets better. Which means, I can only stop taking the pills until I stop sneezing every morning.

But, I hate taking pills. It makes me feel like I'm abusing/taking in drugs. Also, I can't get them down my oesophagus. It always got stuck at the throat & I get to taste the bitterness.

Maybe, I should go see a doctor specialising in digestion or something. I find that I have a weak/sensitive stomach & digestion system. Every morning, I get sudden stomach aches. When I'm nervous, my stomach goes hurling around. After my meals, my stomach is like on the roller coaster. Oh my. & I feel like puking too after meals.
Also, a doctor specialising in bones and joints. Every rainy days, my right foot hurts terribly. & After a long run, it hurts the next day.

I feel like changing my blogskin & song now. ;D

没有希望就不会失望。
Hide and conceal those wounds..



Monday, July 23, 2007 | 6:48 PM
"Cough cough, I'am falling sick."
& I'am feeling somehow cold now. Praying hard that I wouldn't be down with fever. Or else it would mean, DENGUE FEVER!!! But the thing is, Sister's having a slight fever now. & I'am searching her body for red spots. Lol. Okay, it's not a laughing matter. 'Cause my area is now the hot spot for Mosquito breeding.


Well, not only falling sick. But too, going crazy. Seriously, only with 7hours (Sleep), 3 hours (Spent on transportation), 4hours (Meals& TV time) the rest 10 hours, I spent my time in the freaking books & assesments. Fuck. I feel like killing myself. I hate Os. I hate Singapore's education system. I felt as though I'am in the jail term.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

Oh please. Just let me scold the "SIGN OF FRIENDSHIP". I have not been cursing for a long time. I just need to vent all out.

Alright, I'am off for dinner.



Saturday, July 21, 2007 | 1:35 PM
HELLO PEOPLE!!!!
I'AM CURRENTLY AT PORKY PRISCILLA'S HOUSE. ;D
& SHE'S GETTING CHANGED.
Here's the plan:
First, meet Desmond Koh at CompassPoint for lunch
Second, back to the Pris's pig sty and mug/study/do homework.
Third, go rollerblading around the estate.
Fourth, meet Mum & Sista for Harry Potter movie.


LALALALALALALA. Yesterday's my Dad's cousin's wedding. Omg, I almost cried during the dinner. Alright, shall continue later when I'am back home.



CIAOS PEEEBOOOSSS..



Monday, July 16, 2007 | 2:34 PM
Is that a sign?

I look back at my old life and let out a sigh. I blame myself for living that way.
People thought that I was a hypocrite but in actual fact, I'm not.
It's just, sometimes, in my own point of view, I guess some things are not worth speaking.
Why should I let my deepest private opinions to be heard & known to others?
Isn't this my life? I'am the director of my own life movie, isn't it?
But, now I shan't be a hypocrite in the eyes of others.
I shall be a clown in everyone's eyes. Come on, laugh at me. & Call me names.
I'll look upon those as motivation. They are just a scenary that I will view along the path to my destination.

These may seem like a huge burden, but, these make me stronger.

This isn't the ending, neither it is the end of the book chapter.
My heart feels really empty, like as though someone had dug a big deep hole.
I felt so hard to breathe. I asked myself, " Was loving him was my worst nightmare?"
But, now it's goodbye to heartache.
To me, he's now just a friend in need. Someone whom I'm most willing to help.
Now, a certain song won't make me weep. A time on the clock wouldn't remind me of you.

These may seem heartwretching painful, but these too make me tough.


Just all for the preparation for the major national examinations.



Saturday, July 07, 2007 | 12:45 PM
It's so heart-rending.
My Cadbury (Remember, the yellow bird I caught?) couldn't fly anymore. I think hes fractured his leg. Oh my god. & it hurts so much just watching him staying at the same position for the whole day. I wonder whether vets cure birds.. Maybe I should just ask Jiahui. I hate seeing such a sight.


Anyway, watch the Live Earth Concert. Global Warming is getting serious. Uh oh.



Thursday, July 05, 2007 | 5:21 PM
Well, practically, I have tons of things to blog about because it's all acculumated ever since the last post (Tuesday, I think?)

Big thing first. Have got to clarify something which is SUPER UBER IMPORTANT. So, here I go. The 16 year-old teenage boy who killed the husband of his lover, a 24 year old woman, is NOT (CONFIRMED) a student of my school. The Straits Times wrote in its yesterday's article that 'He was a Normal (Technical) student at Seng Kang Secondary School.' It had created a big hoo-ha in our curriculum yesterday. Students flocked together & discussed among their friends. The topic went from, 'How stupid is that guy!' to 'What a disgrace to the school. Truly really regretted entering Seng Kang.' Teachers were saying they don't remember teaching a student with the name of Muhammad Nasir Abdul Aziz. & We started doubting the accuracy of the facts written in the papers. It was then confirmed today by our Principal that he IS NOT part of the Seng Kang family. & Furthermore, if it 's a Seng Kang student who committed such a crime, he/she wouldn't be caught in only 24hrs after murdering the deceased. Alright, so Seng Kang students, learn the lesson-- The school's reputation is very important. People from the public could just label you as the students of a 'school which produced & train murderers'. & Do you really want to come upon those bad remarks?

Hey, I just realise that I can't really concentrate well & put my ideas into a paragraph with some disrupting music.

National Day is just in another 1 more month or so. Last year, this period, I was looking forward to every rehearsal at the National Stadium. It just makes me feel so magnificant, no longer someone who plays a tiny role in the Singapore's future. Also, friends whom you once don't know, come together & work towards one same goal-- To have a perfect National Day Parade. This year, I don't want to watch the parade in the telly. I want to be in the middle of the parade ground. ;(
Anyway, NDP06 RCY, let's all go watch Harry Potter & the Order of Phoniex together! We'll have a date with 70-80 odd people! How cool.

I'am having sweet stuffs everyday! Damn, am I going to die in my old age because of Diabetes? But, I need chocolates & coke & ribena for my glucose level.

Alright, Gotta fly off to rest. Ciao! ;D

When a heart is broken, it shuts you down.
It breaks the ties,from the love you found.
It creates a shield,
Around your chest.
It separates your friends,who love you best.
There's nothing worse,than to hear the sound.
Of a broken heart,that shuts you down.
By Ballerz



Tuesday, July 03, 2007 | 5:06 PM
Okay, I'am getting bored in here. What a random post. So whatever.

Everyday's the same. My life is just as simple as it is. A plain white paper. No surprises. (Which is a sad thing) & Plus, tons of homework. (Adds on to the sadness) Sometimes, I wish my life could be folded into a paper plane.

Hohohoh Damn. I've got 2 class tests tomorrow -- Bio (Inheritance/Heridity) & Chem (Organic Chem). I was discussing the Bio test with LPJ in class today. The funny thing is, we both (Partners in class) don't understand Inheritance/Heridity BUT the problem doesn't lies in whether we pay attention in class or not.

Oh thank god. Mdm Sharifah did not went collecting those 250 essays which is due today. Well, pratically, I've still got like 110 essays left. & I can say, I'am the second runner-up. First's Lim Sheng who had only like 35 essays left. Big gap isn't it?

Al-Ohright. We got back our English Operation Hope Essay 1. Yes, Operation Hope. It is designed to operate on us, thus having a glimpse of hope for our Os English Paper. & I only gotten a stupid B4. Hey, I hate to admit that I'am only getting a B4. Because, in my English Essay Book, I've not had a grade lesser than A2. Get this right, I'am not trying to boost or so whatever. It's just that, getting an A for English essays is part of my own expectations and that my goal of entering at least a Mass Comm Course.

Ciao people! Off to watch Nicholas Teo on the telly.





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